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I have joined several "vaccine damage" groups on
the Internet. this page is "posts" of letters from those groups.

A relative just found out that her baby born 2 years ago
was given a HepB on the 2nd day of life, even though she had stated in her
birth plan and told the nurses not to and gave no permission for it to be
given. Does she have any recourse in terms of legal action if the hospital
cannot produce their signed consent?
Thanks!
she needs to talk to a lawyer
that's why you can never leave your baby alone with them

I have a little person in my office who had 10 rounds of
antibiotics and 17 vaccines by 20 months of age. Yes, now autistic. That
should be assault with deadly weapons and the doctor should be in jail.
Instead, the parents were kicked out of their pediatrician's practice for
refusing more vaccines and wanting to get their child well. With these
annoying, non-compliant parents out of the way, that doctor can continue to
do what vaccinators do: Inject toxic substances into children, ruining their
health and the lives of the child's family members.

"Even after thimerosal was phased out of pediatric
vaccines, autism rates did not fall."
Now why would they fall when thimerosal laden flu shots are being pushed on
pregnant women and infants 6 months and up??? I even heard of an
instance where a PREEMIE was given a thimerosal containing flu shot, right
along with her Hep B!!!! Do they think we are stupid by not putting
2+2 together? They never
targeted this group until rates began to fall in California where thimerosal
was banned...then BOOM! The CDC came out with this recommendation.
They don't WANT these rate to fall..not yet, anyway. They want to wait until
they can convince the American public that they have finally found THE
cause, and it will NOT be thimerosal. Then, and only then, will they will
phase it out; little by little... to make it look like thousands of
parents were wrong! So leave the pharmaceutical companies alone,
people... after all, they have saved millions of lives and have harmed NO
child in the process!
So, until they can find a safety net...a believable cause of autism...they
will continue to assure that those numbers rise, in spite of the supposed
removal of thimerosal from childhood vaccines. And we're supposed to trust
them with our children's lives???? Sorry, but that just doesn't hold water
with those of us whose children suffer!

My son received the Chickenpox Vaccine at 2 years old.
Last year, he got a terrible case of shingles. They tell me it's probably
due to the strain
of the virus used in the vaccine which became dormant in him and erupted as
shingles. The doctor said this is happening a lot now with kids who
have received the Varivax. I wish I could go back in time, he wouldn't have
gotten all these vaccines..

I would make a great parent spokesperson. My daughter was
developing within normal ranges until she got a hep B shot while still
scabbed over with chicken pox at nine months of age. Within two weeks she
lost all appropriate babble, refused to breastfeed, stopped eating most
foods, stopped pulling up, and pretty much wanted to lay flat on her back.
Like an idiot I got her 12 mo MMR. Then the diarrhea started. For six months
I went to our pediatrician complaining about a variety of symptoms that
included: "zoning out", refusal to eat foods, not pulling up/walking after
having done so prior to the shot, not babbling/trying to form words, afraid
to be up high like a exam table, etc. Turns out they were all symptoms of
autism but the doctor, XXXX XXXX, didn't give a crap. Two weeks before her
second birthday, with little help from him, she was given a diagnosis of
autism spectrum disorder.
Of course after making my baby sick by giving her the shot he was no help in
trying to treat her. When I shared with him that we (speech path, OT,
psychologist, myself, husband) felt she probably had autism his ignorant
response was, "Well, I don't think that can be diagnosed until at least
three." What ever. Thanks Ms. Pediatrician for that perfectly useless if not
downright harmful opine. However, because I wasn't willing to let his
ignorance not help my daughter, I began researching. This was in 2000,
before I had the benefit of a playboy model to help me learn what my child's
doctor should have been helping me learn. I learned about the gluten-free,
casein-free diet. Within five days of removing dairy she spoke. Within 2
months she had over 100 word vocabulary.
Fast forward 7 years. My daughter still has autism. But, she's 1000% better
after the wonderful pediatrician gave her autism. She's in 2nd grade doing
modified 2nd grade work. She cannot physically write well (thanks Dr. XXX
but she can use a keyboard and writes wonderful creative stories about
barnyard animals laughing and the colors of dinosaurs. Of course, that's in
between her chelation to get out all the aluminum, lead, and mercury in her
body. And, in between the
chronic illnesses and hospitalizations she has. I'll be more than happy to
participate as a parent spokesperson for the lovely abilities of the AAP to
contribute to the autism pandemic.
Debi Haney

I was at this presentation in San Diego. I went because
it was entitled "M.I.N.D. Over Matter...Biomedical Approaches to
Understanding and Treating Autism." I was sadly disappointed because there
was not much, if any, mention of biomedical treatments. The presentation
focused mostly on genetic testing. The doctor even questioned whether autism
is an epidemic or just better awareness.
He talked alot about this research with monkeys, and he also talked about
another research project with the monkeys where they removed the amygdalas
of these monkeys to also produce autistic-like behaviors. He talked about
having hundreds of monkeys at his disposal to do these studies on.
When it was time for Q&A, I was surprised that he called on me because I did
make some funny faces to a lot of the comments he made, and I asked, "Do you
have any plans to vaccinate these monkeys with the same vaccines that my son
received with the same amounts of mercury, toxins, and live viruses to see
if they get autism?" And I got the proverbial answer that they are choosing
to focus more on genetics.....
Now that I've finally posted -- I've been a lurker for quite some time on
this discussion group -- I should probably electronically introduce myself.
I too have a sordid past whereby I ate healthy during my pregnancies, had
natural childbirth, even turning down a Tylenol because I didn't want to
contaminate my milk; I breastfed my children for 18 months, then made them
organic baby food, always reading labels on anything I ate or gave to them,
but I NEVER thought to read the ingredients of vaccines. When I questioned
the doctors about vaccines, I was told my children can't go to school unless
they receive them on schedule. And when I said I didn't want the chicken pox
vaccine because it wasn't mandatory, the doctor came back with a picture of
a quadriplegic girl in a wheelchair that the doctor said had to have her
arms and legs amputated, because when she got chicken pox they became
infected.
I have three boys. My oldest has some issues, but he dodged the autism
bullet. My middle son has ASD. My youngest was born with clubfeet, and was
on his way to getting autism when I finally got smart and stopped
vaccinating him, put him on the diet with my middle son, and we got him
back. He is now just fine.

Jackie, I went to the CDC website & read about each
disease, the rates of infection, and where they happen. For example, my town
in the Southeast had few reports of pertussis. I also considered the context
of contraction. I was a stay-at-homer who didn't take her out much because
when it came down to it I decided that no immunizations were best. She has
two older sisters who were in school.
There is evidence the pertussis vaccine is ineffective. In fact, the CDC
itself admits their vaccine may only be 60% effective. IT may be less than
that when you read through the link below and see that a lot of kids with
pertussis don't show a positive culture but still have it; if they don't
have a positive culture, unless it's linked to someone who does have a
positive culture, it won't be reported as pertussis, which further skews the
true statistics.
http://www.cdc.gov/nip/publications/pertussis/chapter1.pdf
I personally have struggled with polio. It's my understanding some of the
Amish developed polio from immigrants overseas who were given the oral polio
and came here and spread it because the oral is a live virus. In my kids'
school we have a high level of immigrants, including places like Liberia. I
have thought about these kids getting the oral one day, hopping an overnight
flight and being in our school,using the same toilets as my girls the next.
That said, I felt like
after prayer and considering the very low risk of that actually happening
compared to the risk of complications because of our history, it just wasn't
worth it. My grandfather died of a mysterious brain tumor in his early 60's,
the most deadly form. My grandmother has also had lymphoma. I have wondered
if my family is susceptible to SV-40 and there have been some cases of
newly-infected SV-40 children.
As far as HIB, according to CDC again, the risk of complicated Hib infection
is 1.3/100,000 in USA.
http://www.cdc.gov/ncidod/dbmd/diseaseinfo/haeminfluserob_t.htm
One thing you can do is ask yourself, how many people in your area do you
know who have had Hib? It's a bacteria that can be a carrier state in many
of us. It's typically a secondary infection. There's also a question of how
effective the vaccine truly is. It sounds as if it's not as effective as FDA
would have us think:
http://www.909shot.com/Diseases/HIB.htm
In 1995, out of 74 Hib disease cases where age and vaccination status were
known, 41 or 55 percent had received at least one Hib shot; 22 were
appropriately vaccinated for their age; and 18 had completed the primary
series. Personally, I don't consider an 18% failure rate to be good enough
to justify, but that's my personal feeling. You may feel differently and
that's all right. What I would suggest to you is that you research all you
can and pray about it, that's what I did.
BTW, my youngest, 4 1/2 is completely unimmunized. She did get pertussis at
age 3. It was about like bronchitis, NOTHING like the horror stories we
hear. It lasted about 6 wks, she was fine unless she got worked up on the
playground, then she'd have a spasm. I did hate seeing her have the
episodes, but it was no where *near* thinking she was going to die, cough up
blood, etc. The hardest part about it was *getting* them to test her. They
still wouldn't dx by older daughter with identical symptoms because she'd
been immunized, they refused to concede it might be possible, even when I
presented them (school nurse
& county health nurse) with CDC data. I hope this helps. I know it isn't
easy, but you're doing far better than the majority of parents. You're
taking the issue seriously and trying to do what's best for your child.
Debi

Had I only known...A letter to The View
More than anything, what upsets me today about The View is that it's
supposed to be a show that represents different VIEWS! Silly me...I thought
they could actually discuss the different VIEWS about what causes autism.
Like others here, I'm quite familiar with the VIEW from inside the world of
Autism, and I really don't need to VIEW any more. Furthermore, in my letter
to Elisabeth, I tried to emphasize that they need to treat parents as
intelligent, thoughtful people who, when presented with the facts about
Autism, will best be able to make a decision appropriate for their child.
Censoring and/or editing uncomfortable and controversial material is
inexcusable when it comes to the embetterment of our children.
What I would have given to at least had someone just present both VIEWS of
the vaccine story prior to my daughter's birth so I could have made up my
own mind...how different my life and my daughter's may have been.
Julie
**********************
Dear Elisabeth,
Thank you for being a part of an important show today that highlighted the
prevelance of Autism in our society; what impact it has on families lives;
and supportive therapies that have been helpful in recovering some children.
I must admit, however, that I was extremely disappointed that The View did
not explore the other highly successful interventions being used to address
the medical problems Autistic children have. Often, as is being proven in
thousands of children everyday, treating said issues vastly improves and
sometimes reverses the disorder in its entirety.
I am fortunate enough to have a child in which said therapies did in fact
reverse such problems. Today, two years after beginning treatements, my
little girl is a mainstreamed kindergartener. She will live a productive,
independent life as a result. Two years ago I did not know if she would ever
speak in full sentences and have to live with us for the rest of her life.
The most successful treatment used in recovering my daughter from "Autism"
was chelation therapy, a process used to treat heavy metal toxicity. Indeed,
testing confirmed she was mercury toxic.
Not surprisingly, this was a shocking discovery to her father and I.
As a result of her testing and subsequent recovery, it is my deepest belief
that my daughter was poisoned by mercury in her vaccines. I fear that
because of the source of her exposure to mercury, shows such as The View and
others are afraid to open the important discussion as to whether or not
vaccines, and/or their components, do cause "Autism" as I and thousands of
others believe. Frankly, our children's health is too important a discussion
to censor and/or edit because it is controversial or uncomfortable. I
implore you to investigate and present both sides of this story.
It is excrutiatingly painful to have watched my beautiful daughter slip into
the world of "Autism" and have suffered for 3 years before knowing how to
properly intervene on her behalf. There is so very, very much I wish I would
have known, that I could have known, if a show like yours would have just
presented the facts. Had I known there was mercury in vaccines and that each
and every symptom of what was wrong with her was a LISTED side effect of the
very substance that was injected into her at her most vulnerable time of
development, she might not have suffered for so long. Logic would have
dictated that at a minimum it was worth investigating. Had I known that
10-15% of people don't excrete mercury effectively, I could have asked for
screening to see if she was one of them before injecting her with it. Had I
known giving Tylenol to someone who is exposed to mercury prohibits their
excretion if it, I wouldn't have given it to her before and after her shots.
Had I known antibiotics have the same effect, I would have rescheduled her
vaccinations while she was on them.
Had I known the AAP had said prior to her conception that mercury was toxic
in all of its forms and needed to be avoided at all costs, except through a
vaccine where they claimed it was a "hypothetical" risk, I would have erred
on the side of caution and asked for ones without it. Too bad I missed their
news conference making such a statement at 4:15 on a Friday in July two
years earlier.
Had I known said mercury had never been tested for safety, and that the FDA
and CDC had forgotten to tabulate the cummulative amount a child could be
exposed to via vaccine, I would have thrown my body in front of traffic
before laying down my child to be injected with it.
Had I known they did a study in 2000 that showed a statistically significant
correlation between mercury exposure and Autism, ADHD, and speech delay, I
could have demanded an alternative.
Had I known someone put a secret "Eli Lilly" Rider into the Homeland
Security Act protecting the maker of said mercury preservative from all
liabilty (said Rider was removed before passage), I would have questioned
what in God's name could deserve such protection and done some homework.
Had I known, Elisabeth. Had I known.
But I didn't know.
Why?
Because show's like yours didn't tell me.
Because no one wanted to talk about it then, and no one wants to talk about
it now.
Which is really too bad.
I'm not asking you to use your show to say vaccines cause Autism. I'm asking
you to open the discussion and present the facts that indeed they very well
might.
I'm asking you to trust parents to be smart enough to make an informed
decision.
That's all I wish I would have had...an informed decision...the facts.
But I didn't. And as a result, my daughter suffered severely.
Had I only known...
Sincerely,
Julie Obradovic
Julie, Wonderful letter indeed, I think your letter hits the hearts of every
parent whose child's life was harmed by the injection the insidious neuro-toxin,
mercury...
Had we only known...
EVERYTHING would have been DIFFERENT...
Soldier On...
Leslie,
Mother to beautiful Lanier, almost 9 and has yet to utter her first word...
Had I only known...

I do billing for an MD and can't tell you how many times
a baby/young child comes in for well check and the next in a series of
something like 16 vaccinations they have to have these days and then in one
- two days the same child is back with cold, flu, fever, abdominal pain, ear
infections.... etc... you'd think SOMEONE would see a connection!

Which state are you in? Check out the bookmarks on the
list website and you should be able to find the specifics for your state
laws. You were lied to about getting the vaxes before leaving the hospital.
The schedule is a suggestion, there is no law that I've heard of that says
anyone has to vax at birth if they are going to vax. If you didn't sign a
consent form, they legally can't vax the baby. Same with the doc. If that
was my doc, he never would've gotten my child out of the room without me.
And if he vaxed my child without a consent form, he would be up on charges.
That is illegal. Period.
It's harder to selectively vax than to just not vax. I know someone who did
do that because she wanted to avoid the ones that are cultured on aborted
fetal tissue. she's catholic, and wanted nothing to do with anything that
included abortion) But it was harder for her to do that than it would have
been to just say no vaxes for religious reasons.
Are you still in California? they allow a philosophical objection
exemption. You fill out the form and keep a copy for yourself, and one in
your Childs medical file. Religious exemptions are easier, and when people
find out the stuff in vaxes, it's not that hard to come up with a way to
justify not vaxing with religious reasons. Not that you have to explain
those reasons other than "religious". It's unconstitutional for anyone to
ask you to explain those beliefs. Knowing your rights is what is key. You
have to know the specifics of the laws in your state. People who are
supposed to know what the laws are will bully you, and out and out lie to
you about what you "have to" do. I had a doc try to scare me into the Hep B
and chicken pox vax along with a couple of others when my daughter was 6
weeks old. He lied to me, and I called him on it. I asked him if he had even
bothered to read the insert on the vax package. He got quite irritated at
me and informed me that he HAD been to medical school. But he never answered
my question. I told him it boiled down to one thing. If she had a reaction,
I would be the one having to deal with it. If she got autism, or other
illnesses because of vaccine damage, it would be me taking care of her, not
him, and I wasn't willing to take that risk with her health. That the vaxes
he was pushing were far more scary to me than the diseases they supposedly
protect people from. And that the chances of a reaction were more likely
than the child getting the disease. Then he started talking about "crack pot
websites" I asked him what he thought of the CDC and World Health
Organization websites. very provax) That that was where I got my numbers for
the numbers of people who get and die from the diseases he was wanting to
vax my child against. I compared that to the numbers on the vax inserts and
stuff I found at the Vaers website. But if you look it up and do the
research, you will probably figure out that almost all the vaxes are scarier
than the diseases. I have also decided to avoid docs for all of us unless we
are sick. We don't do well baby/child visits, less hassle that way.

Yes, I have heard about the mercury and the possible
cause of autism. Let me tell you what else I have experienced. My first
nephew was born prematurely. He had surgery to "close up" his esophagus.
After 6 months of his building strength and recovering from surgery, the
pediatrician gave him his DPT shot. He died the next day, doctors
diagnosing it as "Sudden Infant Death Syndrome".
Years later, another of my sister-in-laws had a child. The baby was 3months
old when he, too, died of guess what? "Sudden Infant Death". The DPT shot
was given the day before. The sad thing is, it wasn't until much later that
we all realized that the vaccine and the deaths were related.
Before that sad discovery, I had a
second child that I had just brought to have his second round of DPT. Hours
later he had a horrible reaction. The pediatrician said to never give him
the "P" (pertussin) part again. He is now almost 18 years old. He has had
spinal meningitis, severe allergies, ADHD, probable bipolar disorder, and
chronic pain and disability with a knee condition called osteonecrosis. I
put some of the blame on that shot and the side effects of the shot. Many
medical professionals may deny this. One other example - I am a
psychotherapist and work with mainly adults, but the adolescents that I have
seen, that come in for oppositional defiance, severe ADHD, learning
disabilities, etc. have all reported by one of their parents as having a
severe reaction to a vaccination as a young child. (I ask). I am also aware
of a local physician in town, renown for her studies in biochemical
reactions with vaccinations, who indicates a direct correlation between
autistic children and immunizations. So to answer your question, that is
what I have experienced with immunizations. I am SCARED to death of all of
them. And I think, rightly so.
BE CAREFUL OUT THERE!!!

Hi all
Actually, many people in medicine see a connection between vaccinations
and fevers, etc. Problem is, they see these reactions as "normal" side
effects of poking needles full of (fill in the blank with your favorite
4-letters) into children. Some will tell you it's a sign the vaccine is
"doing its job" and "building the body's resistance" Of course, the
preponderance of allergies, asthma, etc in these "well cared for" children
has nothing at all to do with vaccines. No way. Yeah, right

You would think so. Friends of ours had a baby who began
having seizures after his first vaccs. He nearly died and had to be on so
many meds that he had to stay in hospital for weeks. The seizures continued
for many weeks. They tested him for everything and the diagnosis was finally
"unknown etiology" or some such phrase. And this was a major teaching
hospital in Texas, not a tiny, backward place.
The baby is now over a year and doing ok but his parents and the doctors are
still sure that there was no explanation whatsoever for the seizures, but
I'd bet quite a lot of money that they were from the vaccs. Not everyone
can think outside the box, no matter how much you attempt to get them to
try. It's terribly frustrating and sad to see this type of thing.

Had I read such a publication, had such articles been
available to me, I would not now be severely disabled from the work related
vaccine I received. I had the hepatitis B vaccine to ensure my income
earning potential and health was maintained and achieved. Instead I live in
abject poverty, because of a crippling autoimmune polyarthritis which
occured within 14 days of vaccination with Engerix B.
My once promising nursing career and independence in tatters. Sadly, for
some of us health professionals, it's not until the spectre of vaccine
injury impacts directly, that our perspectives on vaccination are modified.
Hence the groups of vaccine injured health professionals and their
class-action law suits.
I am also in email contact with 41 other vaccine injured health
professionals. Many of these colleagues (nurses, doctors, physios, OT's,
social workers, dietitions, MPH's etc) were senior in their careers, one a
former vaccine researcher who worked in his sister's lab. Each severely
disabled victim is similarly injured by hepatitis B vaccine.
Never, never, EVER again.

We believe that our daughter was "injured" by the HepB
vaccinations she received in the hospital and at her 2 month check-up. And
she died a couple weeks later. The coroner's report listed nothing
"extraordinary" and named the cause of death as SIDS. But we would like to
find out what we can do to investigate whether it really as the HepB
vaccinations.

Man ya know I didn’t realize it until I read your post I
guess I still am grieving...sort of....again! I know I went through this
when xxxxxx first started seizing, and I guess its back again now with this
physical debilities. I guess I just need to let the grief out and get
through this process again. xxxxxx will never be the wonderful little normal
guy he was before his immunizations, or even the guy he was prior to
surgery! I guess I need to accept that, and adjust to this "new kid"...huh.
I still think that years and years ago different things should have been
done, and maybe this total paralysis on his side could have been avoided! I
mean...xxxxx was perfect and normal at 5...now look at what medical science
has done to him.... sorry didn’t mean to ramble. It was those damn
immunizations that did this to him!!!

When the doc's (including Freeman,
which is why I hate him so) said to go ahead with the vaccines, despite her
seizure disorder, I did. The reaction to Hep B was immediate. Then, finally,
my eyes were opened (although it took 2 doses of the poison). At that point,
I went back and reviewed
all her medical records and it all fit...the original encephalitis was 28
days after her DPT and Hib B boosters. Too much time to even consider suing,
but its there all the same. now I tell everyone I can. some refuse to listen
and I just hold my breath when its people close to me, but thankfully, some
DO listen, and more people are starting to take notice when I tell them that
Hannah's condition is a result of vaccines. Barb and I gave the cab driver
in Florida an earful when we learned he was a new grandpa. While we were
still in the van he called up his daughter for us to talk to her...saved
that one at least!

I know what you mean when you said they don't know what
caused the problems, but they are very certain at what didn't! Our
pediatrician adamantly denies that the vaccine had anything to do with
xxxxxxx's events. Of course, he is the one who gave the order for the
vaccine and signed off on it. I do believe that he is more worried about
the repercussion of admitting that the vaccine hurt my child than he is
worried about what will happen if we give more. I have refused all vaccines
for xxxxxx at this point. He will receive no more. If they gave a drug and
a reaction occurred within 4 hours, they would admit that it ws a reaction
to the drug and they would stop that drug or change it (like for seizures).
But a vaccine is injected into the the body and they can't take it back. I
guess that is the difference. It is very sad though.

Wait just a minute, the DOH have failed to say that whilst (they say)
Menengitis C. decreases, Menengitis B has increased! They have forgotten to
say THAT VACCINE VIRUSES MUTATE-it is proven science- hence C can become B
etc; they have not admitted the thousands of reported reactions to this "New
Wonder vaccine!!!!" In my neighbourhood we've had two teenagers(probably a
lot more) die of Men B post Men C vaccination, one crippled with Rh.
Arthritis............ What else do they hide?

Here's another story questioning the MMR vaccine! Just
recently whilst visiting our local pool, I striked a conversation with a
mother of a 13 month old boy. She initiated the topic re: Vaccination by
describing her sonąs reaction to the MMR vaccine! After having been
administered the MMR
vaccine, he had a high temperature, after which they gave him antiobiotics.
This in turn, actually lead him to contracting measles itself and also a
fungal (yeast) infection resulted in his genitals as well as a heat rash.
The mother now is giving Zinc cream (good olą petrochemical based product)
for the heat rash. Having been through this episode, the mother said she
seemed to question the MMR vaccine, but nevertheless, is still proceeding
with the vaccination schedule for her boy. Now this mother has also worked
with children with disabilties (owing to vaccinations), yet I could feel she
was denying her instincts about the effects the MMR had on her little boy,
yet she is still going ahead with vaccinating him. I had to bite my tongue.I
gave her my speel, about how vaccination actually hampers the immune system
and has unknown side effects (without getting on my soapbox about it!) and
suggested she contacts the AVN to get more info. Earlier on in the
conversation she asked me if we have vaccinated our son (18 months old) and
we swiftly replied 'No' to which she replied, 'Oh, are you getting him
homeopathically treated then??, to which we replied yes. So there you go -
she is aware of alternative modalities!! What can you do??

. After receiving an MMR vaccine our daughter
developed celiac.....positive blood work but negative biopsy. She
definitely does better with GFCF diet. She was able to eat anything
before receiving the MMR shot. I read somewhere the vaccine causes celiac
by provoking an autoimmune reaction in the body. Anyway, I am going to
check out the book and am glad you are making progress. Thanks for your
great review!

I live in Tennessess, and just received notification that
my sixth grade son has to have the Hep B vaccine. Since I have researched
this vaccine, I am afraid for him. After having taken the vaccine myself, I
developed a severe case of rhuematoid arthritis. For the past three years I
have been living with the consequences of this vaccine. It is most
important that I receive the necessary papers to prevent possible damage to
my son.

I get asked all the time if my kids vaccs are up to
date.....I just say yes.....cause to me, they're as up to date as they're
ever going to get :). Course, my kids are a little older, so it's easier,
because we don't have all the stupid newborn ones.
BTW, it was a vaccine that caused my son's diabetes.....and he's now under
homeopathic care.....receiving a remedy to try to undo the damage from his
DPT

It's so sad that your sister had to learn from her
experience, and not yours. I didn't realize the enormity of the dangers of
vaccines until after my older son had received all his toddler shots and
begun showing chronic problems that could be due to them. My younger son is
completely unvaccinated and will stay that way. I certainly feel like I
could preach it from the mountains but I know people just aren't receptive.
I try anyway. If they hear it from enough people they'll start to give it
some thought.

I am, Pierre Petit, the father of Marvin R. Petit DOB
2/17/2000. On 4/2/2000, he started having shortness of breath. He was rushed
to the nearest hospital, then to a specialized one on children. There,
Marvin entered in a coma which he never recovered from. He was pronounced
dead on
5/3/2000. My wife is being accused of shaking him to death. The mater is
being debated in family court over the custody of our one year old son,
Samuel, who were taken away from us at only two weeks old.
A family friend alerted me about the possibility that the vaccines could
have been the cause. I went on check on a Hep B shot Marvin received 9 days
earlier, on 3/24/2000, before started having shortness of breath. When I
called the Center for Disease Control and Prevention, I learned that it was
a hot lot (ENG3204A2). 9 people had already reported adverse reaction to
it. We need your help badly. On 3/18/2002, if I cannot come up with
$20,000, for hiring Lawyers and Medical experts to get my wife out of this
tragedy, we will lose our son and she can probably face criminal charges for
a crime she did not comit.
Here the Story: Before vaccination he smiles, plays. The warning was only
fever.
He was administered Hep. B (ENG3204A2)
He was vaccinated on 2/17/2000 and 3/24/2000.
The very first day after the vaccination (3/24/2000) he gave a high pitched
scream which was out of the ordinary, yeast infection on 3/30/2000, and
shortness of breath on 4/2/2000. The change was the high pitched cream
(3/24/2000), and shortness of breath (4/2/2000), no chances of recovery.
Tremendous emotional, psychological, and financial changes.
E-mail@: Pipetit@aol.com, Daytime Phone # (954) 760-9878
Thank you.

How very sad. I mean imagine what a nightmare it must be
to lose a kid to a vaccine reaction and then be charged with murder, and
lose your other kid to the state who is pumping them up with vaccines too).
We all know how common denial of reactions occur. Yes, I know some people do
abuse their kids. but some also die after vaccines like this boy might have.
His health/behavior patterns after the shot echo the stories other parents
have told, though of course not all of those kids died. I can't help them
financially, but I did send words of support. Sara in Ohio ps. it is things
like this that also make me question vaccination. Having faced the denial by
the medical community over my own hepB vaccine injury I have little doubt
the same would occur should my child experience the same.

had a phone call today from someone who has a relation
who's 16 year old son has developed paralysis since the meningitis
vaccine. he has been in hospital ,they do not know why he is paralyzed
believe he is being discharged soon. The family are frantic. Does anyone know
of similar incidences. they are not my patients, only rang me because of
involvement with an informed parent group.i told them about this list so if
anyone has info they may pick up on it.i also told them about Jabs and Van
uk and gave them the adress of the Informed Parent in UK. Yesterday the
health authority started advertising Men.c. for the 18 year olds, and of
course the babies too.

I can be nice, but just up to a limit.............. I
have a low threshold with the medical profession (yourself excluded
because you are 'one of us')! I have a below zero opinion of them, and
the very sight of them, all but a handful, make my blood boil.I didn't see
the doc wash his hands. A team of docs were gloating around the crash bed
like wasps around a jar of honey by the time we got there. The emergency
service ambulance put in a call as we were travelling to the hospital, so
they could expect us and prepare themselves for the mother from hell!
This is sad but true. We have an extremely bad reputation which gets
passed quickly to the new staff, because we are not 'yes' parents, and we
want xxxxxx to be treated in a considerate and correct way. We complain
when she is given out of date drugs, and when they attempt to give her the
wrong drugs, and when they make all the mistakes they make on a regular
basis, each time we are in. Because we care................... They do
not. All they care about is their fat salary cheques at the end of the
month, and about the incentives they receive from the drug companies they
deal with. Why have a child drug free and healthy when you have have them
drugged up to the eyeballs and sip your champagne from a bar in the Swiss
Alps with your entire family - all courtesy of depakote or one of the
other drug companies?
Their greed devours every inch of compassion or guilt
they might have felt in treating their patients in the opposite way as
they would their own child. Their ignorance and dislike of the Keto diet
flows through their every vein, and they make no secret of hiding that
fact. In turn we remain positive and patient when we explain that Daisy's
'wonderdrug' is called the Ketogenic Diet! Amen!

My daughter got an MMR shot 4 years ago and developed G.I.
problems, vision problems, spinal problems. At first she was diagnosed with
celiac disease, but a biopsy came back negative. Her symptoms sound more
like IBD than celiac....we are having her seen for a reevaluation next
month. The strange thing is, for awhile she began to regress(autism did
cross my mind at that point) but then seemed to level off and make a
comeback. But my husband and I both agree she is not the same child as she
was prior to the shot.

My parents have
some friends who have just had a grandchild of theirs become unresponsive
while at the babysitters. The child was taking a nap and did not respond to
in attempts to be woken up. The child is living but now has brain damage.
They removed a cup of blood from his little brain.
The babysitter and parents are under investigation for shakin baby syndrome,
but I found it interesting that he had some vaccines the day before. Could
the vaccines have had an impact? I believe so. Does anyone know of any
other stories or information that I can pass along.
The doctor has already counted out that the vaccines could of done anything.
I personally disagree with him. Again, does anyone know where I can get some
more information to help this
family.

How old is this baby ?Our daughter who was 4 1/2 months
at the time and just had HIB,HEP B,POLIO IPV,DTaP. She was damaged from
this series it has taken doctors 4 years to admit this .Do you think
chemicals that are in vaccines can make brain damage on the inside as well
as the outside, well it can .If your friends know that it was Vaccines in
there heart of hearts then lets find you an attorney ASAP.I personally
would think so because of Vaccines be innoculated the day before and that
fits the guidelines for brain damage which causes seizures. Have an EEG
done to see if there are seizures and keep in mind that a doctor will
never admit vaccine damage unless they are a neurologist and that takes a
lot of probing .I know this because I experienced this .Having a normal
chlid and then bam shots,they will not lift there head anymore and there
eyes change. Usually majority of parents I have talked to leave there
child with a care taker and they do not realize the fever and bam brain
damage ,it happens so quickly it usually is to late .Do you know how many
times Shaken baby syndrome is blamed ,GET AN ATTORNEY AND NOW! My heart
pours out to your friends and if you need anymore help let me know.

my son was and is still selectively mute. Now, due to
the MMR vaccine at age 12, he is autistic, also.

All I can share is that xxxxxx was normal (I KNOW HE
WAS-BEEN TOLD DIFFERENT) up to 14 months and after his MMR-he started
seizing non stop and lost
everything............but I could carry him out to the sandbox and
watch him play in the sand. He would spend hours their and I would
dream of better days. But for me-they have
arrived. I still haven't gotten exasperated with
his behavior (which I should) I turn away and smile and
my heart fills with joy and my eyes with tears.

My son was developed arthritis in
his left knee 10 days after his MMR. It was me that informed the
pediatrician that it was from the vaccine, even though it is written as a
side effect in the MIMS. Since then I have mentioned it to several of my
friends and 2 of them said there children also couldn’t walk for a few days,
a couple of weeks after their vaccination. I urged them to report the
incidence yet 3 years later they still haven't. A patient of mine (I am a
herbalist), brought her daughter in with chronic ear infections. They
started after her MMR. The mother had no idea that the could have been
vaccine induced. My cousin rang the other day to say she couldn't come for
dinner because her daughter had received her shots and was crying
hysterically (her baby very rarely cries). I told her this was a reaction to
the vaccination and she should report it - she was unaware that she should
do this. Unreported reactions are not the only thing we are concerned about
- sometimes people don't recognize their children are having a reaction to
the vaccines at all.

It is becoming more and more
obvious that my symptoms are very similar to those of MS. From testing I
have been diagnosed with the following plus more. I have partially
paralyzed cilliary muscles in my eyes causing focus problems. My nerve
response is abnormal. I have pain in almost every partof my body including
my stomach muscles. I have a particularly great amount of pain in my legs
and feet. Of course my HMO is refusing to approve the treatment that Dr
Campbell prescribed. I have filed a complaint with the Insurance Commision
for that reason. Since the symptoms started within a day of my getting the
Hepatax B vaccine in the Navy I have taken the matter up with the VA but the
VA is next to useless in helping diagnose veteran's illness because they do
not want to pay disability payments.

I met my friend on the
street and saw her 14 month old baby.. It was a pity to look at her. she was
so frail. She is only 10 pounds! looks like a skeleton. She had a feeder
that went from a machine into her nose, and I know it goes all the way into
her tummy. Her mother nurses the baby, but she seems not absorbing the
vitamins, and she doesn't gain weight. The mother told me the baby was fine,
until age 4 months. I asked the mother, did she get vaccinated in the age 4
months? yes she was... in birth, she got Hep B shot. In 2 month well check
up, she got 4 shots: Hep B, HIB, DTP, IPV then in age 4 months other 4
shots: Hep B, HIB, DTP, IPV. she got a fever and high pitched crying.
Afterwards she stopped gaining weight become sooooo weak.. it sucks!! the
mother still didn't realize it was from it, so she brought the baby in age 8
months for the other series of the scheduled shots. I told the mother to
keep in touch with me, and I will refer her to the homeopath. and in
heaven's sake, STOP vaccinating!!! and she needs to get strong, make her
immune system strong, because this weak baby can't even handle a simple cold
and she is in a big risk! anyway, what shall she do? can a homeopath help?
what about chelating? who can help her? can a homeopath help about
everything, or she needs additional professional? thanks!!
I have to assume from the
post that the doctor was advised of the reactions after the 2nd set of
vaccinations. The baby had health issues then. They came in for the 3rd
set of vaccinations, if I remember right, this is when the baby failed to
gain weight. The baby wasn't healthy; therefore the vaccinations were given
to an unhealthy baby. If so, they were given against the manufacturers
recommendation of only giving to health. This means they were given off
label and if so the doctor is liable for his actions. CERTAINLY I agree.
Just didn't know the term 'off label'. I agree they weren't healthy but now
the CDC says don't worry be happy - vaccinate even when sick. I got this
from something Dr. Stephen Tobin posted who is a vet homeopath in onnecticut.
If a vaccine is given to an unhealthy it is given off label which means the
doctor/vet is liable because they didn't follow manufacturer guidelines-
this was in connection with giving rabies vaccines to an unhealthy dog. But
to me what difference does it make, unhealthy dog, unhealthy baby!!!!!

Look into chelation as soon as
possible, there are many avenues open to you. I have used homeopathy on my
son who was diagnosed as ADD (which is bull#$%^#%), he was mercury toxic. I
find it interesting that your nephew developed these problems at eighteen
months of age. That's around the age when most children have their childhood
vaccination boosters. That was the case with my daughter, after which she
developed acute cerebellar ataxia syndrome; which is, by the way, a
description of symptoms, not a diagnosis. My daughter's pediatrician, all
those years ago, put forth the same 'diagnosis' after observing her sudden
onset of balance, gait, and related symptoms. It wound up that the problem,
the core issue, was that she had developed encephalitis after the
administration of a live virus measles vaccination, and the ataxia was one
of the after effects of that. In extreme cases, the immune system is
severely damaged by mercury. Yeast is a given constant in our digestive
systems. Under normal circumstances, the body, namely our immune system, can
keep the levels in check. When the immune system doesn’t function properly
the yeast takes over. Yeast overgrowth is a common occurrence in Autistic
children.

I sincerely wish you the very best
on avoiding the vaccine and all problems associated with it. I had no idea
prior to my trouble with the vaccine that vaccines had any problems
associated with them! But now after extensive research on them I can see
vaccines harmed my oldest child...he had/has ADHD, and his son also has the
same problem no doubt due to vaccines as well. My second son is allergic to
zinc, also a vaccine problem, and my youngest daughter had a bad reaction to
her first DPT shot, and thankfully her pediatrician listened to me and
didn't give her the following doses of the Pertussis vaccine, but if I were
doing it over again now knowing what I now know, none of my kids would have
been vaccinated!!!!

I can't say as I blame you
one little bit that you have avoided the hepB vaccination for your kids. And
I think that is an admirable way to do it with home births. Not so sure
others would agree, but since my bad reaction to the hep B vaccine, my views
have taken a total turn around from what they were prior to the vaccine. I
had the vaccine in 92 when I was a CNA. It was 'highly recommended', and I
had never heard of vaccines being problematic, so had it. Immediately after
the third dose, when I tried to take a hot shower (which I had done for
years when it began to get cold, with never a strange reaction such as the
one I had this time) I began to feel immediately as though I was going to
pass out. Things went black and began to sparkle and I had to quick exit the
shower. I sat on the closed toilet till I could see again, then got back in
the shower but cooled it down this time and took a shower with no further
problems. I began to have bowel and bladder problems as well, but totally
ignored them, and passed them off as normal. 4 years later in 96, I began to
have dizzy spells frequently which finally culminated with my being
diagnosed in 97 with MS at the grand ol' age of 44! It didn't finally occur
to me that the hep B vaccine was involved until 98 when we finally got
internet access, and on a fluke I happened to look up MS in search and the
first thing that came up was the hep B vaccine. Then suddenly everything
made perfect sense and finally fell into place. See, I was one who NEVER got
sick. I got the flu maybe once in 7 or 8 years, and it laid me up for a
week, then I was back to my normal self. I never even got a cold, and I
worked in a nursing home, none the less! But it seems I caught a virus and
entered perimenopause at the same time and that finally bought about the MS,
which had been there since I had the vaccine...thus the initial strange
symptoms where hot water almost caused me to pass out! It took me quite a
while to put all this together because I was in such shock after I was
diagnosed with MS. Plus the realization that the vaccine had brought all
this about made my acceptance even harder. But that is my story in a
nutshell. Hope it helps. If there is anything more I can tell you, let me
know. My daughter is also pregnant and looking at a breech birth. Of course
she avoids the vaccine as well because of what it did to her mother, and
well she should! Good luck!!!!!

Don't mean to sound like a
wacky "anti-vaccine" person-- but experience has really pushed me there.
Many ofour kids have a compromised immune system and other gut issues that
make them less able to throw off the toxic effects of the meds. We faced a
similar situation to you when XXXXX entered a new Montessori school. She
was "required" (or at the time that'swhat I thought) to have the Hepatitis A
vaccine. I did do research but everyone told me it was fine. I didn't want
to make waves in a new school and, as I told my husband, I just didn't think
I could "gothere" (in terms of not vaccinating my kids). We did the shot
and two weeks later, after only having two viral-related seizures ever, Anna
began having almost constant complex partial seizures. Was it the vaccine?
We'll probably never know, but I'll kick myself forever. I'd hate to see
you relating a similar story a few years down the road.

I had to be so strong as a
young mom with a vaccine injured son. While living in Foster City,
California, I was very involved with their Mother's Club. I was naive back
then and brought up the subject of vaccines. One mom in particular really
slammed me for not continuing to vaccinate my son, in spite of the fact he'd
had so many reactions. After awhile, when I tried to join a few other
playgroups, my reception into these groups was very lukewarm. I just
couldn't figure it out. THEN it hit me like a ton of bricks, several years
later. I'll bet ANYTHING it had to do with the vaccination issues.
Some people just cave in to peer pressure. I was just told by the mom my
group helped out that someone she knew, who did not vaccinate, couldn't get
her daughter into a playgroup unless she vaccinated. So....guess what...she
vaccinated her daughter...she was that desperate.
I try not to judge, really, I've always said healthcare issues are extremely
personal, and that goes for vaccinating, as well.
But as more and more lawsuits are filed on behalf of parents and their
vaccine injured children, the truth WILL come out. This is like a slow
volcano ready to erupt, it's only a matter of time, but I can foresee down
the road where the vaccine issues just implode into the mainstream and when
they do, look out!

I know waaaaaayyy too many
people who have children that do not function normally. When I asked one
neighbor what happened to her 26 yr old daughter to make her soo different
from her twin sister, she replied that she didn't know for sure--it was
after kindergarten shots, she was 5, was on a swing in the backyard with all
the other neighbor kids & siblings, and she just fell off of the swing. The
dr. said she must've had a seizure. No one even thought it could be related
to shots. The daughter is now in her 30's. She is retarded. She will need
help the rest of her life; she functions well, but is not able to live by
herself. Another friend has a daughter that has been tested over & over &
over, different diagnoses all around. The most often diag. is
developmentally delayed. It all started when she was around 4 mo old,
parents didn't really believe anything wrong until she was close to a year
and couldn't even sit up. Seizures and meds all thru childhood--she is now
18 and will never be able to be on her own. Her younger sister is as perfect
as can be. I worked in a daycare center where an infant died. It was the
most horrible thing I have ever experienced. 4 mo old... shots one day, at
day care the next day, and dead before lunch time...the person directly
working with the babies had no real clue; after all investigations they said
that it was a sudden onset of viral pneumonia....which was changed the next
day to SIDS. Sick sick sick. I know of many others, including one of my best
friends who's daughter recently reacted to varicella & hep B shots.....of
course it also will never get reported. Why? i will never figure that one
out.

The reaction concept is
amazing. You're right, there are waaaaaaayyyy too many people that just say
"OK" to their doctor when he/she says that whatever problems they have now
just can't be related to the shot they got yesterday, or 3 days ago or 5
days ago. Sad thing. Not only do they believe it--if they leave that dr's
office with any doubts, it's usually self-doubts! And then of course it's
never reported. I don't understand that either---why people don't report.
Why don't they report a problem if they even suspect something doesn't seem
quite right??? Why don't parents look out more for their kids? Are children
born just to be handed over blindly to the mercy of what the system says we
'have to' do??

My children are fully vaxed. If I
knew then what I know now, I would not vaccinate my children. I don't think
the issue is whether a personis a Christian or not. The issue is, if people
assume vaccinations are the way to go because that's what they've always
been told (like me), they need to know there is another way. Some may call
it being brainwashed, I call it being uninformed.
I am a registered nurse and cringe at the thoughts of the countless number
of babies I vaccinated over the years because that was what I was taught to
do. Now, I am no longer in the nursing field and have learned there are
other avenues of health care. Focus on the Family is an outstanding
organization made up of people just like you and I. Their way of thinking
about vaccines is no different than mine was this time last year.

I am a mom of three special needs
seven year old boys. My life is a living hell. If I only knew... If I only
knew....

When the doc's (including
Freeman, which is why I hate him so) said to go ahead with the vaccines,
despite her seizure disorder, I did. The reaction to Hep B was immediate.
Then, finally, my eyes were opened (although it took 2 doses of the
poison). At that point, I went back and reviewed all her medical records
and it all fit...the original encephalitis was 28 days after her DPT and
Hib V boosters. Too much time to even consider suing, but its there all
the same. now I tell everyone I can. some refuse to listen and I just hold
my breath when its people close to me, but thankfully, some DO listen, and
more people are starting to take notice when I tell them that Hannah's
condition is a result of vaccines. Barb and I gave the cab driver in
Florida an earful when we learned he was a new grandpa. While we were
still in the van he called up his daughter for us to talk to her...saved
that one at least! love, Ellen

It just breaks my heart
every time I read yours and other mom's stories of the horrible damage
that these vaccines have done to your babies. And how appalling these
"top" doctors were in being so negligent and careless to allow this to go
on. I'm so proud of all of you that are determined to get the "word" out
of the dangers of vaccinations. I just wish the government weren't so
damn greedy for money. And I'm especially proud that you and Barb were
able to convince the grandpa cab driver and warn his daughter of the
dangers! You girls go! :o))

It just doesn't make since to me to inject into a child's bloodstream
chemical and toxins that are known to cause cancer.
I was watching one of those anti-tobacco commercials, where they put all the
ingredients of a cigarette into a blender, one by one. They announced
formaldehyde, lead, arsenic, etc. I thought, "Boy, they could make a
commercial like that about vaccines." Except it would be formaldehyde,
mercury, anti-freeze (ethylene glycol), lye (aluminum hydroxide), etc. AND
this stuff is injected directly into the bloodstream, as opposed to inhaling
the smoke from burning the mixture. Add to this fact that we are injecting
them into the bloodstream of babies and very young children.
My husband is a PhD chemist, and when I told him the ingredients, he needed
no further persuasion to not vaccinate. He said these are things that have
"skull and crossbones" in his lab, and there is no way he would inject those
things into our child on purpose! Even if the vaccinations were effective
in preventing the diseases they are supposed to prevent (which is arguable),
he would rather take chances with the diseases.
Proponents say the poisons are in such small amounts that they are harmless.
The thing is, they conduct tests on one vaccine at a time. They have never
done a study of all the childhood vaccines put together. They don't take in
to consideration what the CUMULATIVE effect is of all these small amounts of
poison adding up over time. This was, I believe, the mistake with
thimerosal. It is a matter of time before the other poisons become
acknowledged as well.

It's not that you don't belong here - no, not at all. We are glad you are
here so you will have the opportunity to learn about vaccines. But let me
say this - whatever benefits gained by vaccines is far outweighed by the
damage that the ingredients will do. Saying that some reactions are
treatable is a ridiculous chance to take with your child and I for one, am
NOT going to take that chance with my child! That's like saying it it's
okay with you if your child gets hurt or gets cancer or whatever disease -
because those things are treatable. That doesn't make sense at all.
I'm not sure which vaxs you believe to be worth the risk.... certainly not
the chicken pox one I hope. When was the last time you knew someone to die
of chicken pox? Is it worth it to risk a vaccine on a disease that is not
life threatening and is easily treatable? I think not. Not the MMR - there
is TONS of research showing this shot is a killer and maimer of children. I
wouldn't give that shot to my kid no matter what age!
Yes, you are right that if you wait until one or two years of age, the
reactions to the shots are less. But please don't give the kid anything
they don't need!!! Have your doctor do the titers test to see if the child
already has immunity - don't just give the shot because the doctors say to
do it. I will let my daughter have the tetanus shot someday because she
will need that protection as we live in a rural area and share a farm with
my brother - the chances that she will get hurt or scratched while out
playing in the barn yard are pretty good. I stepped on a rusty nail when I
was a kid and am glad I had a tetanus shot at the time. I don't know what
is in the tetanus shot but believe me I will find out Before I decide to
give it to her. But I won't give her all that other crap - the other
vaccines are unnecessary in my opinion, and the opinions of most of the
parents here.
I think maybe one reason you are getting such strong responses from people
is that most of the other parents in this group have children damaged by
these damn shots!! Please read through the archived messages and find out
the kinds of things these other families are going through. Why should we
not try to stop you from poisoning your child - read what these other kids
are going through and then tell us that the reactions are treatable and
vaccines are beneficial. Read the posts from a new member, Sue (whymythree)
about how sick her children are and then tell us that you are still willing
to risk your kids life.... there are plenty of horror stories about vaxs
right here in this small group of people - read up, ask them about it, learn
MORE before you decide!! There are thousands of parents in this country
right now wishing they had the opportunity to learn this info BEFORE their
kids were damaged by the shots - they would give anything to be where you
are know - loving and raising a normal, healthy child. So don't think we
are "jumping" on you for your opinions on this - we are just trying to get
you to think it through a little more before your child is damaged as well.
Besides, just because there is no outward sign of vaccine damage does not
mean there IS no damage. I came to research vaccines because I have had FMS
(fibromyalgia) for the last ten years. I didn't have it before I joined the
Army and took all the damn shots they gave us!! To my mind, there has to be
a connection. The same goes for the high rates of allergies, asthma and ADHD
in this country today. That is connected to vaccinations. Now, asthma,
allergies and ADHD are not as bad as austim and seizures like some children
have after being vaccinated but that does not make them acceptable risks -
far from it. You really can not believe that it is OK to give your kid
asthma, ADHD, allergies AND the risk of austim and more serious
complications all at the same time. And who knows what other diseases you
are increasing by using vaccinations. Some would say the high rate of
cancer in the world today is because of vaxs and I, for one, believe them.
Just because you can't SEE a bad reaction, it doesn't mean the child didn't
have one. Would you let your kid play with the mercury from a thermometer,
suck on leaded paint chips or drink the antifreeze from your car?? No, of
course not. Why let a doctor inject poisons into their little bodies then?
I may not be explaining this very good and if anyone wants to pick this up
where I'm leaving off, please do. My child is healthy and has not had any
shots (except hepB at birth) so I can't talk first hand about the damage
vaccines cause - but the other mothers here can so please listen to them.
We don't want to sit here a year from now and learn that your child is also
damaged because of the shots - we want your child to be healthy and whole
for his entire life. Please don't take for granted your child's life and
health - don't you see that others would give their right arm to be where
you are now? That is why some reactions you get are strong - not because we
don't like you or anything like that. It's about the kids after all. I
sobbed and sobbed when I read Sue's (whymythree) post about her kids and how
badly they are doing - we don't want to read similar things from you about
your kids, that's all.
Peace!

if the doctor says there is no thimerosal or any mercury derivative in a
vaccine doesn't mean that it's true. learn the various names for mercury
derivatives and then absolutely insist to see the vaccine insert and the
package. another major factor is formaldehyde, aluminum hydroxide, and
animal cells. you don't have to give reasons to your doc for not
vaccinating. unless you live in wva or ms, you can use either philosophical
or religious exemption, depending on the state's exemption laws. you do not
need proof of vaccination until your kids enter school. if your ped doesn't
like your choice of not vaccinating, find another ped. they are here to
serve you, not the other way round.

I recently discussed counter-propaganda techniques with political scientist.
He pointed out that when people have already been strongly ingrained with
one side of the story, presenting the other side of the story aggressively
is not only ineffective, but it can make them defensive and dig their heels
in even deeper. Rather, people are more likely to consider alternatives if
the presentation contains BOTH sides of the story. In other words, if you
first validate where they stand so they don't feel attacked, then introduce
issues they hadn't considered, they are more likely to listen.
Personally, I think this approach makes sense. Even so, it is still a slow,
uphill battle to educate people who believe they already know all the
answers. It isn't their fault--most of us believed in vaccines at one time
too. Dr. Mendelsohn said that it is no use trying to convince people that
doctors are as trustworthy as used car salesmen. People aren't willing to
question their faith until they personally experience betrayal or injury.
So, in as much as I think that commercial would be really cool, I am not
sure how effective it actually would be. People seem to need to be
personally shaken into doubting vaccines. If I had millions of dollars,
I'd probably spend the money bribing some medical authorities to tell the
truth, as opposed to trying to convince the entrenched masses. I dunno....
Just my 2 cents,

I have an interesting story from one mom that wanted to info on the
ingredients and the incredible run around she got and finally verified what
was in them. Scary. Also more and more Dr.s are refusing to give the vaccine
inserts to parents who ask, Why is that I wonder? I think it's cause it was
the inserts themselves that convinced me to not vaccinate.
It just doesn't make since to me to inject into a child's bloodstream
chemical and toxins that are known to cause cancer. God knew that there
would be these diseases on this earth and so he has given us herbs and
natural ways, eating healthy and having a healthy lifestyle to overcome

Wendy, you're right, once the child is injured, it's impossible to go back.
My son's autistic and I can't go back, wish I could. Would never vax again,
ever ever. I was not educated before, I asked the dr if they were safe and
he said yes and I trusted him. Little did I know! I did not have the
internet back then, could not do my own research.

I am a home care physical therapist and recently saw a patient that had a
grandson that died at 9 weeks of age. I just had to ask if the child had
recently had any shots. So I did. The baby had some shots the day before
and they attributed his death to SIDS. Don't doctors see what happened. A+B=C
in my opinion. Are physicians covering things up?

My daughter came right out and told the boys pediatrician that there would
be NO talk of ANY vaccines before her youngest is three years old, when he
has a developed immune system. At least for now she has shut them up on
their harping about them.
Her oldest is almost 6 now and fully vaccinated, and has severe allergies,
had to have tonsils and adenoids out last December because of severe sleep
apnea, and a short attention span. His almost 2 year old brother is totally
vaccine free and has had 1 cold in his life. Even when his big brother came
down with chicken pox <yes he was even vaxxed for these last November, they
had the little guy right up close and personal, including exposing him to
the blistered pox, and the little guy never ever even got them...but in all
likelihood, he has developed an immunity to them, according to a specialist
my friend knows.
I know this probably isn't a lot of help, but if you want to shut the
doctors up, just tell them no talk of vax's before age 3, in that time, you
will be able to arm yourself with enough information to confront the doctors
with it to justify your beliefs.

Thank you for the information
provided in your website. My daughter is 11yrs old and had the first of her
Hep b shots on the 22nd of Jan. Otherwise perfectly well. By the 4th feb,
unwell but ok. By the end of that week severe stomach ache, sore throat and
headache. It is now May and she has been diagnosed with post viral
syndrome. I cant believe what it has done to our lives. She now has blurry
vision, sensitive hearing, nausea, tummy ache, throat and headache, her knee
joint and wrist joints hurt, she has disturbed sleep, she cries on and off
all day. She says she feels lost, scared, and awful inside, she wants
someone to help her, but there is not much anyone can do for her. She has
not been at school at all this year. I downloaded lots of information
including your notes on Hep B and will take them with me to her paed. on
Friday. . I would appreciate it if you know of any children who have
responded like this could you tell me the outcome for them. Please tell me
she will be well soon. Any other information would be very gratefully
received. After weeks and weeks of being on the internet I am coming to the
realisation that her Hep B caused us to be in this position and that her
illness which occurred around 2 weeks after the immunization was in fact a
reaction to the immunization and not a virus at all. Thanks again for your
website, when I can I will read the whole site but for now I cant stay on
the internet for very long as I am waiting for my daughters dr to ring me.
XXXXX has had blood tests at the beg. of her illness and some more taken
last week. Her Dr is interested in getting a cat scan or mri scan and to
start her on physio. I dont know what is the right thing to do anymore. I
have had to give up my job and I just want my poor daughter to have her life
back, she is so miserable. Regards

It is great to see a thinking parent
who wants the cold, hard scientific facts when it comes to vaccinations. My
husband and I are both scientists, and we looked for hard evidence as well
in reaching our decision.
My conclusion is that there aren't any--cold, hard scientific facts, I mean.
There have been studies out the wazoo, sure, but none of them are
scientific, either for or against vaccination. If there is any hard fact
that I can say with certainty, it is that the data and studies have been
"doctored" (literally!). The medical profession is not trained to do
scientific research, and they know very little about it. Most of their
"studies" are what real scientists call "junk science" or pseudo-science.
How can so many educated people be wrong? TRUST. People trust what their
teachers tell them, who in turn trust what they were taught, and so forth.
When you are busy and you TRUST your authorities, there is no reason for
them to read the actual studies and look at the actual data or study the
product inserts, etc. So all these experts keep on parroting what they
TRUST is true information. The thinking parent would be wise to not TRUST
these experts, many of whom simply TRUST their authorities. Ultimately up
the chain, you find money speaking.
If you examine the economic context of the vaccine industry, you will find a
corrupt network of institutions with no intellectual, professional, or moral
integrity whatsoever. Even if vaccines DO work, it would be akin to buying
a blood transfusion from the Mafia. The system (pharmaceutical industry,
CDC, federal and state governments) has repeatedly betrayed public trust to
the extent that no one should take their word for anything they say about
vaccines.
I have written an essay about this lack of cold hard evidence on my website,
www.freedom2think.com/vaccinations/

Hi, It is very simple to claim a
religious exemption , and the school can not ask any questions , Thats what
we did , And we did'nt have any questions . It really makes me sick ,
Finding out that these vaccines contain aborted fetuses , monkey cells , and
chicken embryos , No wonder why our kids are so sick.

I have an 8 month old baby girl and
was in EXACTLY the same position as you. We did our first two rounds of
vaccines (HIB and polio) and by the time it came time for the third in the
series, I had read all this stuff about vaccines, was seeing first hand what
vaccines were doing to one of my dogs and it just didn't feel right to
continue vaxing. So I didn't. Stopping vaccination was the BEST decision I
have ever made in my life - I only wish I had done it sooner and wish that I
knew then what I know now. Not a day goes by that I don't kick myself for
giving 2 shots of HIB and polio.
If vaxing doesn't feel right to you (and it didn't feel right to me) then
don't do it. Once you give the vaccine you can't turn the clock back and
undo things. My doctor was completely unsupportive of my concerns about
vaccines. He's fairly holistic in his views but he completely pooh-poohed
my questions. "Reactions are so rare.... vaccines are NOT linked to
allergies.... it's all a bunch of hog wash... besides, don't you want your
daughter to be protected against these terrible and deadly illnesses?" I
vax'd XXXXXX out of fear. That's what it came down to. What I did not
realize at the time was that in vaxing her I was 1) not guaranteeing her
immunity against these "horrible illnesses" 2) that these illnesses are NOT
all that common in the first place 3) I was putting my child at risk for
chronic disease 4) mercury toxicity is VERY real and a serious threat to
children under the age of 6 months 4) vaccines form a large part of a
doctor's practice which puts him in a conflict of interest when presenting
both sides of the story. My daughter didn't spike a fever during her
vaccines and other than getting a little cranky she "did fine" as well. Now
she's 8 months old, has never been ill a single day in her life but she's
suffering from acne. Why? No idea. Not a clue. Allergy? Perhaps.
Hypersensitivity due to the vaccines? Perhaps. But now I'll never know
because I gave those damn vaccines. XXXXX is just going to start
homeopathic care for the acne and I have not been able to trace the acne to
a food allergy. I will not take her to the doctor for the problem because
the last thing I want to do is suppress the symptoms. She's a happy child,
very content and if she is "the one" who becomes autistic because of vaxing
out of fear I could never forgive myself knowing what I know now. Once you
understand the real dangers of vaccines, it's like opening up a door that
can never be closed again. Once you "see" the dangers you can't go back
into naivety. I only wish I had seen sooner. My best advice to you is
this: follow your gut. I wish I had followed mine.

My son (XXXXX,4) was vaxed until he was about 18 months old. He had some
tremors on and off in the weeks following a battery of vaxes that he was
given. The docs brushed it off as nothing, but I believe it was a reaction
to the vaxes he received then. It was the only thing different that we had
done. We stopped vaxing at that point. My daughter has not been vaccinated,
and neither child will get anymore at this point if I have anything to say
about it. SO, would someone care to point me in the right direction on how
to do the exemption letter? Thanks so much,

I can say that I believe that tetanus
vaccine is to blame for my son losing what little speech he did have after
slipping into Autism very soon after his MMR, DTP, HIB at age 18 months.
He had been using single words (about 7) until age 3 1/2 when he fell and
cut his head...he was given a Tetanus shot at the Emergency Room. (which was
not necessary...at this age he had already had 4 doses of Tetanus in his
DTP's and DTaP, and Tetanus is good for 7 years???) My son spent the next
6 months wandering around the house making repetitive howling
sounds...CONSTANTLY!...he has not spoken a word since...he is now 11. Your
doc may have been aware of the danger in Tetanus...I wish I had known!!!

the below article is good, so I
thought I'd share the URL. It's so disturbing to me, because my son is an
insulin dependant diabetic. When Dr Clausen first came out with his proof,
I contacted one of the leading vaccine lawyers.....they said that my case
wouldn't work because the vaccine law says that you have three years from
the date of injury to file and it was 3 1/2 years. I said, yes, but six
months ago, Dr Clausen hadn't proven anything yet.
He said he understood, but that was the law and adios, basically. I've kind
of given up hope of compensation, but it makes me so sad. My son costs
about three hundred and fifty dollars a month, not including any
complications that require the hospital. He now has something going on with
his liver, that I believei s a complication from the diabetes. What does he
do when he leaves home and doesn't have our insurance, yet is still unable
to get a job with someone who will provide group insurance? Cause in CA,
someone with a preexisting condition can only get insurance through group
insurance.
I really would have liked to have a fund set up for him for things like
that.
XXXXX had a horrible reaction to his first DPT. He screamed at the top of
his lungs for 7 hours. Then he got really quiet....was white, stiff, then
he stopped breathing. I shook him and he started breathing again, but was
stiff for over 3 days. If you lifted a limb, it just dropped to the table,
if you tried to move his head, it just rolled to the side. I took him to
the dr right away and they did tell me they thought it was a reaction to the
P vaccine.....and not to give that anymore.
You would have thought I would have learned after that....but, I still
trusted the drs and continued to vaccinate him, minus the P. He had his
last shot when he was four.......he got diabetes when he was seven. :(
Anyway, I just felt like sharing his story this morning. Reading this
article brought it all forward in my mind.

Yes, my children's pediatrician said
the same thing. I did not want my children vaccinated at all, but I was not
asked when they were vaccinated at birth at Yale-New Haven Hospital, and my
pediatrician basically wouldn't listen and pressured my into letting him
vaccinate saying that no daycares would take them (I am a single mom and
worked full-time at the time) or school when they were school-age.
My children are now 10 and 12. My 10 year old is Autistic, Epileptic and
Mentally Retarded. Officially, her diagnosis is PDDNOS with Mental
Retardation. She has Mercury poisoning from Thimerosal, the preservative in
many of the vaccines given her. She also has chronic constipation to the
point that she has Enkopresis. My 12 year old is also PDDNOS, but he is of
average intelligence. He also has Mercury poisoning from Thimerosal, but
not to the degree that my daughter does. My son has many allergies, as does
my daughter, and both had asthma as young children. I have not worked in
eight years in order to care for them. We live on Social Security, food
stamps, Medicaid for health insurance, and my mother has to pay for anything
else we need. At 44, that is hard to swallow, but for my kids I do it. I do
get Self Determination money to support my daughter, and that is helpful.
So, my advice to you is to beware of anyone who tries to tell you that
vaccines are safe. There simply is no such thing at this point in time.
Perhaps in the future...

I had a tetanus booster in 1998, within 5 months I had
terrible pain in all of my joints: knuckles, wrists, fingers, elbows,
knees, ankles, toes... I finally went to the doctor who did some blood
tests (which showed nothing). His diagnosis, "arthritis." Of course I
never related it to the tetanus shot, until lately. Arthritis...I was 32
years old then! I still have pain in my joints now and then. It has
improved, for now. But what would happen to me if I continued getting a
booster every 10 years??? I'll never know because I won't be getting
another if I can help it...
Also, when I was 3 1/2 I had a rubella vaccination. My mom said I was up
all night crying in pain from my arm. A month later I still was complaining
of pain in my arm, and my range of motion in that arm was decreased. The
doctor's diagnosis, "Arthralgia prob. due to 3 day measles vac."
I'm just sorry I didn't realize the connection before I had my children
vaccinated... My daughter is due for a tetanus booster in 2 years. That's
one she won't be getting. If she gets a puncture wound or similar injury,
it will be treated with homeopathy.

Perhaps it will help if you hear personally from someone
with a reaction to the tetanus shot. I now have a permanent case of
tetanus. I was already suffering the effects of 3 years of antibiotic use
from my dermatologist when I received the vaccine. My chronic fatigue
syndrome turned into fibromyalgia and chronic myofascial pain syndrome:
http://www.sover.net/~devstar/relative.htm
This is my medical diagnosis. What I really have is a chronic case of
tetanus. What I'm faced with is lifelong pain.

you're right to be suspicious, XXXXXX!
I wrote to my MP some months ago with the question why the BCG vaccine is
still recommended in the UK since it appears to be the only western country
and since a WHO field trial that was carried out in India decades ago,
showed beyond the shadow of a doubt that the BCG is not only useless in
preventing TB but actually caused it in a
high number of people... the DOH wrote some wishi washi usual bullcrap in
reply:
"Studies of the effectiveness of the
BCG vaccine have given varying results according to which part of the world
they were undertaken. For example, while the study referred to in India
showed no protection, and studies in Malawi have shown better protection
against leprosy than
against TB, studies in the UK both in infants and adolescents have
consistently shown significant, though not complete, protection. The reasons
for these differences are not known. It is on this basis that the UK
continues to recommend BCG vaccine."
looks like they haven't got a clue what they're talking about! I've just
written back to him with a few questions and a copy of the article about the
withdrawal of the BCG vax. i'm looking forward to his reply...

Not anti-vaccine in the way you imply at all.
Several of the vaccines we currently use have been huge successes. Polio is
the best example, has saved literally hundreds of thousands of people from
recombining crippled from the disease.
That does not mean that vaccines do not need to be made safer. Perhaps you
do not recall when the live polio virus vaccine was used, which actually
induced polio in thousands of children. For 15 years the FDA refused to
acknowledge the data, and it wasn't until Saulk testified before Congress in
1976 that the FDA took notice and the safer IVP vaccine was developed.
Perhaps you are unaware that the DPT is the single most reported vaccine for
severe adverse reactions, with the pertussis element associated with onset
of seizure disorder, encephalitis which can lead to permanent neurological
damage, and even death. This vaccine was so dangerous to use that in 1986,
under the threat of hundreds of lawsuits, the makers of DPT banded together
and threatened to cease production of it altogether until Congress passed
the VAERS system, ostensibly to preserve the public health and set up
arbitrary time limits for reportable reactions to occur for successful
claim. Since then over 1.5 billion dollars has been paid out for children
damaged or killed, with an average award of about $300,000. Pertussis
remains the product most associated with severe adverse reactions, despite
the adoption of the much safer a-cellular form in 1990. Testing has failed
to identify the exact protein fragment which is needed to confer immunity
protection without holding the risk of damage. Despite the danger
associated with DPT and DTaP, this vaccine continues to be used as
mandatory, with admission to the public schools and welfare and other
low-income benefits tied directly to compliance.
Need I mention the ill-fated Rotashield? Or perhaps you would like to
discuss the issue surround Thimerosal?
I do not think that questioning the safety of vaccines equates to being
anti-vaccine. In all other industries we constantly question the safety of
the products being sold. Vaccines are rather unique in two ways however.
First they are mandatory, with the vast majority of parents forced into
using them despite known risks and often without proper explanation of
these. Secondly, this is a medical treatment made not by weighing the risks
of treatment versus the risks of the disease or injury present, but
performed on healthy people without the disease (having a major illness is
an immediate contra-indicator to receiving the jabs after all) and so it
carries a far greater responsibility upon the practitioners and producers
for safety than other medicines or procedures. Not anti-vaccine, just for
safer ones.
By the way, care to disclose the dollar value of all the gratuities and
other gifts you received last year from pharmaceutical companies and the
value of your investments in the same?

I have an autoimmune disease and
because of this, my daughter was told no vaccines for her youngest son, who
is currently age 2, before the ages of 2 or 3, preferably age 3 when his
immune system will be much more developed. Unfortunately her oldest was
fully vaccinated before we knew of my diagnosis, the difference between the
2 boys is huge. The oldest has severe allergies, gets sick a lot, a few
other problems, though not severe are suspicious. The baby, never
vaccinated has no allergies, never been sick, except with one cold which was
very light in symptoms compared to the rest of the family, and even when his
big brother got chicken pox last year <and yes, he was vaccinated for them
they exposed the little one to him, let the boys wrestle with no shirts
nothing...the little guy never got the chicken pox. His immune system is
much healthier than his big brothers. Since dealing with my autoimmune
disease and becoming proactive in my treatment, I have learned one huge
factor...NEVER trust someone because their first name is *doctor*.
There is a book that came out recently it is called Autoimmune Diseases and
Their Environmental Triggers by Elaine Moore that brings up the vaccine
connection throughout the book to several autoimmune diseases which are on
the rise in children. I have Graves Disease, something that usually is not
seen in young people, let alone children. The increase of this disease in
children is skyrocketing. This past year we have see the mom's of three 13
year old daughters with GD, an 11 year, a 2 year old and a 10 month old
baby.
Tread cautiously, give the little one's immune system to fully develop
before injecting him with the crap that is in vaccines. Give him a fighting
chance. One site that I have found to be wonderful is www.whale.to click
on the vaccine link and then ingrediants, then look at the side effects of
the ingrediants on a human body <most based on adult bodies. Maybe hubby
will at least wait until this little one's immune system has developed
before continuing to push this issue. Maybe he will even change his mind.

BTW I cannot prove it but I know the vaccinations harmed my daughter.
Certainly after the last DipTet she had huge pupils constantly. This is a
sign of toxicity. My daughter is no longer ADHD and hell will freeze over
before I allow another shot in her arm.

My 26 month old daughter was born at
home and not vaccinated. She is frequently exposed to other children from
homeschooling playgroups that I take her to. So far in her life, she's only
had 3 slight colds and breakouts of eczema from allergies. Not one instance
of a ear infection, or any other disease. She is very healthy, active and
bright. You also asked about personal adverse reactions to vaccinations. I
was a physically active social worker when I got a flu shot in September
1993. After the flu shot, I started developing strange symptoms, which
culminated in a complete collapse 6 months later. I became completely
disabled neurologically and physically, bedridden and having to be carried
to go to the bathroom. I was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, and
have since then found many other CFS patients who also got sick right after
a vaccine. In fact, so many of his thousands of CFS patients got sick after
being vaccinated that my CFS specialist (clinical professor at Duke
University medical school) tells ALL his patients to not get the flu
vaccine. Trying to avoid 2 weeks of the flu is not worth risking a lifetime
of disability. For many other stories of personal adverse reactions,
www.thinktwice.com is a good place to start. You start to get a sense of
the real, untold story behind vaccinations.

This makes me remember when I was in the doctor's office once (allopathic) I
saw the same nurse who had given xxxx his jabs. I was waiting out in the
waiting room and saw a very bright, aware young boy, I can't remember his
exact age now. What I do remember was his brightness and his awareness. I
remember how BRIGHT and ALERT his eyes were, taking in EVERYTHING. He looked
so intelligent, so alert.
I remember thinking, how come HE lived through the vaccine assault with no
trauma, "life isn't fair," "why me," etc. Well, I soon saw that same nurse
with a big lineup of syringes next to a medical chart. I said who are those
for? She said, oh the little boy out in the waiting room who hasn't had any
of his shots yet. I said, Is he getting all those in one day? She said, yes,
he needs to catch up on his vaccines for school, he hasn't had them yet.
I remember just saying some prayers for that child. No wonder he looked so
bright, so aware, he had had no brain stem trauma, YET. god only knows, what
happened to that bright looking boy, and his poor mom.

We all struggle with
these questions you posed. Usually the "disease" our kids/grandkids get
from vaccines are lifelong and disabling. I am convinced in my own mind
that most SIDS death are related to the mandatory vaccines that are given to
infants. I have a friend whose grandson died at 2 months, they called his
death SIDS. I asked her if he had been vaxed before his death, and she
remembered seeing the calendar on the wall, and yes it was in the same week
of his death. Until more families whose child dies of "SIDS" boldly speak
out and are not afraid to assert that the vaccines must have contributed to
their child's death, and demand more investigation into this cause of SIDS
it will keep occurring. To me the death of an infant is the worst
consequence of vaccines. My grandson is moderately to severely autistic,
and we believe without a doubt the vaccines caused it. He was developing
normally until at 23 months he received his last round of shots which
included the MMR and Chickenpox vaccines. It is madness in my opinion.
Unfortunately they have added many more since my grandson had his last
round. He hasn't received the boosters the state required. Our doctor has
no problem writing a statement that XXXXX has received immunizations and
won't receive more. He believes (unofficially) that vaccines caused his
autism. This doctor is our family doctor, because after my grandson became
autistic the Ped that gave him the shots kicked him out of his practice. He
said he didn't know anything about autism and refused to be his doctor!

I
have been researching disease, vaccines and their reactions for a little
over three years now. I have spoken with parents over the phone who thought
there child was having a reaction, I have spoken to parents after there
child went through a reaction, but I had yet to actually see a child have a
reaction until last night.
I was at a Home and Garden Party last night, and one of the women there had
brought her newborn girl, my son is about 9 weeks old and so I would judge
hers to have been about the same. Her daughter seemed fussy all night long
and finally got to a point where she had to leave the room because the child
would not stop crying. I watched her try to nurse and do everything she
could to calm her down, but nothing worked. I waited for a few minutes
before I went into the other room with her because I thought maybe the child
was just cranky and mom was uncomfortable nursing in front of people.
The childs crying became very high pitched and really disturbed me. My
first thought was that the child needed to be adjusted, so I started talking
to the mom about chiropractic, she said she knew about the benefits of
chiropractic and was having her four year old adjusted but had not had the
newborn because she was nervous about it. The mom was holding the child
close to her body and as we sat there I reassured her on having her newborn
adjusted, as both mine were adjusted within days of their birth.
Then she turned the child around and I saw the most terrifying thing in my
life. The childs eyes were so wide open and she had this look of terror in
her eyes. Then I noticed her body, she was as stiff as a board her toes
were pointed so straight it would have made a ballerina jealous, it is very
hard for me to put into words what I saw, but you could just tell by the
look in her eyes that her body was being wracked with pain. I was in shock,
literally, it took me a couple of minutes to gather my thoughts and I asked
her when the childs last vaccination was. The mother shook her head and
said, "I knew it, it was five days ago." That mother knew what was
happening the moment I asked her that question. She said she had been fussy
ever since she had had her last vaccination, and that she seemed to be
getting worse every day. I asked her how many they gave her. Four, they
gave that baby girl 4 vaccinations in one visit! One of them was the new
PCV-7. The moms husband had just told her that morning not to vaccinate the
kids anymore because he had heard a radio program and was not sure
vaccinations were safe, he wanted to do some research first, but she went
ahead and did it anyways. By now she was in tears and saying she wished she
had listened to her husband.
Fortunately my chiropractor was there and she adjusted the baby girl. I had
the mom call her midwife and tell her what was happening. After the
adjustment the baby just melted in the DC's arms, it was amazing. She was
still having periodic screaming fits but seemed to be getting some relief.
I went home that night and fell into my husbands arms and cried my eyes
out. I had been holding it together while I was with the mom, in order to
give her support, and could hold it in no longer. The mom called me this
morning and said the baby was doing alot better, she had had a rough night
but seemed back to normal this morning. Now we are going through the steps
to get this reported, she is going to start getting informed on vaccinations
and she is going to start getting the baby adjusted. One of the things that
really bothered me was that she had mentioned to the Dr. that her daughter
seemed to be sick, and she did'nt know if it was ok to vaccinate when they
were sick. These Dr.'s are making me sick more and more every day! For all
the money they spent and the years of education it becomes more clear that
they have no common sense!, and that my friends is free. It has cost me
only in books and time to learn what I know and it scares me to think I know
more than some of these "Dr's." do about a subject so important,
and parents are putting their childs lives in their hands!! Last nights
experience instills even deeper in me that this is a cause worth fighting
for! First I was fighting for something that was right, now I'm mad.

No parent should ever have to go through this loss because of
vaccinations that are mandated and in my opinion, nothing more than
experiments on our babies and children at such a huge cost.

i have a girlfriend who's son was damaged by the MMR vaccine. this year
she is taking him to a speech pathologist. the speech pathologist says she
sees many children who experience speech delays after a vaccine ... huh?! so
if it's so obvious to this speech pathologist ... why is the medical
profession still saying no side effects really exist. jeepers!

hi,
someone asked a few days ago about translating this italian text (far below)
and i can't remember where, so i'm x-posting... a german/italian speaker
kindly translated it for me into german, so here is the english transl. with
regard to our knowledge to call "autism" autism, this is incomplete, no
longer sufficient for us; we should say that the illness is called "damage
through encephalitis". and here the explanation: the vaccines cause a
swelling, an inflammation of the brain and this is what happened to them. if
we want to find names for the things in front of our eyes, we would have to
say "encephalic syndrome caused by ?myelin? (mielite is inflammation of the
spinal fluid) caused by mercury poisoning, viral fit, containing poison,
with ?colitic? and own anti-bodies. nah, much to complicated, it's better to
say "autism".......

Just a note, when my son had his reaction to his first round of shots, I
questioned the doctor about thimerosal in the vaccines. He insisted the
vaccines no longer contain thimerosal. I asked him if I could read the
package insert. So he heaved a big sigh and when to get one. He came back
in, made a big production about unfolding it and said, "Here, these are the
ingredients." He then turned about as beet red as he possibly good and
said, "Whoops, it looks like it does still contain thimerosal. Huh... I
thought they had removed thimerosal from vaccines." With that he giggled,
shoved the paper at me, said, "Oops...Oh well....for what it's worth," and
left the room.
I was stunned. This after the other doctor in the practice had spent 30
minutes convincing me (read coercing me) into doing the shots in the first
place when I expressed concern because of our family's history of reactions
to vaccines. The doctor that "discovered" the thimerosal with me then tried
to coerce me into giving Kaiden more shots every visit we went in (and we
were there a lot because of all of the problems from the reaction) and said,
"Let's just try one and see what happens..." Thank god, I finally came out
of my stupor and left the jerk. What the *%^& was I thinking?! If I only
knew then what I know now...
Truly,

Last week I was at the Christian school my children had
previously attended. I noticed a student in probably the 5th or 6th grade
with long hair on the back of her head, but on the rest of her head she
appeared to have very short hair. I know this is not part of the school's
dress code. She looked like a chemo patient, except for the very long
strands of hair on the back of her head, like a pony tail. I asked someone
if she had been ill. I was told that she had a reaction to an immunization
LAST YEAR!! All her hair had fallen out, except for the "pony tail." How
sad. I don't know this family, but have to wonder if she has other symptoms
as well.
I started being resistant to immunizations for my children when they were
babies. Not because I had any knowledge about the symptoms and dangers, but
because I didn't want to sign the consent forms listing all the possible
side effects. I think I have told you that the pediatrician refused to let
my children be his patients from that point on.
Name withheld................
JAMA. 1997 Oct 8; 278(14): 1176-8.
MA: CONTEXT: Alopecia is a recognized adverse effect of numerous
medications, but vaccines are not normally considered a cause for unexpected
loss of hair. OBJECTIVE: To describe case reports of hair loss after routine
vaccines and to assess the hypothesis that vaccinations might induce hair
loss. DESIGN: Case series with telephone follow-up. METHODS: Review of
spontaneous reports to the Food and Drug Administration, the Centers for
Disease Control and Prevention, and the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting
System. MAIN OUTCOME MEASURE: Loss of hair following immunization. RESULTS:
A total of 60 evaluable reports submitted since 1984 and coded for
"alopecia" after immunizations included 16 with positive rechallenge (hair
loss after vaccination on more than 1 occasion), 4 of which were definite
and 12 possible or probable. Of the 60 cases, 46 had received hepatitis B
vaccines. Both of the currently available recombinant products, as well as
the former plasma-derived product, were represented. Females predominated in
all age groups. The majority of patients recovered, but clinical features,
such as intervals from vaccination until onset and the extent and
reversibility of hair loss, varied widely. Nine patients reported previous
medication allergy. CONCLUSION: There may be an association, probably very
rare, between vaccinations and hair loss. More than 1 pathophysiologic
mechanism may be responsible. Since apparently nonrandom distributions by
vaccine, age, and sex could reflect biased case ascertainment, further
research will be needed in defined populations with consistent case
detection. RO: National-Library-of-Medicine

I'm hoping someone can help guide me in the right direction in a lawsuit
for a MMR damaged child. I am clueless and have no idea where to start. This
is long, but I hope you'll continue to read and be able to offer some advice
on this unfortunate situation. My friends had a typically developing 18
month old boy. Walking, talking, eating by himself, climbing stairs, etc. He
then developed a high fever, had trouble with his balance and had a
"swimming" eye. They contacted his pediatrician with their concerns and was
told it was probably a virus and put the child on antibiotics. After 10 days
and many phone calls to the doctor, there was no improvement, but he
was getting worse. He woke up one morning paralyzed on his right side. His
eyes were shut and he was unable to open them. They rushed him to John
Hopkins in Baltimore, MD, where he spent the next 9 days undergoing many
MRI's, spinal taps and being fed steriods via IV. A team of 6 pediatric
neurologists made him top priority, but still could not help them. He had a
lesion on his brain that extended down the brain stem. They didn't know what
it was, what caused it, or what to do about it. They finally released
Maxwell to go home. There was no improvement, no hope for what could be
done, and nothing further they could do for him. His parents expressed their
concern over possibly being the vaccinations he had 11 days prior to all
this happening. No one listened to their concerns and didn't investigate
this possibility. He had the MMR, DPT, and a combo Vac all at the same time,
while the child was ill with hoof and mouth disease. They went home
discouraged, only to rush Maxwell back to John Hopkins 5 days later after he
developed a continuous twitch in his leg. Still after 7 more days, more
MRI's and a total of 9 spinal taps, he was released with no improvement.
Hopeless siuation for all of us. This is when I found this informative
group and Sheri advised that they seek attention from a homeopath. I relayed
the message to them and they set up an appointment immediately for someone
in Virginia. (we live in PA) Sure enough, she said his damage was caused by
the MMR vaccine and started him on a rememdy to rid is body of this. That
was several months ago. They continue their trek to Virginia every 3 weeks
and we're happy to report some changes in his condition. Very MINOR
improvements,but improvements just the same. He can now roll over, can
manage to hold his head back far enough to see a little out of the slits of
his eyes (they are still shut), can now say a few words, such as Mommie and
eat. This is a child that is pretty much at a 9 month level now. They have
started him on physical and occupational therapy and are considering having
his eyelids sewn open so his eye sight will not be damaged. Needless to say
this has taken a toll on his family and friends in more ways then one.
Maxwell's mother is a stay at home mom to him and his older 5 year old
brother and his dad is vice president at a large bank. Once happy, they now
face many challenges, especially financially. They will now have to
foreclose on their home as Maxwell's expenses each month, leaves very little
money left over. They are desperate and do not know where to turn. Perhaps a
lawsuit? But there is no money for a lawyer. Is there any emergency funds
available for something drastic like this? We welcome any advice and
suggestions. We are desperate and need help and guidance.
Thank you,
Traci in PA

Last year when my 3 year old was in daycare, she came down with a
nasty case of chicken pox (her second time getting them). In fact, many of
the kids in the daycare-and many of them vaccinated against varicella- came
down with terrible cases of them. Three kids that had already had chicken
pox got them again and two parents that had already had them got them again.
The doctors speculated that the disease may have mutated because of the
vaccine allowing the kids and adults to get them again. I plan on taking my
son to play with the first kid we know of that gets them!

Hi everyone, happy thanksgiving,
sorry but I think my previous message got lost, I'm not very good with
computers. I'm new to this group but I've been visiting this site for some
time now. I have four children and my youngest daughter XXXXXXX is autistic.
To make a long story short, she was "normal" till age 3 when she started to
regress. Before that, she had a DPT shot when she was 21/2 and that's when
she started to have serious bowel problems. I've been trying to get her back
since then and I've been attending DAN conferences since they started in
Montreal. XXXXX is on the GF/CF diet and eats mostly organic food. She's
been tested and retested in labs like Great Plains, Great Smokies and
Doctors Data. I even went to Texas two years ago and consulted a DAN doctor.
I went a little overboard financially and realised I couldn't keep up.
Nevertheless, I never stopped trying and finally found a naturopath here in
my province, who understands the problems my daughter is facing. He attends
conferences in the U.S on autism and beeing German, he also has links in
Europe. XXXXXX has been on chelation for 2 years, yes she tried DMSA for 6
months but when I stopped consulting the Texas doctor, I stopped DMSA. She
didn't realy respond to that, I think it wasn't for her. We are now working
on her
lipids and she takes oils and supplements plus nutrients derived from plants
and veggies ( the formula comes from France and is called Pianto). The
problem with xxxxx is that I have trouble getting her to concentrate, she
still has bowel problems from time to time and a lot of anxiety. I read
about GABA and Preg. and other stuff, and I'm wondering if anything would be
indicated for her?

My son has had severe reflux since his first (and only) shots at
8 weeks old. He "choked" as well which is really aspirating (sucking fluid
into the lungs). He is on Baby Pepcid (coincidentally the "in" drug for all
the thousands of babies that now have reflux!) and it costs $100/bottle and
is in such high demand we have trouble getting it. Hmmmm... anyone see a
connection?!
We have an appointment to see a homeopath for him next Tuesday. I'll keep
you posted on what happens! I can't wait to get him off the medicine.

Just want to say I called my mom and dad tonight in
Tucson.
They have refused the flu vax for the last few years under the influence of
me.
Today my mom went to her internist. (my mom is an RN graduating in 1948!) He
said - 'have you had your flu vax'
Mom: No
Dr.: Why not?
Mom: Because it has mercury/thimerosal in it and I don't want that.
Dr. (mom said he was shocked) Why would there be someting like that in
something that is good for you?
Mom: Well its in there
Dr.: Can you tell me who told you this
Mom: No, I don't want to say (she thinks she needs to protect me or they'll
come after me - I told her I'm already plastered everywhere around
the planet)
Dr. Well, can you get me information on it?
Mom: Yes I can. And then she told him that mercury also was in children's
vaccines until just recently some was taken out and he didn't say anything
Dr. Well, I read as much as I can and want to know these things so really
would like what you can get for me
Mom: OK
Mom says he's a really nice doc and she likes him
I said, that may well be, but where has he been,under a rock?
I said if you'd known all you'd have had to say was look at the package
insert in the box in your medicine room. Jeeshhhhhhhhhh.
So even the good docs don't have a clue........mom said to me he probably
got his info from the drug rep.
GO MOM!
So now I get to copy the package insert and send it 1/2 way around the globe
when the info is right in the flu vax box in his office and his PDR.
DUHHHHHHHH

I also first joined this list when my daughter was around
3 months. I was a
first time mom and I was very confused about the whole vaccination issue. I
was lucky that I was unsure enough to hold off on vaccination until I
learned more. Now my daughter is 13 mos and I am not confused any longer.
This list is wonderful and I no longer have any doubts. I can see how
healthy she is and how great she is turning out. It is normal to have all
these questions in the beginning, but just read as much as possible and
keep talking to everyone here. I am so thankful for finding this group and
doing the best for my daughter. I refuse to live in fear and I have always
taken her out everywhere with me and she has been exposed to many kids. I
prefer to keep her immune system healthy as the best defense. I have an
8-year-old stepson and he was fully vaccinated. He comes over several times
a week and he is sick pretty much every week too. He hugs and kisses my
daughter and she has never caught anything from him. I know it is hard to
worry when they are so young. Are you breastfeeding? I believe that
breastfeeding and not vaccinating are the best things you can do to keep
her healthy. I don't talk much about not vaccinating to other people
outside the family. It is really none of their business. Sometimes I just
want to talk to everyone about it, but I am not too comfortable with that
yet. Maybe when she is older. About the "vaccine-preventable" diseases, I
think it is good to read about them and familiarize yourself if you
vaccinate or not. Many children that are vaccinated still get these
diseases and just because you don't vax it doesn't mean that your child
will get them. Welcome to the group. What state are you in?

I'm hoping someone can help guide me in the right direction in a lawsuit for
a MMR damaged child. I am clueless and have no idea where to start. This is
long, but I hope you'll continue to read and be able to offer some advice on
this unfortunate situation. My friends had a typically developing 18
month old boy. Walking, talking, eating by himself, climbing stairs, etc. He
then developed a high fever, had trouble with his balance and had a
"swimming" eye. They contacted his pediatrician with their concerns and was
told it was probably a virus and put the child on antibiotics. After 10 days
and many phone calls to the doctor, there was no improvement, but he
was getting worse. He woke up one morning paralyzed on his right side. His
eyes were shut and he was unable to open them. They rushed him to John
Hopkins in Baltimore, MD, where he spent the next 9 days undergoing many
MRI's, spinal taps and being fed steriods via IV. A team of 6 pediatric
neurologists made him top priority, but still could not help them. He had a
lesion on his brain that extended down the brain stem. They didn't know what
it was, what caused it, or what to do about it. They finally released XXXXXX
to go home. There was no improvement, no hope for what could be done, and
nothing further they could do for him. His parents expressed their concern
over possibly being the vaccinations he had 11 days prior to all this
happening. No one listened to their concerns and didn't investigate this
possibility. He had the MMR, DPT, and a combo Vac all at the
same time, while the child was ill with hoof and mouth disease. They went
home discouraged, only to rush XXXXX back to JohnHopkins 5 days later after
he developed a continuous twitch in his
leg. Still after 7 more days, more MRI's and a total of 9 spinal taps, he
was released with no improvement. Hopeless situation for all of us. This is
when I found this informative group and Sheri advised that they seek
attention from a homeopath. I relayed the message to them and they set up an
appointment immediately for someone in Virginia. (we live in PA) Sure
enough, she said his damage was caused by the MMR vaccine and started him on
a remedy to rid is body of this. That was several months ago. They continue
their trek to Virginia every 3 weeks and we're happy to report some changes
in his condition. Very MINOR improvements, but improvements just the same.
He can now roll over, can manage to hold his head back far enough to see a
little out of the slits of his eyes (they are still shut), can now say a few
words, such as Mommie and eat. This is a child that is pretty much at a 9
month level now. They have started him on physical and occupational therapy
and are considering having his eyelids sewn open so his eye sight will not
be damaged. Needless to say this has taken a toll on his family and friends
in more ways then one.
XXXXXX's mother is a stay at home mom to him and his older 5 year old
brother and his dad is vice president at a large bank. Once happy, they now
face many challenges, especially financially. They will now have to
foreclose on their home as XXXXXl's expenses each month, leaves very little
money left over. They are desperate and do not know where to turn. Perhaps a
lawsuit? But there is no money for a lawyer. Is there any emergency funds
available for something drastic like this? We welcome any advice and
suggestions. We are desperate and need help and guidance.

| BLUE BELL -- Like most 10-year-olds, Angela
Greenwood likes to spend her summer days hanging out with friends,
swimming and playing softball. |
The quick-to-smile youngster has special needs her peers and their
parents don't have to worry about, however. Angela suffered a brain
injury as an infant and hasn't developed beyond the mental capacity of a
toddler, according to her mom, Susan Greenwood.
She needs respite care when not attending life skills class at the
Montgomery County Intermediate Unit and not in the care of her mother,
who works full time. Angela's need for extra attention and skilled care
around-the-clock prompted her mom to look for outside help. Some
assistance will come Sunday from funds raised by the 16th Annual
Corvettes for Kids Inc. Corvette Show and Auction at Washington
Elementary School along Route 100 in Washington Township.
Angela is spokesperson for this year's event, which raises money for
local children with life-threatening or serious illnesses every year.
Proceeds go to a fund that will benefit Angela and assist her mom in
paying medical bills and purchasing needed adaptive equipment.
Angela's developmental difficulties began when she was a 2-month-old.
She had a seizure following a routine DPT immunization that was intended
to protect her from diptheria, pertussis and tetanus.
"Up until that time she was doing everything she was supposed to be
doing as a two-month-old," Susan Greenwood said. "Then, after that
immunization, she started getting stiff, and she was giving a strange,
high-pitched scream. She threw her head back and just went limp."
Doctors couldn't immediately explain why baby Angela suddenly didn't
respond to stimuli. It wasn't until later, after her daughter's
condition remained permanent, that Greenwood suspected the vaccine as a
culprit in Angela's developmental disorder. She learned a very rare
complication to DPT immunizations can be serious, permanent brain
disorder. "Angela has a severe developmental delay. Basically, it's
brain damage," Greenwood said. It took Angela three years to learn how
to walk, and five years to do so without leg braces, but she now moves
unassisted, her mom said.
"She's a very happy, very bright, very uplifting child. She's also very
hard-working," Greenwood said. "Everything she does, I consider it a
small miracle," Greenwood said. "I remember sometimes how she used to
lie there, limp, in her baby carrier."
As a single mother, Greenwood often finds it hard to provide all the
things she wants for Angela. Although medical assistance covers most of
Angela's health needs, additional things that might help her, such as
adaptive computer equipment, are not covered.
"Angela doesn't speak, so it's hard to know how much she understands,"
Greenwood said. "Adaptive equipment for the computer might help her to
communicate better. I'm hoping to use some of the Corvettes for Kids
money to purchase this equipment." Angela requires at least 20 hours of
skilled respite care weekly, something Greenwood's insurance does not
cover.
"There's a lot of advocate work I have to do for her to get her needs
met," Greenwood said. "I work full-time and pay for the house and the
car. But I'm a single mom and she gets child support only sporadically.
It's just difficult." Finding someone to look after Angela can be
exceptionally difficult because of her special needs.
"She looks like a normal child. When we go to the store or a restaurant
she's so happy she screams in delightful tones. People don't understand,
she's just trying to express herself," Greenwood said. "We're also
working on toilet training, and when you have a 10-year-old that's potty
training, no one wants to take care of her. She has been excluded from
camps and after-school programs because of it."
Greenwood does her best to keep Angela involved in the community through
activities and church.
"She loves to be around other kids. I want her to do things normal
children can do, but a lot of times handicapped kids just aren't
accepted," Greenwood said. "One thing Corvettes for Kids will do is give
Angela the opportunity to do normal things.
"I wanted to have a place to ask for assistance for things -- like if
she needs braces, or for summer camp, or even for us to take a vacation.
Just to do normal things people do that there really isn't the money for
us to do."
Michelle Karas' e-mail address is mkaras@pottsmerc.com
|
| ©The Mercury 2002 |

I've been begging my parents not to get the flu shot anymore. My step mom
who has myeloma cancer, was told by her doctor that she needed to get the
flu shot. She told him that I have said that it is linked to Alzheimer's.
She said he laughed and laughed about that. Then I asked her well, did you
get it, and she said no. I am glad for that but sickened that doctors are
so ignorant at the detriment of their patients.

http://www.redlandsdailyfacts.com/Stories/0,1413,209%257E22484%257E1081097,00.html
Little lives are not forgotten
The Unforgettables Foundation's Lights for Little Lives' candlelighting
ceremony is scheduled for New Year's Eve.
By DAVID JAMES HEISS
Staff Writer
REDLANDS When Dallas Hayes, the son of Dawnisha and Larry Hayes, of Mentone,
was born, his parents were told that he was "the textbook baby."
Dallas was perfectly healthy, perfectly normal.
Dawnisha Hayes, who is now pregnant with another child, hopes that Dallas'
story will be a lesson for parents: three-and-a-half month-old Dallas went
in for his routine immunizations against diphtheria, tetanus and pertussis
with deadly results.
"He was a perfectly healthy baby," Hayes said. "After he got his shot, he
got a very, very high fever and passed away in the middle of the night.
"What people don't realize," Hayes said, "is that people have a choice.
There's no law requiring' babies to get immunizations, because unfortunately
some babies have side effects to the DTP shot: autism, brain damage, seizure
disorders and even death."
Most parents are not prepared to bury their children, and the Hayeses were
no exception.
Fortunately Larry Hayes works for nutritional services at Loma Linda
University Medical Center, and knew Tim Evans, cofounder of The
Unforgettables Foundation.
In the three years since its founding, Redlands-based The Unforgettables
Foundation has assisted nearly 300 families financially and emotionally,
providing dignified burials for children who died before their parents.
"No parent in the universe who wakes up in the morning plans the day for
their child's death," said LLUMC child protection center coordinator Marie
Dawson. "They're completely unprepared for it."
"The last thing someone needs in a crisis is to worry about burial
expenses," said cofounder Sonya Evans. "It's been a pretty good effort.
We've had a lot of support from volunteers for what we have. We've done
well."
"When we formed this three years ago, we estimated that we would probably
end up helping 75 families in our first year, and 100 during the second,"
said Tim Evans. "It's amazing how close we were: with 85 that first year,
100 in the second. As of early December, we already had a 100 requests for
assistance this year."
The inaugural chairman of the organization, Thomas Sherwin, a pediatric
emergency technician and medical director for the pediatric emergency
department at LLUMC, has made sure the Unforgettables provides not only
memorial celebrations of life, but is also preventing unnecessary deaths and
educating people in the process

My son XXXX (is 3 1/2 years old) lost the ability to
speak after the MMR at the age of 13 months. Prior to the shot he had been
babbling, and saying ma and hi. He could make no speech sounds at all for
the next 14 months--all we heard was grunts from him. He also appeared to
not hear when we said his name. He also had episodes when his eyes would
roll back in his head for a few seconds. We now know these could have been
seizures. These resolved about the time he started babbling again at the
age of 27 months. This past August he was diagnosed with a severe
phonological disorder. His speech is improving and we are pleased with his
progress. His hearing tested normal.
Although we have gotten both a medical and religious exemption for vaccines,
we still want to know what happened to him. Was it mercury toxicity from
the thimerosal? Was it a vaccine induced encephalopathy that caused damage
from which he is slowly recovering? Was it an autoimmune reaction? We are
considering filing a claim for an off the table injury with the Vaccine
Injury Compensation Fund. Has anyone been down that path and willing to
share about it?
I am hoping someone can relate to our story. This has been a long and
lonely road. Finding a doctor who thinks that vaccine injuries can and do
occur is a very very difficult task. We do have him on video after the MMR
when he could only grunt-it was as though he could not move his mouth. Can
any one recommend doctors (pediatric neurologists, language regression
specialists, vaccine injury specialists) who can evaluate our son/ videotape
and tell us what may have happened?

welcome to the list. My son was hospitalized after the
MMR. He didn't lose speech, but he was never the same. He suffered terrible
gastrointestinal symptoms, and was diagnosed FTT. He couldn't eat, vomited
all the time, and had terrible temper tantrums (melt downs). I know of two
very good pediatric gastro specialists who have found measles in the gut,
Dr. Krigsman, New York, and Dr. Buie, Boston. But, you don't say whether
your son has intestinal symptoms. There is a very good pediatric neurologist
Dr. Andrew Zimmerman Kennedy Krieger in Maryland. Don't know if you could
convince him of vaccine injury though. Has he ever received an MRI?

Much of the what the representatives of the STATE are being quoted as
saying....such as... "....we find that many medical exemptions are BOGUS,
due to MEDICAL QUACKERY".... or..."I have never heard of the Congregation of
Universal Wisdom.".... or "religious conversion right before the
exemptions are invoked." ....has no basis for their individual scrutiny.
These statements are THEIR own prejudices against those who are not involved
in THEIR philosophies. Anyone can convert to any religion or moral/ethical
philosophy at any point in their lives. It is of no one business what
converts them or why.
When THEY make comment that the POLIO or MEASLES outbreaks that reoccurred
were in the Amish or Mennonite Communities, they are using this as a basis
of prejudice also. They do not state that some of their communities
actually take the advice of the CDC and vaccinate their children. Many
Amish couples I know have decided to go against the common tenets of their
particular community by NOT VACCINATING their children. Some have 12 and 16
children. The older ones (most often) were vaccinated and as the parents
became wiser on the subject, they decided to not vaccinate their younger
children. What is never mentioned in any of these (quickly place together
and highly edited) articles is that often the illnesses come to the non
vaccinated through the illness of a vaccinated child(ren) of the community.
The vaccinated children as experiencing the "symptoms of the disease" (that
the CDC and the AAP) state are just the child's immune system REACTING to
the vaccine. It is never stated that the recently vaccinated child(ren) are
now contagious and spreading the disease throughout the community. And due
to the fact that the Amish and Mennonite Communities are often so tightly
net, the outbreaks are confined within those communities. Thus it is easily
tracked and their numbers revealed readily to the medical authorities.
The nurse also claims that the outbreaks of whooping cough is
"horrible".."the children turn blue as they cough and may have to have
oxygen sprayed into their faces.... " What she fails to mention is that
those children that she sees in the hospital setting have had at least two
or more vaccines for PERTUSSIS...Whooping cough before the outbread
occurs... Often these same children as 1.) not breast fed, and 2.) have been
given some sort of antibiotic or even Tylenol or some form of anti fever
medication to dispell the side effects of that vaccines.
I personally know of well over 25 persons who had whooping cough... (some
with the benefit of using homeopathic remedies or some other complementary
form of healthcare and others who were not)... all of these folks are happy,
healthy and ALIVE today. I know of a far greater number of vaccine damaged
children who are NOT HEALTHY... nor are they HAPPY... and several are NOT
ALIVE TODAY... That is the truth and the facts speak for themselves...
Their so called "fear of an EPIDEMIC" is the bogus attitudes that are seen
today... Autism, asthma, learning disabilities, behavioral disorders,
Chronic Ear INFECTIONS that lead to pneumonia and meningitis, SIDS,
childhood cancers and leukemia, and juvenile rheumatoid arthritis are the
epidemics of the present day... What are we trading here? Who and what
are we attempting to cure or "clean" from the human DNA/RNA chain? These
points are never addressed in a majority of these articles...
Please take note of the following... I know that I have mentioned this
before..... In the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania the School Code lists under
their exemptions one that is labeled "RELIGIOUS".. You do not have to
belong to any particular "RELIGION" that lists vaccines as "against our
tenets"..... for there is also the portion of the exemption that states
...."or a moral/ethical belief similar to that of a RELIGIOUS BELIEF." No
one has the right to question your religion or your moral/ethical belief
systems.. This means that you can be an ATHEIST and yet claim the
"religious exemption". Atheism is a MORAL/ETHICAL BELIEF and thus qualifies
under the religious exemption under this law. It is against all CIVIL
RIGHTS clauses to question a person on their religion as a basis of keeping
them out of a school, business establishment, club, society or a to stop
their commerce in any way. When anyone questions your "RELIGIOUS EXEMPTION
status under immunization laws, this is a violation of their CIVIL RIGHTS.
Please understand that and keep that close to your heart, for that is the
TRUTH... and all that really matters...

Even waiting till 2 does not guarantee safety. My
grandson was 23 months when he received the MMR and the Chickenpox in the
same day! That week he began his regression, and his spiralling into
autism. Before that of course, we were totally ignorant of facts about
vaccines and trusting the doctor. My grandson, like your son, had reactions
at 2 months. They were downplayed by the doctor though he did change the
schedule to DT instead of DPT. Does that tell us something?

Welcome to the group. I just wanted to say that unless your doctor is the
exception to the rule, you will probably see a little anger, and her defense
might be a reprimand, and an attempt to intimidate you into submission.
There is an old saying that may apply to doctors who choose to trust the
AMA, and value their medical license (they actually can lose their license
if they take an antivaccination stance) "Don't confuse me with the facts, my
mind is made up"

Just a little fact: former USSR (yes, that evil communist Russia) did NOT
allow vaccinating children within 30 calendar days after any minor
illness...and prior to giving any vaccines, every healthy baby had to be
examined by a pediatric neurologist (not just a family ped) for
"clearance"...first vaccines were to be given at the age of four (4) months.

We just returned after 3 days at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston
where William received a gastrointestinal endoscopy, as well as a battery
of all available state of the art tests for a medical diagnosis.
Findings: Noted nodular lymphoid hyperplasia at the sigmoid colon and
rectum. This is the medical condition that Andy Wakefield is finding
with all (and only this set) of regressive autistic children.
For us, it is a final answer to our questions about William's severe food
allergies, lack of ability to absorb nutrition to the brain, the
neurological damage that occurred to a once normal little boy. It proves
that something happened to him, and that there is a medical condition
underlying his disability.
William's gut is healing, as noted by Dr. Buie and his team. The nodules
are soft and the inflammation is mild. Something they are not finding in
all 4 year olds. We will have test results and recommended
treatments within a few weeks.

From what I understand you Have to give consent for the
HepB to be given to the baby... just like any other shot. Maybe the
perinatal coordinator was going to get the consent from you this early~
before the baby is born?
With one of my babies(he's now 4), the nurse came in the day after I had him
and said "we're going to give the HepB shot now" and I said "I don't want
that shot". She actually got mad at me and started the same old stuff (the
baby Has to have it to go to daycare and then school! etc...) I said, "I
don't think my Infant has to worry about IV drug usage or sex, so we'll
WAIT, thank you". She was still angry, wrote something on my baby's chart
and stomped out of the room!lol The next baby I had at home, so I didn't
hear it ;-)
My last baby(now 7.5mos old) I had in the hospital though, and they were not
happy with us declining it. Now that I'm writing this out, I'm wondering if
they Would have just given her the shot w/o our consent... DH stayed with
her the Entire time she was in the nursery(weighing, measuring, etc.)
because he told me he didn't trust the nurse(which if you knew my husband is
a Big deal~ he's usually very nonchalant and nonconfrontational about pretty
much everything.) He said he got the distinct impression that she was
irritated with him being there, and he wondered if she was going to try to
"do something" behind our backs...
On the college front though, I just wanted to tell you that my oldest DD(20)
just started our local community college this 2nd semester and they did Not
ask for her vaccination record. I bet it depends on the college and when you
enroll...

Yes, I got the measles and the mumps from the MMR while
in college (1989). Sick as a dog, couldn't open my eyes, 104 fever, huge
swollen glands... in bed for 4 days. I then developed severe allergies to
every food, makeup, hairspray, shampoo, environmental allergent, you name
it. Then CFS, IBS, and eventually myofacial pain syndrome. But - I was 20
years old! I should have never had the shot (again as an adult). I'd already
been vaccinated with it as a child. My brother lost his hearing from the MMR
shot as a child. My daughter got the measles from her MMR shot in 1999. She
had a fever, watery eyes, typical cold symptoms, and small rash. So as you
can see, my family has a sensitivity to the shots.
Very different to get it via the shot than the "normal" way. Of course the
doctors all insisted you can't get the measles from the shot - until they
saw us! Then they were all baffled, "huh..well, yeah, you have the measles
(your daughter has the measles) I guess it *can* happen..."
I'll take my chances with my son getting it the "natural" way. He's already
autistic from his DPT.

I would like to introduce myself. My name is XXXXX and I have 3 sons. I
have had nothing but problems with shots. My first son XXXX, now 5
1/2,spiked a high fever after each shot. He suffered from multiple ear
infections and pneumonia. After his MMR he developed roseola "just a
coincidence" I was told. My second son XXXXX developed menengitis a few
days after his 2 month old shots. Then a month after his MMR he stopped
talking, looking at people and staring off into space. He was diagnosed
with autism and now has seizures. My third son XXXXX, is now 1 and I refuse
to have him vaccinated. I fight with his doctor about it constantly but
refuse to do so. I have read that most other countries do not vaccinate
until children are older. Is this true? I am also trying to figure out if
I should vaccinate XXXXX later in life and in single shot doses rather than
the multiple shots now, or if I should get the booster shots for my other
sons----I don't know what to do! I'm glad I found this group because the
only other person I have asked have been doctors and we all know what their
answers are!

This open letter is amazing. I am freaked out right now
and in great admiration of this doctor for taking such a bold step. Am I
the only one that thinks vaccines are being used to make our children sick
on purpose? I know I sound like I'm paranoid. I am truly beginning to think
it is one big conspiracy theory. Someone help me if I'm losing it. In my
own experience, I found it very coincidental "baby reflux" has increased so
dramatically and wonders upon wonders, Merck has just the cure (a
$100/month bottle of "baby" pepcid). Hmmm... it was the Merck vaccine that
poisoned my kid.
Also... seems like all the moms I talk to today have a child with food
allergies, or autism, or speech delays, or ADHD, or sensory integration
dysfunction. Just about every mom I know right now has some issue of this
sort. When I was a kid, there was only one kid on our whole entire block
(of about 30 kids) that was "just a little different." My own brother was
the only one with allergies (who coincidently - not - lost his hearing from
the MMR and now I know his allergies were a direct result of his shots).
But in any event... I know this group sees it, but why don't all the other
people? OK, I am being paranoid, right?
I'm sorry... can you tell I am venting tonight. I've had it! The good
news... I convinced one mom I met at a mother's group to reconsider
vaccines after her 10 month old developed life threatening allergies after
her second round of shots. And her 4 year old suddenly developed all over
eczema. Within three days she went from "I highly doubt there is any
connection to vaccines and allergies," to "why is it I have talked to four
other moms of children with severe food allergies and all of our kids had
bad reactions to vaccines?!" Ahhh... my heart breaks for the moms but I
felt a little bit better. ;)

Thanks must go to Rex Warren for forwarding this
information. Please read this full-page ad from the New York Times (link
below) and know that there are courageous and honest doctors out there but
that they are a minority and need our help. Please write to Dr. Rath and
thank him for his stand on this
issue. I am going to offer to run a full-page ad for him in the next issue
of Informed Choice Magazine. May millions see his information all over the
world and may we wake up from our sheep-like state and put a stop to the
madness of the few that can kill and maim so many!
http://www.dr-rath-foundation.org/makehealthnotwar/openletter.html

I started to realise too that a lot of the info I give or
reasons why I don't vax just go in one ear and out the other. Again my mom
said, "I just don't understand how you girls both ended up with such bad
asthma, maybe it was because of that factory that was just a few miles
away..." I said, "No, it's because of all the vaccines we got and you
didn't." I explained to her how my asthma got worse when I had a MMR
booster at 20 and how my sister's girl now has asthma and
behavior/anger/attention problems(vaxed) and my two kids don't. She still
won't accept it, just gets quiet.

I have heard that Ped's go to classes that teach them how
to respond to parents fears of vaccinations. The "understanding" attitude
is one of their tactics. But the fact they told you your child needed the
number of vaccines they did is proof it is just a tactic. They are
concerned about the AMA and their medical license, not whether your child
can handle vaccines. When parents give in to the pressure and vaccinate and
their child and have a reaction those "understanding" doctors say there is
no connection between the reaction and vaccines. Cathy

So XXXXX got his vaccine on Tuesday and last night he had a seizure. Now
after talking to his mom she's convinced there is no connection to the
vaccine. He has no fever, had no fever. He's 6 months old. What are the
chances of this being a coincidence? It was more of a convulsion type thing
that an all out seizure. Lasting only a minute or so.

hi...i tend to lurk...but i just had to express my equal frustration. My
children are in daycare 2 days a week and on friday i noticed that a little
girl who was sick and lethargic last week is still ill this week. THe
daycare workers were expressing concern, and apparently the mother didnt
have any concerns since she was vaccinated last week and "This is just
normal"!!!!! A WEEK! Shes red faced, and her cheeks seem swollen, and her
eyes are squinty and allll she does is sleep. THe daycare staff told me that
shes usually only awake for 30-60 min a day! How is this normal? *grr*

I have had a similar thing, new parents signed on at a new doctors, went
to discuss mmr with the doc for the 20 month, was told that they had been
listening to the *horror stories* and were given the *information* on the
2,3,4 month and the mmr vaxes (not the list of ingredients!!) and have
decided that I am only out for scaring them!! i had been able to convince
them that the *reflux* that their son had 48 hours after 2nd lot of vax,
when he stopped breathing and was rushed to hospital, was in fact vaccine a
reaction, but it seems I was talking to the wall!!! sorry for the rant!!!

I second this. My son XXX was more than a year behind after he lost the
ability to speak after the MMR at the age of 13 months and could ONLY GRUNT
for the next 14 months. Read the book, Late Talking children, they may help
calm you down. Wade is now progressing with his speech and although not
caught up yet, we expect a full recovery.

2003---It
happened to my family, will it happen to others?
Parents,
Sunday, February 23, 2003, I was home in the early afternoon with my son,
Eric. My wife, Helen and my 14 year-old daughter, Julie were off at a play
performance a mile away from home. For those that do not know, Eric is 6
feet tall and weighs approximately 150-160 pounds and is 18 years old. He is
very muscular. I'm 5'10", 220 pounds and 58 years old.
Eric was eating when he started to have a tantrum. I had to run in one of
the rooms and lock the door until Eric calmed down. Usually it works but
this day it didn't. Eric started to kick, head butt, scratch and bite. I
couldn't get into the bathroom door to lock it so I ran to the front door.
Eric followed me where he head butted me and pulled my hair.
I then ran outside across the street to get help from my neighbor. Eric
followed me. When I got to the front door of my neighbor, Eric bit me left
hand and had two of my fingers in his mouth clamping down with his teeth
(the index finger next to my thumb and the finger next to that). I was in
extreme pain and with my right hand worked Eric's teeth off of my left hand.
If I hadn't done it sooner, I would have lost the two fingers because the
one finger was bitten so severely that the nail was hanging off. I rang the
doorbell and my neighbor came out and helped me with his wife and a young
girlfriend of their son. Another neighbor came and helped with Eric. I was
treated for my head scrape, my nose bleed and wounds on my hand (that I
later found out were more severe). The police were called (two came) and my
wife and daughter were called. The Emergency Squad came and took me to the
Emergency Room at the local hospital.
At the hospital, there were X-rays taken and they found that my left index
finger (one next to the thumb) had the tip of the bone amputated from the
rest of my finger. Eric had actually bitten through the bone of my hand. A
hand surgeon was in the area and he came by and after my wounds were cleaned
and my finger soaked in an antibiotic solution, it was stitched up with the
finger nail put back in the correct position. It was bandaged up along with
my other finger on the end that had been badly bitten. I received
antibiotics and pain killers and are taking them now ....Augmentin and
Oxycodone w/Apap respectively.
This isn't the first time Eric has attacked me, Helen and Julie and it was
mentioned at the December 10, 2002 hearing in Washington DC conducted by
Congressman Dan Burton. (see http://www.autismautoimmunityproject.org/120302_hearing.html)
Congressman Burton mentioned that his grandson could eventually be 6'10"
and ask the people at the hearing what would happen when all these children
grow up and have these behaviors.
I have been fighting since 1995 regarding the MMR vaccine link to autism. In
1998, our organization, The Autism Autoimmunity Project was founded and to
date we have raised a bit over $120,000.00 for research. In talking to Dr.
Vijendra Singh of the Utah State University (who has been funded for his
research into the autoimmune link to autism) he knows that we could be
treating these children with various immunotherapies but unfortunately the
money is not there. We could do a lot more for the children with autism but
most of the millions of dollars of research funds are spent on genetic and
drug studies.....and very little on the immune and gastrointestinal research
unless it is by small organizations like ours.
It is a shame because in 5, 10 and 15 years, there will be more families
that will have the same thing happen to them. Will the children attack a
family member, someone at school or a stranger? These children will grow up
to be large, healthy adults.....what will happen then? I'm facing the
situation now where I'm racing against time to get my son better through
homeopathic treatment. My son regressed into autism after the MMR vaccine in
1986 (at one year, three months old) and in 1993-1994, his behaviors got
worse because of three hepatitis B shots he got with thimerosal in them. By
looking at the pediatrician's notes that we recently got and a record of the
vaccines Eric got, an MD could see the connection as could me and my wife.
What will happen over the next 5, 10 and 15 years? Will we get the
treatments or will we face a bleak landscape of children growing into adults
and not being helped? Our family has to face the prospect that if we can't
help Eric, he will be sent to an institution where he will surely die.
Raymond Gallup, Founder Autism Autoimmunity Project

I do honestly believe that it was the vaccines that killed my son. I have
mentioned it to his doctors but it just seems like they want an easy open
and close case so they are just calling it SIDS. I am talking with a lawyer
and I am filing a claim with the vaccine injury compensation program (VICP).
I am suprized that the medical industry has gotten away with it for this
long because I read on the VICP website that over 90% of the claims filed
with them involving infants and death were originally listed as SIDS until
the VICP investigated it further. To me that seems like way too many infant
deaths cause from vaccines for them to still be allowed to vaccinate
infants. You shouldnt recieve a vaccine for something if your chances of
actually getting the disease that you are being vaccinated against is lower
then your chance of having a reaction to the vaccine. Alot of the vaccines
they are requiring infants to get, they really dont need. Like polio, the
only known cases of polio in the US are from when they used to give the live
vaccine and people got it from that,and even then there is only like six
people who have polio in the united states right now. Polio used to be
something we had to worry about but I dont think we do know because it isnt
around like it used to be. some of the vaccines out there are pointless but
the medical industry doesnt care because they are making money off of it.
They have it so they are going to use it.

I learned something interesting this week. My sister has
a 5 month old baby and is following Dr. Cave's vaccine schedule. She is
getting ready to have her 1st DTaP and brought home the package insert for
me to read prior to allowing them to "stick" her daughter with it. Keep in
mind that these are the new 1 dose vials. It reads as plain as day, "The 1
dose vial of vaccine is formulated without preservatives but contains a
trace amount of thimerosal[(mercury derivative), 25 mg mercuy/dose]. I was
infuriated! After all, the FDA, etc. is jumping up and down assuring parents
that thimerosal is no longer on the shelves! Well, I have proof that it
is...in the new 1 dose vials! UGH!!!!!

Hi Wendy, I thought you would like to see my letter to
the "dr." who wrote about the "free ride." What do you think? (Herd
Immunity)
Dear Dr. Nathanson,
I would like to respond to your recent column concerning unvaccinated
children. You are obviously a strong proponent of vaccines, and I respect
your right to your opinion, but I should like to share with you "the other
side of the coin."
A year ago, I believed in vaccinations wholeheartedly. I vaccinated both my
children and waved those immunization cards around proudly. My eldest child
did just fine; she is bright, articulate and full of joy. I wish I could
tell you my other child faired as well. Within days of his 5 month series of
shots, my child who was sitting, rolling, and laughing...began to seize
uncontrollably. I know you will say "coincidence"; however, a 6 month
hospitalization, with every conceivable test performed and every known
anti-epileptic treatment tried yielded no answers. He was seen by the top
epileptologists in the state of NY, who conferred with the top
epileptologists around the world, and a year later, the only answer we have
is "idiopathic."
You mention a "free ride," Dr. Nathanson. I would like to invite you to come
and meet my "free ride"; my son, who now at 19 months old, no longer can
hold up his head, much less sit, needs to be fed by a feeding tube, doesn't
know any member of his family, and still seizes uncontrollably, despite mega
doses of drugs. His care has depleted our savings, and our spirits -- one
medicine alone costs us $175 every 10 days, and that is out of pocket with
insurance. Our simple dreams have been shattered, and our lives irrevocably
changed. Far from "free," doctor; we have paid the ultimate price for this
ride.
I do not expect that my little story will change your mind, or even phase
you. I would just like to make a point. Parents who choose not to vaccinate
have not arrived at their decision lightly. It is an agonizing journey, made
with much research and soul searching. I spent hours choosing the correct
car seat and stroller; perhaps if I had spent half as much time researching
those shots, instead of holding my child down for them, I would be in a much
different place.
My children are my life, and I will care for my son out of my unending love
for him; however, my life on this "ride" will always be full of the "what
ifs." I just wish you could have presented your own viewpoint without
needlessly hurting those of us who already bear the greatest hurt of all.

I called each manufacturer to get the total amount of
thimerosal exposure in my son. I didn't have any problem getting the
info. You tell them the lot number and they'll tell you how much thimerosal.
They were able to tell me if it was multi or single dose as well. I
couldn't believe how causual they were about it. It is still hard for me to
believe that our children have been exposed to such dangerous substances. I
wish I had known and/or someone had pointed out the ingredients to me.
Can't find all the numbers. Here is Connault 1-800-822-2463. You can
probably find the contact info. for the manufacturers on the web.

MMR dilemma-
I have an interesting problem. Mother of a family with an interesting
historyt with the MMR vaccine.
First child, female, now 10, recieved the MMR at 15 months. Fifteen days
later, had prolonged seizure ( 1 hour, rectal valium, the works) after which
she was sent to the tertiary center, negative workup. Was on Phenobarb
switch to Depakote secondary to sedation, weaned later and has never had a
sz again. Second child, male, MMR with no problems. hird child, male, got
MMR at 15 months, 2 days later had seizure, about 3 minutes, without fever.
Did well, now 6 with no further sz. Fourth child, now 4. Mom is still
refusing and is reluctant to give the MMR, which I can't blame her. What
should I do, or how should I counsel this family?

I agree with Sheri. My 3 1/2 year old had his recommended
vaccines, excluding the hep b, until he was a year old, I researched more
when it came time for the MMR and that is when I stopped. I had met a woman
who's son was autistic. She said that he was starting to talk and was
developing normally, then within 24 hours of the MMR he was went downhill.
That scared me. Anyway, my three year old was sick quite a bit in his first
year, he had a few ear infections and other illnesses, he is way behind on
his speech and was recently diagnosed with asthma, another, all have been
linked to vaccines. My ten month old hasn't had any vaccines and he has
NEVER had an ear infection and has only had one cold so far. He is also
already trying to talk. The differences are amazing!
It really can be a hard decision to make, go to the VAERS website, I did and
found out that there are 1,644 PAGES of adverse reactions to vaccines in
2002 alone! That is PAGES not incidents! And those are just the ones that
are reported! It is insane!

my 11 year old brother, who was vaxed for CP, had
shingles last year. at the time, i had never heard of such a young child
getting it, but it is going to become more and more common

My son also "reacted" to the Tetanus part of his DPT, not
just the mercury in it (and he had his shots in September of 2001 well after
all the thimerosal was "Supposed" to be removed). In fact, the doctor kept
insisting it didn't have thimerosal until I made him read me the package
insert and then he said, "Oops," giggled and threw the sheet back at me and
said, "oh well...for what it's worth..." and walked out of the room. I
walked out and never went back.

I remember an incident that happened last fall. I have
myasthenia gravis (thank you, flu vaccine, 1998!) and was at my
neurologist's office for my regular visit. He asked if I'd had my flu shot
for the year, as they were offering them free to all the patients in the
muscular dystrophy clinic (if you can imagine!). I looked at HIM like HE had
five heads. I then simply replied, "No thank you, I've had enough mercury
already." He had no comment...

Static encephalopathy, as I understand, means brain
damage that is non changing. Basically "static" means non changing and
"encephalopathy" is brain trauma or damage. Meaning that the damage is not
getting worse, not progressive. Usually cases of static encephalopathy occur
or are referred to with children who have Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, a head
injury or in our case IMMUNIZATIONS that caused brain damage. My neurologist
said my son had "Static Encephalopathy" and I asked my pediatrician the next
day what that was and he laughed and said "That means he has no idea what is
wrong with your son or why he is like the way he is". Yeah, he thought it
was funny!!!!! I almost choked him. So when they wont admit that
immunizations are the cause they deem them to have static encephalopathy and
in my case it was noted "Static encephalopathy with no known cause" Of
course we know the cause.
Don't get frustrated when you research this you will see mostly references
to FAS. I thought that he was implying that I drank during my pregnancy but
he assured me it also happens for "unknown reasons"!!!!!! (unknown
reasons=vaccinations) It basically means at some time in your sons
development that he experienced something that damaged his brain and they
don't know what .

Yeah she was a supporter of vaccinations, back in 2000
when most of us didn't know what was going on with them. I certainly hadn't
made the connection between JR's vaccinations and his autism. Not until
June of 2001 did it start making some level of sense. And even then I didn't
have the full picture. It wouldn't be until I got his medical records
(September 2001) and was able to read them that the pieces actually started
coming together. The "mysterious" upper respitory infection after a series
of vaccines at 2 months of age. The Pink eye 1 week (exactly) receiving his
very last (ever) vaccines of MMR with the boosters of DTap and Hep B. One
month later another round of Pink Eye. And then for the next year every
month after that a sinus infection. No I didn't know when he was a baby what
the damaging effects were of
vaccines. Hell we thought we were being good parents vaccinating our kids.
It never crossed our minds to question AND that was a time when my faith in
the medical establishment was so-so at best. But still we never thought to
question.

We live in the MidWest, and have a large family of kids,
all from our single marriage. Unfortunately, four of those kids are
confirmed autistics, almost certainly from adverse vaccine reactions that we
were told never took place nor were any ever reported to the CDC ... very
long story of 17+ years, filled with smoke, mirrors, coverups -- but at
least we're all still here and together.
The affected kids range from very HFA (High Functioning) to 'not so lucky'.
One child was almost certainly damaged soon after birth by Vitamin K
injection(s!), and additional vaccination did even more harm. The child
after that one had three separate adverse vax reactions, and of course is
the most damaged of the four. We've since learned what a nasty thing
vaccines really are, and refuse to vaccinate ever again and are going for a
religious exemption. But we were all-but-forced with various implied
threats, especially with the 4th (damaged) child to still vaccinate, "or
else". With the incredibly obvious adverse reactions in the 4th, we were
absolutely convinced. Vaccines caused our childrens' autism, no doubt about
it. But we also now have suspicions that the Vitamin K shots may have set
things in motion to begin with ...
We're now trying to learn all we can and maybe share that knowledge with
others to help them avoid what happened to us. And network with others and
learn if there is anything else we can do to lessen some of the damage done
or even reverse some of it, via more holistic means if possible (needless to
say, we no longer trust mainstream medicine anymore).

I am a mom of 3 children. One 7, one 4 1/2 and one
forever 2years 3 months. Our youngest died last October during a 3+ hour
seizure. She showed signs of neurological damage the morning after her 2nd
round of shots. She went into Status 8 days after her shots. No history of
seizures in her or either side of our families. Her seizures continued and
she developed many health difficulties. Through it all she was a bright
shining spirit and was up until her death.

My 16 month old niece had a chicken pox vaccine and
another vaccine 2 weeks ago. Yesterday morning she had full blown seizures
for 10 mins, a 104.5 fever, and she stopped breathing. My sister, thank God,
works w/ disabled people and knows cpr. She was paralyzed and unresponsive
for hours after the seizures. she is moving now and responsive but not
talking like she was and screaming horribly, I have never heard a child's
screams that were so horrible as that--she had me in tears. The baby is now
in the hospital. The doctors cannot find anything wrong w/ her and no reason
for the high fever. If anyone has any links they could share specifically on
the chicken pox vaccine, seizures, and the fact that 2 weeks is not too long
after to still have vaccine reactions I'd appreciate it. My sister is
open-minded-she treated her 2 dogs kc w/ echinacea and vit c as I said
rather than taking them to the vet for drugs and is not vaccinating for
anything more than rabies. She is listening to me and is willing to look
into how to avoid vaccines, etc. She has no idea where to start. She's
young, 24, and she and her husband just got transferred to Florida. Any help
is appreciated.

Nobody can convince me that SIDS isn't vaccine murder.
The medical examiners MUST know this. Babies have been dying of SIDS for
over 50 years and the medical establishment doesn't seem a bit concerned.
They have done no real scientific research to determine why a healthy baby
would die. I believe it is because they KNOW it is the vaccines and they
BELIEVE that we are all stupid, literally. Sadly, the evidence is that the
majority of parents are that stupid. It is a CRIME that they continue to do
this to our infants and get a way with it.

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Another reason why most pediatricians would never admit the
damage vaccine cause is that 50 percent of their revenue comes from the well
child visits. Thats a fuuny name for them isn't it? I guess it does fit in as
far as the child is brought in well and within days or weeks they end up
fighting one infection after another. That brings us to the other 50% of their
revenue. Treating all the sickness's that their poor little bodies cannot fight
off because its too busy fighting the effects of toxic vaccines that they have
been injected with. If thats the worst thing that happens to them then they are
the lucky ones. So his attitude shouldn't surprise you at all.

My son was immunized in 2001 and has suffered a variety of
different disabilities, if anyone knows more about post vaccination reactions
and disablitating disorders as a result please let me know. A healthy 3yr old
boy is now --disabled. Today he has an angionoma in his brain, a lesion in his
right cerbellum; which affects his motor skills, ataxia, AD, hypotonia, asthma,
allergies,speech difficulties, the list is endless.

Request continious room in care. Which means the baby never
leaves the room. Especially if you have someone there with you (DH) . I don't
know how they limit you after a c-section. If you have room in care, the docs
and nurses have to do all bathing, monitoring, diaper changing, etc. right in
your room. I did this with my last baby (she is 4 months now) and she was never
out of my sight. The only trouble is you don't get any sleep (wake you for baby
and of course yourself), but it was worth it for me. Also, I signed refusal
forms ahead of time and the head nurse spoke to all of her staff about my
request NOT to vax and NO vit. K. (I should have skipped the eye-junk as
well.) And let them know that you will take legal action if they violate your
rights.
I will post here soon about the development of my newest little one. Just
incredible when our children are free of those toxins that these gangsters want
to inject deep into the bodies of our precious children. You want a happy
healthy child,do not vaccinate. Vaccines and vit. K rob our children and us of
a wonderful road of vibrant life because the ravages of these poisons can have
subtle or dramatic effects on our health.
Stick to your guns(so to speak)and never let your guard down. Good luck and
congradulations on your precious little baby.

This is an urgent action alert. After just receiving yet
ANOTHER call from a parent whose teenage child has received the meningococcal
vaccine at school against their wishes, the AVN would like to urge all parents
to keep their children home on vaccination days if they have chosen not to allow
the vaccine. It is obvious that teachers, nurses and doctors are using this
campaign to vaccinate everyone no matter what the wishes of their parents may
be. They cannot be trusted and if you truly do not want your child to get this
shot, you MUST either keep them home or go to school with them. It is the only
way in which you can be sure they will be safe from unauthorised vaccines. If
your school has not let you know when the vaccines will be administered, you
must go to the school and INSIST that they tell you. We have heard straight from
the horse's mouth that some schools are not revealing the day of the campaign
because when they do, too many children stay home!
In addition, we have produced an A4 flyer on meningococcal vaccine. I can email
a copy to anyone who wishes to have it. Just send me a private email to meryl@avn.org.au
with the words "Meningococcal Flyer" in the subject line Please try and convince
your school principals to send this information home along with the government
propaganda to allow parents to make a free choice. Some principals are doing
this - we need more.
Thanks,
Meryl

Hi! My name is XXXXX. I hae been married for 6 years. I am a
mother of 3 boys and expecting a girl in November. I have decided to not finish
vaccinating after doing some research about it! The ingredients alone scare me!
I have a friend who's little girl was breastfed and not vaccinated and she has
hardly ever been sick nor ever been on an antibiotic. My boys stay sick and my
first was plaged with ear infections and on antibiotcs the entire first year of
his life. Not off for more than 2 weeks at a time! It seems very interesting to
me that all of the colds, flu's, ear infections, begin soon after they receive
their first shots! My first was given Hep. B in the hospital when he was born.
The hospital stopped giving it after birth so my other two did not get it until
2 months. My first has been plagued with stomach problems as well and I wonder
if it is all contributed. They all had allergies to milk and my middle who is
31/2 just went off of soy milk. They all have allergies to PCN and my middle
also to keflex. I am interested to see if my fourth will be a different story
without immunizations and being breastfed!
I love reading about everyones experiences and look forward to sharing my own.
Have a great day :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Incidentally, while I was teaching, they came out with the
Hep B vax. Special education itself was considered a "high-risk" occupation by
the health department, so our district was required to pay for the vax if
necessary...insurance would NOT cover it at the time, and with 3 shots it was
quite an expense. Well, even though I worked with middle school behavior
disordered boys who got into fistfights almost DAILY, saw blood about once a
month, and had kids from families where drug abuse/promiscuous sex was almost
guaranteed, I was found to NOT be in a class A high risk group, therefore the
district would NOT pay for my shots, and I didn't get them because I couldn't
afford them (thank God).
Fast forward 10 years later, and I was told my NEWBORN INFANT, like all
newborns, was at so much risk for Hep B that I had to jab him before he came
home or I was a rotten mother...gives it a little perspective, doesn't it?
Cindy

She developed a seizure disorder after her 2nd round of
shots. 1 1/2 years later she died during a seizure. The docs looked at all sorts
of "rare disorders" but I believe she died from the not as rare as
they think disorder of Thimerosal poisoning.

On Christmas Eve I received a phone call on behalf of a baby
that was born 1 MONTH PREMATURE that some MORON STILL GAVE THE HEP B
VACCINE to. Miraculously, this baby was healthy and breathing on its
own doing great before the vaccine was given in spite of being born so early.
Needless to say, the baby started to turn yellow and stopped breathing within
days of the vaccine and is now on morphine because breathing tubes are
going into its little lungs. The mother had never had a vaccine in her life,
but because she was young, she was vulnerable to pressure and intimidation
to giving the vaccine even though the family had expressed their concerns. The
grandfather and parents are scared that the baby either may not survive or
will be left permanently injured. They can't tell yet and the hospital has been
secretive about what is going on. They also want to know that if the baby
doesn't make it, what tests can be done to prove the vaccine and doctors
killed the baby. NO VAERS REPORTS or any acknowledgement of vaccine connection
are being made by the attending doctors. What they really need are
some trustworthy doctors to talk to who can help figure out primarily what this
little baby needs and then help the family formulate some questions to press
these doctors at the hospital up against the wall. I am leaving off
details to protect the identity of the family. Please let me know any
recommendations of doctors they could contact that would be able to talk
with regarding a baby this small. Thank you for your assistance.
This insanity has to stop.

Good for you! My children were formally discharged from our
ped last June. We then had to find one (and we did) that respected our
choices. It's amazing how "intimidating" they try to be when you "choose" not
to go with "their" program. My ped became belligerent and berating raising her
voice telling me she was a Phi Betta Kappa. Who cares? Keep reading, knowledge
is power. I feel badly for what you and your children have gone through but I
hope you draw strength that there are those of us out her to support you who
know the truth! If vaccines are safe and really work than why does the
government have to protect the vaccine manufacturers with the NVIC program? Why
can't we sue directly for damages? I know this is illegal and unfortunately the
vaccine manufacturers are protected by our government and they aren't being
forced to do the studies necessary to prove that vaccines are damaging and
useless. Our children are being used as guinea pigs, well not mine anymore and
not yours.
What really ticks me off is the hepatitis B vaccine. Babies (unless the mother
is +) have no chance of contracting hepatitis B. As an RN, I can't fathom why I
did not research this and question why this was being injected into one day old
infants. Even worse (according to Dr. Stephanie Cave's book, "What your doctor
many not tell you about children's vaccinations") P.120 Many parents would
assume that vaccines undergo stringent, long-term testing before they are
approved, but in actuality the information which has been made public regarding
several vaccines has been not only extremely sparse but also gives rise to
questions.
When the FDA allowed the first recombinant hepatitis b vaccine to go on the
market in 1986 less than 1,000 children were observed for 4 to 5 days after
receiving their vaccination. In it's 1993 product literature insert, Merck
stated that "In a group of studies, 1,636 doses of RECOMBIVAX HB (the Merck
brand name of the hepatitis b vaccine) were administered to 653 healthy infants
and children (up to 10 years of age) who were monitored for 5 days after each
dose." (Keep in mind that for hepatitis b vaccine children get on average of 3
doses.) If the chance that a certain adverse reaction will occur is 1 in 5,000,
how can researchers detect it if they test only 653 children? In addition
reactions to vaccines often take weeks to occur, not five days, and some
conditions, such as MS, autism, and learning disorders, may not become fully
apparent for months.
The lack of adequate testing of some vaccines has led to what a few experts
say is a science experiment, with our children as the guinea pigs.")
Do you really think that if parents read the above information that any one of
them would consent to this vaccine? Heck, no!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They lie,
intimidate, and threaten you. Our drug companies have done a real good job.
They don't have a leg to stand on where your children are concerned, tell them
to go to hell, it's your child and you can do whatever you choose! I worked as
an OB nurse for 13 years and it was amazing how the hospital acted like they
"owned" those babies, keeping them away from the mothers! That is outrageous!
Although I think Dr. Cave's book is a good starting point, I just can't fathom
that after researching this book she can continue to vaccinate her patients
(thimerosal or not)! It's unbelievable.
I think my son 7 y.o. may have ADD. I am taking him to see Dr. Sherri Tenpenny
in January. She has a successful program for treating vaccine damage, like ADD,
autism, etc...but she doesn't take insurance and it is over $2,000. I am doing
it because he is worth every penny to me. I didn't do my homework and let these
nuts inject all of this crap into him. I just hope his body can overcome what
all of those vaccinations have done to him! I hope they all go to hell, the
doctors, nurses and drug companies and the government officials that protect
them!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stay Strong,

Had to respond to your comment below since my son also lost the ability to speak
after the MMR. He is not on the spectrum and I have been searching for others
who experienced a loss of speech after the MMR without a diagnosis of
autism. Did your child have any seizures? Our son could only
grunt for 14 months after the MMR and then when he did start
babbling/talking again-- was eventually diagnosed with a severe phonological
disorder. He is recovering his speech and we are so grateful. Did you file a
case with the Vaccine Injury Compensation Program? We have, but no
action has been taken yet. Welcome to this list.

My daughter was speaking before her MMR- only a few words,
but appropriate for a 12 month old. She did and still does have severe seizures
and lost most everything she had gained. How were you able to file a case with
the board? We tried and were told by the lawyer that Marissa was not injured
"enough" because she was still able to nurse on her first ER trip.

"When he got his DTP he developed high fever,I had to put
himin a cool bath to bring it down. He also started his high pitched
unconsolable screaming that went on for anywhere from 20 min. to 2 hours. About
3 months later, he got his MMR. within 1 month, his eye contact was gone, no
longer responded to the human voice, and preferred to be alone, also became very
obsessive about riding
his spring horse all hours of the day or night, he previously was afraid to even
get on it!! This is just the tip of the iceberg, as I'm sure everyone
understands.. "

I'll do it, too...my oldest son has food/environmental
allergies, asthma, and a host of other labels and health problems that I believe
originated in his full set of vaxes...I was a totally pro-vax mom until he
reacted to his 4 and 6 month DPTs...that began my research. Most striking to me
was that his BEHAVIOR and TEMPERAMENT changed so drastically. My second son,
born only a year later, had all his shots also but never really reacted badly,
although he does have some allergies and may get an ADD label someday if he
can't smile someone out of it! My 15 month old is as yet unvaxed...he is way
ahead of the others on all development except speech, is rarely sick, and seems
able at this point to tolerate all foods.
By the way, my family is very supportive of my decision not to vax, especially
my mother-in-law...she taught 5th grade for over 30 years, and could see a huge
difference in her students over the years regarding health and behavior.
Several of her siblings and one parent died of cancer, which had never before
been in her family...she clearly remembers her father marching them all to the
high school for the polio sugar cubes. And she watched what happened to my son
and READ everything I gave her...there is no doubt in her mind that vaccines are
injuring children.

None of my kids have been vaxed for whooping cough. They all
caught whooping cough last fall. It was going around the community and all the
neighborhood kids were fully vaxed but still got whooping cough. In fact my
unvaxed kids caught it from fully vaxed kids. My kids did not get it as severe
or as long as the vaxed kids. I did NOT give any of my kids antibiotics either
and they all recovered nicely.
After whooping cough went through the community I had to wonder what all the
excitement is about. In older children this is a relatively mild disease.
After whooping cough went through the house I was absolutely sure I made the
right choice in not vaxing the kids. Now that the older children have all had
it, they won't bring it home to the baby and he too can catch it at an older age
as nature intended. It is a scary decision to vax or not to vax your child
but with education you will feel more secure about making the right choices.
After everything I have learned I am more afraid of the vaccine than the actual
diseases now.

A friend of mine was given a rubella shot by her doctor, the day after her
daughter was born. She was breastfeeding and took her daughter home. Two weeks
later her daughter was admitted to NICU with encephalitis - she lapsed into a
coma and was in a coma for 10 days. She is now almost 9 months old, and has not
yet rolled over, and is unable to sit up. This mother is searching for answers
to help her baby recover and to find out why this happened. (I think it was
caused by the Rubella shot - but I am not an expert) Any information and advice
will be greatly appreciated.

Hello, I am new to this list and I guess this is as good a
time as any to introduce myself...I am a SAHM of 4 children ages 3, 5, 10 and
14. married 16 years. My 10 year old daughter reacted to her 16 mos. shots.
At 10 days post shot she had a high fever and what followed where 4 years of
high pitch night screams, loss of motor control in all 4 limbs, stopped
walking, monthly episodes of 24hr. high fevers...We use a Chiropractor for
our family doctor, in fact I had just began working for one when she reacted.
I have read more then most medical students or doctors ever will on vaccines.
Tedd Koren is a great source for info, books, etc. Met him in person and love
him! Daughter is doing well now, 5 years since her last episode with the
fevers, Two sons have never been vaccinated (and over my dead body will I
ever) and oldest daughter 14 has not had one since she was 2. All much
healthier now, don't buy Tylenol at all, and I thank God for throw-up,
diarrhea and fevers as I know their bodies are working right!

My son had eczema as an infant. He got the HepB his first
day of life, which contained 12.5 mcg of mercury. I had to hold his hands in
bed to keep him from scratching bloody holes in his face. The pediatrician's
office vaccinated him on top of treating him for eczema (steroid creams),
even at the same "well-baby" visit (well when you go in, sick when you come
out). Eventually, we found out he had mercury toxicity, among other things.
He has autism, diagnosed at 2.5 years old.

Hi all---I am in Montana, and had to put in my two cents
worth: A huge sign at our local YMCA said "Last month I got the flu vaccine
and I have been sick ever since." That same week, I was in our local grocery
store which just added a pharmacy, and saw an old friend waiting there
for service. She looked horrid, red-faced, shaking, wrapped up in her coat.
When I got a chance I walked over near her; she was shaking so much her
eyeballs seemed to be shaking too, and she could not focus on me...she said
"My temp is 105....got the flu shot and the pneumonia shot
yesterday....having bad reaction..." When I asked what they told her to do
about it, she said they gave her Tylenol Cold medicine. I left there sooo
glad we do not even mess around with any vaccines.

My son was diagnosed with rubella today. My doctor was
laughing because I was like "That's it???" He has the rash and I didn't know
what it was.

I haven't been to the sight in a while(loss of internet
usage for a while). Anyway, I live in Southern Illinois and the Southern
Illinois Regional Health Board decided one day last year that my son had to
receive his vaccinations or he could not attend school. My doctor wrote the
proper letters out and they denied it and said that autism was not a good
enough reason not to take his vaccinations. I am not against vaccinations
per say, but when you watched your child regress after his first set of MMR's
-move hell or high water, my child wasn't taking them. My son's doctor(DAN
doctor) represented the correct paperwork diagnosing him with
Immuno-defficiency and I presented the board with my options things went
better. I let them know that my son would attend public school and that if
it took taking the vaccinations to get that we would consider it if they
would sign papers that were drawn up by my attorney stating that if there was
any regression in my son the state of Illinois would be liable for up to
$1,000.000. Heads did turn and they knew that I had them over a barrel. A
signature for a shot. No brainer. They found him unprotected but in
compliance. That means that if there is an outbreak he can't go to school
for like a week. Big woopee, he likes his daycare more than school anyway
and it would give me a good excuse to take a small break from work. What
most officials do not realize is that we will fight for our kids no matter
what it takes. By the way, my doctor had already asked me that if they had
denied him again, if I would be willing to public and to go as high in the
government as I could go with this. Of course I would have. Nobody likes to
set precident but it may come the time when they don't give in and one of us
will have to fight
it. I hope that it is not me, but if I have to I have to. I'm just glad I
won my little battle and I hope you luck with yours. By the way, I
have a friend who didn't fight it for her little girl and she regressed even
further after the vaccinations.

My daughter was born in 1978 and is in the first
generation to receive the MMR which she did get at 15 months. At age 6 she
got a BAD case of the measles which the Ped confirmed. He wasn't concerned
and shrugged his shoulders when I asked how she could get the measles after
receiving the MMR. He said it happens. Then at age 12 she got the MMR
booster, then at 18 had a son who got the MMR and he has severe autism. My
point is that the MMR does not protect against measles infection. There are
many cases when there is a measles "breakout" and most of the children
getting it were vaxed.

We took our 4 month old into the ER one night to make sure
that she wasn't getting pneumonia. If we hadn't known that she had whooping
cough, the doctors never would have diagnosed that. We had to literally
teach the doctor about whooping cough. Then he left us in the room for a
half hour while he went and studied up on the issue. Funny how I had to
CONVINCE the doctor of what my dd had. He finally admitted that that may be
what she had. Then he wanted to run tests. I told him no way since the
tests aren't accurate after they start coughing so hard. They are only
accurate if you take it before you even know you have it! Then he gave her
some steroids, which I promptly threw in the garbage. I just wonder how many
people he missing diagnosing before we came in and how many whooping cough
cases he may have gotten right after we left! It was just funny how he
didn't believe us since she didn't have any other signs/ symptoms if she
wasn't coughing at the time. He just didn't know a thing about whooping
cough, that's for sure.

Daughter, 12 yrs chronic ear infections normal speech
until 18 mo then intelligible needed sp ther
swelling of hands/feet/mouth, now experiences chronic joint pain Son, 10 yrs
Normal healthy devt, until 15mo. Seizure, high pitched screaming, total loss
of speech, hand flapping, loss of eye contact, loss of affection, refuses to
look at self in mirror (sign of abused child!). $1000s in sp ther, spec
schools and detox. Now he can pass for "normal" with lots of help from
tutors, etc. But I will always look at him and curse the medical
establishment for robbing him of what he could have been, what he was born to
be....a healthy happy kid.

all I can tell you is to please please read all you can on
the studies that are coming out. I had heard a neighbor tell me her nephew
has autism and was brought on my MMR vaccines. I asked the Dr and of course
he just rolled his eyes and said that none of his patients had ever gotten
autism from vaccines. From that day forward we had a very strained
relationship. He pressured me on each visit to vaccinate my son with the MMR.
He had been fully vacc'd up until this time (15 mos). At that time he had a
vocab of about 10 words, was walking fine and progressing just fine. He had
had problems since birth that now I believe to be from early vaccines. reflux
from birth, he had quit breathing on my several times by the time he was 6
mos old, cried a lot, his left eye was turning in to name a few.
I gave in and let them vac him with the MMR. Shortly after he developed this
weird peanut allergy that was terrible. He had always eaten peanut products
with no problem and then all of the sudden they were making him sick and
giving him huge whelps. This ordeal lasted about 9 mos, today he eats peanut
products without any problems.
After the 15 mo. booster he quit talking immediately and didn't utter a word
for a full year. When he did try to start talking it was very different than
when he had been talking at the 15 mos time. We have been through countless
Dr appts and all kinds of medical testing and have nothing to show for it.
His problem is in the processing of info...or so I think. He has received 18
mos of speech therapy to which I dont think has been a major help but I will
do anything that will remotely help him.
He is almost 4 yrs now and is classified as mildly speech delayed (very very
shy too). He has come a long way in the past 2 years and I really believe it
is from supplements, homeopathy and prayer.

Your Dh is correct, and that was my beef with the medical
community 10 years ago. Back when I was new to all this and my son was 3, I
took him to a Doctor who had a great reptation for diagnosing autism from
"other" things. I took in my son, a breathing lump of humanity with no
skills, and plopped him on the floor. The MD was super nice, asking
questions, and gently touching my son. I was depressed, upset and broke,
having just spent $40,000 at a childern hospital only to be told my son
had a neurological issue.
I took a tape player from my purse and turned it on and said this is my son
last Christmas. The MD sits there listening to the happy sounds of the
morning and finally ask, "So where is your son, I cannot hear him?" My son at
the time buzzed and stimmed and this was what the MD was listening for. I
said " NO the child TALKING is my son, hear him talk about the race car
and how the cars go 'round and 'round.? Hear him open the package and say
"It's a dumper, a dump truck." THAT IS MY SON!! The MD says "That cannot be
this child, was is another child in your home?" I take out the matching
photos of him opening the package with the dump truck, the photo of him
holding a toy whale, something he talked in depth about on the tape. The MD
lets out low whistle, and looks and me and says, if this is not staged, and I
see no reason why you would do such a thing, then I cannot believe this child
in my office and that child on the tape are the same. No wonder you are so
upset. I have NO IDEA what cause this to happen.
I then ask point blank, "Is my son autistic?" and he answered, "This child in
the office LOOKS autistic in many ways, but if he is the child on the tape,
he CANNOT BE. Autism is from birth, not a regressive disorder. Something had
happened...but I have no clue as to what is could be, I have never seen this
before. That was 1995, back when we were first begining to hear of
"regressive autism" The 1990's gave us the over dosing of mercury, and my son
being born in 1992 was at the begining of this mess. The MD moved away before
I learned of mercury poison, but wherever he is I am sure by now he has seen
100's of these kids.
Your child was born normal...never let anyone kid you on that issue. Now you
fight back, that is all we can do. We are quickly growing into a group that
cannot be denied. I do not know if you have heard of the gene study or not,
but this year a group of mice studied with mercury turned autistic. Some did,
some didn't....why a gene difference that allows the body to detox the
mercury. Proof positive that some childern cannot handle the mercury burden.
Chin up, fight on, your son is young, there is time and so much more help out
there today than when I started this journey. I'll keep you in my
prayers.....

I use to take care of a child that had permanent brain
damage and life-long seizures from the DTaP vaccine. She was a normal child
until she received the DTaP vaccine. She will never have a normal life again
due to the DTaP vaccine. She was around 10 when I cared for her, but
mentally she was the age of a 6 month old. She could not speak, she
could not feed herself, when she would walk she would fall down constantly.
I would not recommend the DTaP vaccine.

XXXXX has whooping cough. She seems worse at night...much
disturbed sleep from coughing and puking...the odd thing is in between
episodes, she is perfectly normal....no fever...Dr XXXXXsaid her ears, throat
and lungs are all clear, thank GOD....the cough is *very* scary...it looks
like she is choking and there is nothing we can do about it...
You know I chose to let her have these shots and they DIDN'T work. We have
chosen to start her on antibiotics so she can't pass it on to others.... Now
my chest is very tickly....please pray I don't get it... Dr XXXX said even
though she got the shots, they don't work for everyone....he didn't seem too
surprised....she is on the antibiotic so she wont spread it to anyone else
after 5 days, but it wont help her get over it any quicker--he said usually
3-7 weeks.... She did better last night--I got a humidifier at WM and she
only woke twice coughing...(that I heard--I have been so tired I suppose it
is possible for her to awaken and me not hear her)
Poor little thing, I want to cry every time she has an epidode--you know how
they stare at you the whole time waiting for an answer and there is just
nothing I can do.... I am coughing for sure now, and I just pray it won't go
through the entire family!

My DH and I live in Australia and have 2 sons - DS1 is
3.5yo, DS2 is 23mo.
DS1 was vaccinated according to the schedule until 18mo, in spite of what I
now believe to have been reactions to his 4mo vax (an hour or so after it, he
developed a siezure type behaviour, which lasted - on and off - for several
months, and he developed eczema at 5mo - this recurs each year around the
same time). Ever since, we have been trying to improve our diet, lifestyle
etc to improve our (and especially his) health and natural immunity.
DS2 was vaccinated according to the schedule until 6mo, and then we "woke up"
and decided we really needed to do some more research.
We have decided to indefinitely delay any further vaccinations, and do a lot
more research

That was me as well. Yes I was that trusting of the
medical community and ignorant about vaccinations. It took my son going into
seizures THREE different times, THREE rounds of this, not three seizures, to
realize that it was vax related. I shudder to think what could have happened
to him, and what might happen to him and his sister if they ever decide to
get vaccinations. I consider myself lucky that the vaxes didn't kill him or
put him in a life long coma. I can't believe how ignorant I was in
retrospect. I didn't want to see it, so I didn't. Not until I had to.

My husband is studying human biology and anatomy. He
recently was reading about Tetanus. He found that Tetanus is a disease that
used to occur in horses, 100 years ago (before the age of cars). Before we
had cars, horses were the main form of transportation. Their shoes were
nailed to their hoofs and old nails could carry the tetanus if the horse had
been infected. If a person was pierced by an old nail that used to be in an
infected horse, they can come down with tetanus.
Nowadays, in order to possibly contract tetanus, you would have to A: be
pierced by a nail that was B: at one time attached to a horse who was C:
infected with the tetanus virus. According to this information, the odds of
getting this disease today are so high that it's plain silly. Yet the
vaccine is still given regularly and again given every time someone gets cut
with a piece of metal.
Is there anyone that can verify that this information about Tetanus is
correct? and if it is, then I am absolutely stunned that about 90% of the
medical professionals today are going around saying that you can get tetanus
from being cut by metal... especially since my husband read this information
in a standard textbook used by medical students. Sheeesh!

"the maker of Claritin will pay the government $282
million for shorting Medicaid on rebates."
The government is trying to stop lawsuits for vaccine injured children, As
this would "HURT" the pharmaceutical companies. Yet the government will sue
because they were over charged! My son who is 18 years old has the mental age
of a 6 month old infant who has suffered from thousands of seizures will
never have justice for what he has been through!

Speaking of useless vaccines (aren't they all?) I was
trying to hold an intelligent conversation today with a freind who is
terrified that her two year old son may have gotten Heb B if he'd not been
vaccinated. Of course, he has allergies, asthma and various other problems
including chronic ear infections... but hey, he won't get Heb B right? You
know, because she may want to take him to a heroin clinic and have the
patients bite him.
(sorry, I can't help the sarcasm sometimes. :) )

I get so disgusted and sometimes I feel like I am part of
this big conspiracy movie, just it is real and my son is the victim. Not a
night goes by where I don't wake up from terrible nightmares about me holding
my son down on the table while they inject him with mercury. I can't help but
think to myself: "I should have questioned it - I should have done my
research - I should have.... - I should have....."

Daniel had his MMR when he was 12 months old and lost all
his hair. I'm convinced it was from his injection, and that changed my mind
about vaccines.

I am so sad right now because my aunt just got back from a
funeral for a beautiful 2-month-old girl. She was born perfectly healthy and
went in for her 2-month appointment a few days ago. The mom didn't feel right
about the shots, but the doctor told her that she had to do it. The little
girl started screaming really badly as they gave her the shots and she died 5
minutes later in the mom's arms I am just crushed for this family. She was a
beautiful, healthy little girl, and now she's gone Its so sad.

When my son reacted to the Prevnar vaccine, I called the
pediatrician. He said it couldn't have been the Prevnar, it must have been
tetanus, it is the most reactive vaccine. When I told him he received one
shot, he was speechless for a few seconds, then said, "We will not give him
that vaccine again."
They give so many vaccines at one time anymore, there is no way of knowing
what causes a reaction. Then it makes it much easier not to report an adverse
event for them.

Classical Homeopathy can help!
My daughter (2 years last June) is delayed in everything she does. She was
full term c-section and is completely un-vaccinated. Why the delays...?????
Because of all the toxic garbage she inharited
from ME! I have been FULLY VAX'd and on medications all my life, severe
asthma, allergies and in my 20's after boosters to travel acquired HBP,
thyroid problems and the depression started to set in
as I couldn't take all those meds as they clouded my head and made me feel
like I was 90!
Anyway, both my daughter and I have been seeing a classical homeopath for
about a year. We have both made AMAZAING progress. She has nearly caught up
in her speach and has finally started to run, etc. The progress has been
nothing short of a miracle! As of June she wasn't saying much at all but in
the last 4 months she's now singing the alphabet, Old McDonald, and many
other songs, etc. She has literally caught up with her class (montessori
daycare).
It took me YEARS to decide to finally try Homeopathy and now kick myself for
not trying it then. It's an amazing form of healthcare. Sheri offers a basic
Homeopathy course that is a WONDERFUL
introduction for newbies. It certainly made me feel much more informed as to
the Homeopathic process and what to expect, etc.
Heidi

My daughter was vaccine injured and has severe seizures,
profound mental and physical delays, etc. She has not received a shot since
the MMR at 13 months, when she went into an unstoppable status episode that
lasted until her brain waves flatlined weeks later.

My son doesnt have autism...
He is profoundly retarded, progressive microcephaly, spastic quad cp, lennox
gastaut (severe seizure disorder) hes non verbal. I had his baby hair tested
for mercury and it was 13.78mcg. This was for a 17lb infant.
The woman who told me to have his baby hair tested for mercury had gone
through the vaccines courts and won her case her child had Lennox Gastaut
also. Her child passed away two years ago at age 16.

At my sons school, There are the most critical sick
children in my whole state, There was a flu outbreak at the school, how many
children died...None.
My son did have the flu vaccine last year, He developed hand tremors shortly
after, He still has these tremors (like Parkinson's disease) He will not be
getting the flu vaccine this year or any other year! Oh, dear. Is there a
way you can see a homeopath. This can very likely be reversed.
Another woman from one of my support groups, Her child is very sick with
severe seizures, Hes been getting worse everyear...She was telling us that
her child just lays there now in a full body tremor, This is not a seizure)
This happened shortly after taking the flu vaccine. He can not even hold his
head up any longer. I ask her if her son has ever had the flu vaccine, She
said Yes hes been getting every year for the last 15 years, I told her about
the mercury in the vaccines...She had no idea, And was very angry to find
this out.
Oh, my god.

Yeah they tried to say the same in my case where my dh
contracted HIB just days after her DPT/HIB vaccine and was killed,
but the whole medical staff said it was just a coincidence till we went to
court then the judge told HHS attorney to go settle this with me and they
didn't want this a precedence or something like that.

Hi my name is XXXX and i live in XXXXX
with my son who has various difficulties. When he was 3 months old he had an
anaphalactic shock seconds after his dtp jab. At 3 he had an EEG done which
showed slow spike waves consistant with Angelman's Syndrome although he
isn't Angelman's. Now at aged 7 he is tactile defensive, hyperactive, still
drools, learning difficulties and is on the autistic spectrum. Any ideas as
to whats going on with him ?Response:I regret the problems with your boy.
Unfortunately, vaccine damage is rampant and authorities are in denial.

I'm not an expert or anything, but have a son who has
behavioral issues which were caused by 17 anti-biotic courses between the age
of 6months and 2.5 yrs old which destroyed his gut ... i.e. almost one course
per month ... we have 90% managed to succeed in correcting this which was
relatively easy as we were fortunate as he was not a severe case by any
autistic standard I've read and read lots over the years and taken matters
into my own hands since I can no longer trust doctors/G.P's. what I want to
say, is don't give up and never say never ... I don't want to give you false
hope, but the human body is an amazing machine and can
self-correct/self-repair itself given the opportunity unfortunately sometimes
the opportunity costs a lot of $$$, so it's catch22 ..if i can make some
suggestions ...
1. read Willis' "Mastering Autism" book ... you can find
it here and it's free to download and read as well as other papers.http://willis.ionablue.com
or http://www.ionablue.com/willis/
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2. I highly recommend that you have a Hair Mineral
Analysis done for your son. These are relatively cheap and give a very good
indication as what is nutritionally going with your son especially the toxic
metals if any ... and/or deficiencies
3. another excellent source of information i find is
http://www.autismwebsite.com/ari/treatment/treatment.htm
4. a keyword here as far as the brain is
concerned is "sensory integration". this can be as simple as listening to
Mozart music or very complicated and expensive using EEG brainwave feedback
exercises. however this would be the last thing on the list perhaps until all
the other factors are looked into regarding metal toxicity, gut situation,
nutrition, etc .. i could rant on but the above is possibly enough to get you
started.

Brief history: My son got his preliminary diagnosis of
ASD at 17 mos. Normal development prior to 1st b-day, except never any
pointing or words (did babble though). First ear infection 1 week after 1st
bday, which was also his MMR and Pox vac. Antibiotics for 2 months, and none
since. I (mom) cannot make antibodies to Rubella, and was revaccinated
twice--5 yrs prior and 2 days after my son's birth. Did not nurse him, but I
developed Lupus and chronic eye/sinus problems since the 2nd MMR (yes, I'm
sure it was the cause!)

I don't know if vaccines hurt my boys or not. However, I
would not vaccinate ever again. I have watched the face of our DAN doctor
and BIOSET practitioners and they have spoken of the horrors of vaccines--not
the additives, but the vaccines themselves. It is disgusting how they are
made and what they are made of. We live in California and I have had the
opportunity to see other families who do not vaccinate. Seeing their
apple-cheeked, healthy, smart, well-behaved children makes me so jealous. I
just believe that the incidence of disease is so low, it does not make sense
to inject yucky viruses into a beautiful healthy baby. The benefits are so
minimal. I mean think about hepatitis. Why do we put that crap into a
beautiful newborn? It is disgusting stuff. Furthermore, you have to put
more of that stuff in when the effects wear off.

for us...all was the same EXCEPT the MMR. No MMR for my
second son as thats when we lost the first. Now second son is perfect
(well, mild speech delay) but has been analyzed out the ying yang and no
autism or any other related disorder. For us I think it was some combo
of all that mercury (I had RhoGAM shots too..with both) and the MMR. Somehow
that live virus just sent him over the edge. 3rd baby has had no vaccines at
all.

A tech. came over and took our blood. Oddly enough, they
suspected Rubella even though I had been vaccinated and my son had been
vaccinated (I had all the records on hand by this time).
Now if the vaccination works why would they suspect rubella, especially in a
child that had just been vaccinated? Obviously not as confident in the
vaccinations as they would like us to believe.

I am just about to start calculating my sons Thimerosal
intake and would like to know how to calculate his DPT Hib intake.
Also, of course I had had many (multiple miscarriages) Rhogam shots, prior to his conception, during his gestation, and after his birth
And of course I had a mouth full of amalgam (now removed prior to the birth
of my now 10 week old baby) Poor little number one guy, he didn't have a
chance against all that mercury. Reading Evidence of Harm has at
least given me new inspiration, if you haven't read it, get it!

We are currently stepping up to chelating my 14 year old
daughter that after her hep b series and DPT booster at 11, her health began
to take a major downturn. She first became a viral type, 17 warts at one time
on the soles of her feet several months after the vaccines.Then she got
"toxic" looking, very puffy face she looked very inflamed. She became very
tired, almost struck me as the
beginnings of chronic fatigue. Then she developed Raynauds, (cold bluish
extremities) Then she developed severe mold, dust allergies. Then she
developed exercise intolerance, she would be severely breathless playing
sports/running. DAN said she had asthma induced by severe GI reflux. Now he
has treated her with H2 gi meds, her asthmatic like symptoms are gone. Her
warts are gone, the puffy look is gone, her color has returned. We are going
to start chelating over the summer months. She said she feels like she did
prior to the screwed up feelings after those damn shots she got at 11.

my husband got shingles 2 weeks after my son got his
varicella vaccine. it was above his eye. he was in terrible pain for 2 weeks
saying it was poison oak. I finally dragged him to the dermatologist who told
him he could have lost his eye sight. it was in his optical nerve.

how can you tell if a child has regressed or not when most
of the kids were given a Hepatitis B on
the first day of life? Also, my son had a series of stepwise regressions
rather than the one major regression that most people talk of after
vaccination. If he hadn't had subsequent regressions I
probably would have never thought about his fever/screaming post MMR, etc as
a regression.

I didn't give my second son any vaccines and yet he
regressed into autism at 5 1/2 months after we had our carpets
cleaned and he sucked on a costume jewelry bracelet. I had an MMR 6 months
prior to becoming pregnant. He did have some mild symptoms of autism
prior to 5 1/2 months some repetitive movements with his hands/wrist
and sensitive hearing (would cry at strange sounds). But at 5 1/2 months
he stopped responding to his name and started hand flapping flapping. I
tracked Wakefield down at the Boston DAN to ask him if I could have
possibly given my son the measles virus through my breast milk. I think
he said he didn't know. I also asked him if maybe he
got it from my first born son, who likely has measles encephalopy and
measles in his gut. Maybe he is shedding live virus in his stool.

No MMR for my second son as thats when we lost the first.
Now second son is perfect (well, mild speech delay) but has been analyzed out
the ying yang and no autism or any other related disorder. For us I think it
was some combo of all that mercury (I had RhoGAM shots too..with both) and
the MMR. Somehow that live virus just sent him over the edge. 3rd baby has
had no vaccines at all.

That's what we did with XXXX's MMR. We questioned the
vaccine and it's link to autism. A friend of a friend had a then 10 year old
who regressed into severe autism after his vaccinations. Our doctor told us
that there is no link and that the reason people associate the two is because
autism just "naturally occurs" when babies are 18 months old and it happens
to coincide with the time of the vaccine. Three people then held XXXX down,
while he was screaming and crying, and injected him with the MMR and some
other vaccines. He stopped talking the very next day and has never said
another word. He's since been diagnosed with severe autism.
I feel like such an idiot. If only I knew then what I know now... I just
trusted the doctor so much.... (He later told me that there's no way XXXX is
autistic b/c XXXX loves me. That autistic children don't love their
mothers"). For two years he told me that crap until the day I walked in
waving his diagnosis. I swear to you that he did not say one word. Not even
an apology. Or a sigh. Nothing. He just stood there staring at me stonefaced
until I took my son and left. I pray that other parents are spared this
agony. I'm just inching through the Kirby book b/c it makes me so mad. The
more I find out, the angrier I get. Shoot, my blood is boiling right now -
just remembering what happened.

BTW, I find the late booster regressions the most
interesting because of the "theory" that 18 months is the age when most kids
would regress anyway. It just blows another hole in mainstream
medicines "theories".

He developed lupus around 15 years old, about a year after
his first three dental amalgams : (

My younger son born in September 1996 I delayed vaccines.
I did not start vaccinating him until he was 20 months old, skipped Hep B,
most of the Pertussis and he never got his 2nd MMR. My younger son's
diagnosis is Communications Disorder NOS and Sensory Integration Dysfunction
with autistic traits. I fully believe my younger son would have had a full
blown autism diagnosis had I
vaccinated him from birth. When he was born in 1996, all the literature I
could find recommended delaying vaccines until the immune system was more
mature, so that is what I did. I sure wish I had had the internet then, to
know what I know now! By the way, when my younger son was getting evaluated
(at age 4 1/2), I made a video montage of his life from birth to help the
psychologist evaluate him. Our psychologist (who knew nothing about his
vaccine schedule) told me after watching the video "I started seeing problems
with him on the video at age 20 months". Hmmmm.

I tried to tell her mom not to get her vaccinated, but she
wouldn't listen to me. She had that smart look to her. You know that one
where the eyes just glow? They had her vaccinated and I watched it vanish.
Nothing I could do, but shake my head.

I can't wait to see that in my grandbaby. And I know she
is going to be smart too because we didn't get her vaccinated. Boy, I think
back to what my son went through all because of their toxic trash they were
shooting us his veins and it really makes me sick. What a sick society we
live in! You just have to try not to think about. It's to late for him, his
ruined.

I just want to thank you all for the support! My son is a
newly diagnose in the spectrum. Searching i found out about mercury poisoning
and remembered that he became fussy and showing signs of distress sometime in
December 2002 when he was 6 months old, right after he had been
massively vaccinated (8 shots). I remember taking him to the pediatrician and
complain that something was going wrong with him. The pediatrician did not
find anything, thought that I was probably neurotic, and kept on poisoning
him, with my permission. I had all the disease that they vaccinate kids for,
and those disease don't kill anybody they last a single week and you will be
immune forever. I feel guilty I allow this to happen.

I know how you feel. We trusted our Dr so much too. We
asked about the whole autism-vaccine connection when Ryan was getting his
vaccines. His Dr told us that there was no link. Study after study had been
done and autism was genetic. I truly believed her and we went ahead with
Ryan's vaccines. Big Mistake. I still do take my youngest son to this Dr and
he gets no vaccines. She asks every time and we refuse every time. She
doesn't really push the issue. She says she can't make us do it and continues
to see our youngest son for his well baby visits. Besides the whole vaccine
thing I do believe she is a good dr. She is at least good about not
prescribing medications unless absolutely needed and was good about referring
Ryan to early intervention when we first started noticing delays. I cringe
every time I take one of my kids to the Dr and see a bunch of tiny innocent
babies in the waiting room just knowing that they are going to be injected
with a bunch of toxic garbage.

Their big lie about measles vaccine causing encephalitis
only rarely. I cried when I read that. That's what they are going to tell
worried parents who are not sure what to do but who trust them ...and the
poor innocent babies.

Today has been one year since my son was injured from his
last round of vaccines. I do not know why dates are important but I was
dreading this day. It has been a very long year. I have to say after reading
this email I have tears of joy. This started as a crazy idea after I
testified on this issue. I realized that it is going to take all of us
coming together as one to make a difference. I have three boys who have been
injured by vaccines. I may have missed the first two boy's reactions but I
know without a doubt what happen to my son on April 28, 2004.

I just read on Dr. Mercola's site that the Hep B has mercury in it? Could
this be correct? My friend's newborn has severe reflux, not putting her birth
weight back on (4 weeks old), was sent to a neuro
because of the reflux, rolling her eyes back, and startles easily. He said
she is fine just her eyes are immature and to go to a GI. She didn't take my
advice about her now two year old. She had the hep B at birth What is wrong
with people!! People are brain washed by the MD's. I wish I would get through
to just one person!!! It makes me so mad because I am so open minded. UGH
just venting

I just hope people smarten up and stop getting them...even
before I was anti-vaxx I was anti flu shot. My doc had all pregnant women be
mandatorally vaxxed when I was pregnant with my second (or they had to leave
the practice) and he's been labeled autistic. I think the flu shot played
into that....

I'm just starting the bio med approach at 15 (almost 16).
I stupidly accepted the PDD NOS NLD diagnosis and ran with it years ago.
We've spent countless hours in different therapies, tutoring, LD schools
(20,000/yr) etc., until this past year when I started looking at the
underlying causes! I am totally convinced that my 15 yr old has chronic
fatigue, IBS, sleep disturbances, NLD, etc., and it's all caused by mercury
poisoning and way overuse of antibiotics in his infancy. I envy all you folks
who have discovered the problem at 2 and 5 and 10 years of age! I just hope
that we can get some results at this late stage!

Hi I have a child who is very ill. she is getting in home
services from school at this time. My child was a A+ student, college bound,
advance classes, popular with students and teachers. very happy. and
very athletic. won many trophies, was very competitive in school and out of
school. when entering the 8th grade they told me we had to give her the
vaccine to enter J.H.S. We did . The school lost her injections records and
we ended putting the shots 4x. She started getting Migraine head ache,
Stomach pain and bloating stomach, developed sinus, and chronic diarrhea, she
could not eat ,sleep, eventually she had to be send home for a home school
services program, the only conclusion from the Doc was that she had developed
acid reflux, and had irritable bowel syndrome she is till in the home. she is
now 16 and still sick. it brakes my heart she has no school friends. and seem
so sad at time I just don't know what else to do for my child I did not know
about Mercury poisoning at that time. I believe my child has been mercury
poisoned.

When they ask why my 2 year old did not get the HEP B
vaccine, I say "because she is too young to have sex, I do not allow her to use
IV heroin and we have no plans in the near future to travel to the Amazon basin
for tattoos." Unfortunately I did not know this information when her poor 4
year old brother was butchered by the HEP B vaccine.

FYI my 2 year-old NT daughter got eczema after a HIB (with a
date of 1999 i.e., contained thimerosal) and got eczema a couple of months
later. I asked the doctor before he gave her the shot if it contained
thimerosal and he said, "NO!" He lied

Our niece received her first vaccines on a Friday in October
15 years ago. Monday she had a near sids episode (they saved her), and she is
living in a nursing home today in a vegetative state. They call it a "near sids"
episode, do you think it had anything to do with the vaccine? uhhhhhhhhhhh...yes......

I am also rh negative and received 2 Rhogam - I had about 7
amalgam fillings(I have removed them some years ago as I started having strange
night tremors) - and I am a mother of 2 autistic children

am a Rhogam mom who has NO fillings at all. My son is doing
well with lots of chelation, but we are still not finished. We have been
chelating for 3 years now (low and slow). We are almost finished and are
embarking on HBOT this summer as well as some other alternative stuff. I am
pregnant with #2 and will not have Rhogam this time around as well as no
vaccinations! Wish us luck -- this is a real leap of faith as you all can
imagine!

I only had one small amalgam. My son regressed very
late--after his kindergarten boosters. I am rh negative--had rhogam with all
three of my boys (I have one child with an ASD).

My son was mercury-injured primarily AFTER birth (although I
was forced to have an MMR prior to becoming pg (fertility specialist refused to
help us unless I got it) and then was forced to have an epidural (twins) during
delivery), but the majority of his injury came from his vaccinations, and thus
he had the typical regressive autism diagnosis, but what I've found is
that other people don't WANT to hear what we now know. After our son's diagnosis
and my extensive research, I tried to tell everyone that would listen to
question the "required" immunizations and get all the facts for themselves
instead of believing all the hype the government wants us all to believe, and I
just got accused of being a terrible mom for not wanting to vaccinate my kids.
People apparently ENJOY having their heads in the sand, so until we can
conclusively PROVE what caused our kids to get sick (with all of us
chelating and keeping documentation on the mercury we get out of these kids
hopefully we can eventually prove that) they will continue to blindly follow
what 99% of doctors still say, like a bunch of sheep. Sad, but true :(

I continually tell people we have medical documentation our
son was vaccine damaged. I couple that with you'll have to step over my cold
dead body before he ever gets another shot! Just fire back at them that hot lots
of vaccines are noted but not pulled. So take your chances people, I'm not.For
the real hard heads I query why a 2 day old baby has to have a
Hep B supposedly good for 7 years and only caught from sex or dirty needles. If
you haven't read Evidence of Harm yet it is full of wonderful ammunition for
good Moms like you.

I am the mother of an ASD boy and recently I met a
mother who has an 8 year old daughter who has severe sensory dysfunction. After
her 2 year vaccines she could no longer tolerate wearing clothes and would throw
them off. She could not tolerate clothes till age four plus. She is verbal and
goes to public school with a classroom aide. I referred her Mom to
generation rescue, ARI, EOH and she i s totally on board. Her appointment with a
DAN is not for 5 months. My 8 year old autistic son does not have sensory issues
to this degree.

Did anyone see this story tonight? 2.5 minute story on how
bad mercury coming from coal burning power plants is for children. I guess
injecting it into a baby or pregnant mom is okay though.

No one really understands the heartache that you go through
as a parent. That I inadvertently caused this damage due to the trust I placed
in our medical establishments and their regulations and requirements. Some
days I'm so angry I don't know what to do.

Our former VBA therapist told me that she had a theory that
the autism epidemic came in part from the "college boom" where more people were
going to college and the parents were having to get all of these boosters. Not
everyone goes to the trouble of keeping records and just gets revaccinated.

My son is a newly diagnose in the spectrum. Searching i found
out about mercury poisoning
and remembered that he became fussy and showing signs of distress sometime
when he was 6 months old, right after he had been massively vaccinated (8
shots). I remember taking him to the pediatrician and complain that something
was going wrong with him. The pediatrician did not find anything, thought that I
was probably neurotic, and kept on poisoning him, with my permission. I had all
the disease that they vaccinate kids for, and those disease don't kill anybody
they last a single week and you will be immune forever. I feel guilty I allowed
this to happen. I am determined to cure my child.

My son with autism (8 yo) has been vaccinated thru his two
year old shots. My daughter (5yo) has not been vaccinated at all. Their
baby books are identical as far as developmental milestones go up until my son
received a series of five shots at once at 19 months.

Why do you think your son lost his language at 7? Was this
after any vaccines?
Looking back, it wasn't a sudden regression. Knowing what I do now, I'm sure it
was a combination of DPT shot at 5 and work done on our house (we live in a
historic house, so most likely lead paint).

So I would just steer clear of them completely. My youngest
is not vaxxed and is healthy and developing on track. There is no way I will let
a needle come near him and risk having him taken from me as my other boys were.

I had mercury-free Rho Gam, but 5 mercury-full shots
with another pregnancy. I've got a mouth full of metal, he was fully vaccinated,
I used the wrong shampoo and ate tuna, it goes on and on...I'm sure both he and
I are fully heavy metal toxic. He was clearly different from
birth. He's now 2 1/2.
My heart nearly exploded when I watched my next son exhibited the more typical
normal start and decline into autism at twelve months of age. As he is only 11
months older than my other son, we didn't realize that the vaccines were such a
big part of this picture. My little guy
received full vaccinations until he was 9 months old. We finally put an end to
the madness and stopped the shots for both.
Although the gov't recommended the end of thimerosal-laden shots in 1999 and got
more serious about it in 2001, both of my boys (born in 2002 and 2003) received
shots full of mercury. I got the lot numbers and found several of them were made
in 1998!!! I am so mad. I even had the Thimerosal conversation with my doctor
who adamantly asserted that there was no vaccine-autism connection. XXXXXis now
1 1/2, and he is chelating. He's been gf/cf and seeing DAN! docs since he was 12
months old. You are not alone.

PS My daughter who is 14 went to the doctor (A NEW ONE!!) for
a check-up last month. The nurse tried to give her a tetanus shot full of
mercury. I said NO WAY! Then she brought out a single dose vial and said they
were phasing out the older kind; would we like this one with less mercury? THE
THIMEROSAL IS STILL OUT THERE...ALL OVER THE PLACE!

My heart nearly exploded when I watched my next son exhibited
the more typical normal start and decline into autism at twelve months of age.
As he is only 11 months older than my other son, we didn't realize that the
vaccines were such a big part of this picture. My little guy received full
vaccinations until he was 9 months old. We finally put an end to the madness
and stopped the shots for both.

He received the Hep-B vaccine after being in this world only
two hours. I don’t think we ever really got to know who he was.

My parents just told me about a friend of theirs whose 13yo
grandaughter just began having severe OCD, irrational fears, whithdrawing from
people, etc... (sound familiar - arrrrgh!).
Apparently, this all happened out of the blue. I don't know when this
girl had her last vaccs., but it wouldn't surprise me if it was recently :-(.

A little girl in my 2 year old daughter's per-school
died last week -- just a few days shy of her second birthday. She was fully
vaccinated -- including two flu shots last year. She never recovered after the
first flu shot and still the doctor insisted she have the second shot. She got
sicker and sicker and was finally diagnosed with Type I diabetes around 14
months of age. The doctors said it was hereditary, even though no one in her
extended family has diabetes -- one grandmother has arthritis.
While it is unlikely that two doses of the flu shot could bring on Type I
diabetes ... I would think that 3 DTaP, 3 polio, 4 HIB, 3 HEP B, 4 Prevnar, 2
influenza (am I missing anything), MMR, Variacella all before 14 months of age
-- laced with 50 micrograms of mercury from her flu shots probably could trigger
all kinds of catastrophic reactions.
The death of these kids is tragic -- and I believe that they would have had a
far better chance had their little bodies not been filled with all that crap at
such an early age.
Of the 18 kids in my daughter's mommy and me preschool class, 6 are either not
vaccinated or "under vaccinated." The word is getting out -- and now one of the
mother's from the other camp just asked to borrow one of my 10 copies of "What
Your Doctor may Not Tell You about Vaccines."

I have often thought of this as well, medical coverage for
all the GI issues, neuro's yeast infections, ear infections, allergists,
supplements, compounded meds ect,,,,,,,add up quick state wide, therapy,
equipment the money in SSI disability that takes away from some retired person
who worked so hard to have money there when they retired were robed of it
because of stuff in mandatory shots given to my son.

When my daughter was an infant she was having seizures, but
our then pediatrician kept telling us she wasn't (they were VERY mild). Looking
back, we feel the seizures occured around the times of her vaccinations. At
least the last time she was vaccinated, around 15-
18 mo's we know she threw a mild seizure 2 days later.

As heart breaking as it is, my neighbor just called and said
her 5 yr old son has a fever of 104 degrees and was throwing up. The day after
his DTAP and IPV vaccine shot. (Of course the doctor claims it's all
"coincidental".) I am physically ill to hear this, as I know of many stories of
how these type of reaction has been tragic.

They poisoned my baby and REQUIRED by law that I do so ...all
the while mandateing that I sign off on all the (supposed...miniscule) risks and
scrambling to pass legislation to protect them from litigation and leaving my
baby drooling on the floor with me no help desperate and grieving.

you won't believe who called us today.........CDC
hey we filed our VAERS yesterday on 4 batches that we had clear reactions to and
in 3 where notes in the ER reports on it being vaccination reactions, and today
the VAERS office called me for more details and asked if we would be willing to
send testing documentation and med records on all the reactions........is this
normal? did others get contacted? they told me that they are closely
monitoring and looking into reactions right now, that they are of high interest
and that every case is investigated to see if there really are connected to
vaccination reactions. I told them that I looked up my child lot numbers on
line to find 5 children died in 24 hours (one 6 hours after injection) and
another in 13 days after the same vaccinations my son got, one child in the
same state got the same one my son did was hospitalized for 14 days with a blood
infection and had to have 4 toes removed from it. another got a bacteria
infection in there spinal fluid. Another lung issues, several hospital over
stays, close to a hundred kids developing seizures, vomiting, fevers, knots in
legs and arms and hive type reactions. and the list goes on. I told her my son
lost motor skills, language and now has a autism dx after his 12 month old
vaccinations. she said that 9 times out of 10 when deaths are investigated or
sickness vaccinations are ruled out as the source, she told me 5 deaths was a
small number in the thousands that get vaccinations. but she misses the point.
MOST WERE WITH IN 24 HOURS. HOW CAN THAT POSSIBLY BE COINCIDENCE. 2ND IT
WOULDN'T BE IN THE TOTAL AMOUNT OF KIDS VACCINATED IT WOULD BE ONLY THE NUMBER
THAT GET THAT LOT NUMBER GROUP. HOW MANY VACCINATIONS COME OUT OF ONE LOT WHAT
KIND OF PERCENTAGE DOES THAT LEAVE. 3RD I ASKED HER WHY THEY DON'T RECALL LOTS
THAT KILL KIDS WHEN IF A TOY IS A CHOKING HAZARD IT IS RECALLED OR REPLACED YET
THEY AREN'T REQUIRED TO DO THAT, THAT IS WHEN SHE STARTED IN WITH HOW SMALL A
NUMBER THAT IS. I TOLD HER THAT I AT THE TIME MY CHILD WAS DXED WITH AUTISM AND
HOW SEVERE HE WAS I WOULD HAVE PREFERRED HIM DEAD THEN SEE MY PREVIOUSLY NORMAL
CHILD BE AS HE WAS, SICK, NOT ABLE TO FUNCTION AND COMMUNICATE KNOWING HE WOULD
BE INSTITUTIONALIZED FOR LIFE AND neither he or us NEVER HAVE A FUTURE, THE
CONSTANT REMINDER IN MY FACE OF THE DAMAGE THEY TOLD ME I NEEDED TO ENDOW ON MY
CHILD AS A GOOD MOM, INSTEAD OF BEING ABLE TO GRIEVE AND TRY AND MOVE ON WITH
SOME HAPPINESS AT SOME POINT KNOWING THERE IS NOTHING MORE I CAN DO OR CHANGE.
PRAISE GOD OF BIOMEDICAL AND READING THAT THINGS ARE FIXABLE AND I DIDN'T LEAVE
THE NEURO THINKING NOTHING COULD GET BETTER AS HE SAID
I haven't yet found a lawyer with our sons vaccination case. 
Pardon my language but f*ck Eli Lilly with a hot iron. There
is nothing they can do to ever redeem themselves from what they have done. So
they are giving away 100k....they owe more than that to EVERY one of us to pay
for the therapies our children need from their poison.

My daughter is not autistic (we are VERY lucky our first born
happened to be a girl), but she has speech apraxia, possible ADHD, some sensory
integration disorder, and at age 4 3/4 is still working on potty training. But
by being open to fact that we were unwitting accomplices
in her injuries, we have been able to give her effective treatments. Hopefully
there will be little long term damage. I cry for all those who kids have been
absolutely destroyed by the
carelessness of pharmaceutical companies.

I have a child with complete ACC. Im sure you have already
been asked about this! I have always wondered why there are many people with acc
that have normal function and IQs and some don't? Also, why it is typical for
seizures to start around 2 years old? Until now, we just accepted this. I know
this is completely out there to most and you have probably been asked about this
before. But we don't see it this way anymore: About 3 months. ago, our son had
an acute allergic reaction to vaccines. He has been ill with severe GI issues.
Before, it was only constipation. but now I believe it might have been caused
from vaccines) We are seeing gastro for this! Anyways, I have been crash
coursing about his symptoms and vaccine side effects. I am so surprised as to
what I have learned! When you see and compare ACC medical issues with vaccine
issues, they are so similar! Yes, he has had past vaccines and no serious
reaction; but was hospitalized for seizure didn't realize this at the time) ,
but it seemed to be after vaccines. And from what I understand each time a
child is vaccinated , each reaction gets worse with children that are considered
high risk. Vaccine seizures seem to start between 15mths and 2 years. This is
typical for ACC. I have discovered the issues on vaccines is very controversial,
bitter, and just out right an impossible debate. But with having the situation
happen to us, we know different! I'm sure this is not the case for all ACC
medical issues, but feel it is for some, including my son.

Montel's show was very good. The only thing he should have
asked the NAAR gentleman in terms of vaccinating his daughter was 1. Did he
make sure that it was mercury free or did it not matter to him.? 2. His
daughter has just begun the vaccination schedule; what would he do IF after the
full set of vaccines he begins to see her failing to reach developmental
milestones and begins to shutdown from the world, will he then say it's
GENETIC? I bet he would change his tune then. (Certainly, I would not wish our
nightmare on anyone).

I have been learning all I can about the vaccination
worries. However, I wasn't aware of it before and my daughter has had all her
shots through 6 months.and a flu shot. All this makes me sick to think I could
have done this to her.

As a mother of two children--one who has autism, I was
horrified by the regression of my
perfectly normal son.

Please, God, open the eyes of people and motivate them to do
their own research. Autism is costing over $90 billion a year - more than the
war - and projected to cost $200-300 billion by 2013...Somebody has got to
listen.

I have felt as sad, outraged, horrified, mad, bewildered,
shocked, angry, horrified and every other crazy emotion knowing many, many
individuals intentionally did this to my child and MILLIONS of others. I didn't
sleep many nights so outraged.

I just got my sons evaluation report and am not happy with
one of the summary items they wrote (this after a comment in his initial eval
report).
It says the following:
"Autism is a neurogenetic syndrome, in other words, something happened very
early either to Matthew's chromosomes, or his early brain development, the first
nine to eleven weeks of gestation. His symptoms became noticeable when he was
older, and are not related to the vaccines he received. As a result, he should
continue to receive regular immunizations. There are many proposed treatments
for children with autism such as auditory training, facilitated communication,
herbal remedies, chelation therapy, and high dose vitamin therapy. Many have
little science research to support them. Some have been proven to be not helpful
and some can be harmful. It is important to review the literature and talk with
your physician and other professionals before trying an alternative approach."
Pardon my language, but can I tell you how pissed I am at this? Who the hell do
they think they are? telling me when he became autistic. How the f*ck do they
know it happened between 9-11 weeks gestation?!? and why on earth did he develop
normally until his 12 month vaccines? Screw them. I cannot even believe that
they can say this to me. And I am sick at thinking of the parents who read this
tripe and believe it and continue to vax while their children grow progressively
worse!
I don't even know what to do about this. Should I leave it alone and wait for
the evidence to prove them wrong and let them shoot themselves in the foot?
Should I wait and sue the pants off them for lying to me when my kids recover (I
hope and pray) after being chelated?
I am just annoyed beyond belief. I have an eval scheduled for my oldest son with
these same idiots so he can "get a diagnosis and receive therapy" without it I
will be forced to pay out of pocket for his therapy. But I don't know if I can
look at these people again without having a fit. I can tell you what shirt I
will be wearing if I go though my one that says "My child was poisoned by the
mercury in vaccines"
Anyone else dealing with this up close and personal like this? I know the media
is doing this to us continually but are you seeing this crap in your own
children's evals?!?

I see all these people who have damaged children and have no
idea that vaccines could have caused it. I am starting to be the "know all"
person everyone talks to now. I have people forwarding friends emails to me,
people talking to me about concerns because they have never heard of this
connection. THAT is the big problem. AT THE VERY LEAST parents should know there
is evidence to point to a connection so they can make an educated choice.....my
mom works for a doctors office and frequently has people say "wow, I would
really rather not vaccinate but I have to so I will" and she always tells them
"no you do not, you are the parent you make the decisions, if you don't want to
vax you can get a religious exemption and your child will still be able to go to
school, ect" she has had SO many people change their minds when they heard this,
they totally believed they had no rights to even make this decision! That is a
crime! so many children being harmed
by this while well meaning parents do what they think they "have to do." That's
my biggest beef in all of this.
I guess as soon as you realize this reality, the coverup and the truth of it all
there is no choice but to become an activist in it all huh? I feel like
everything I knew and believed in came into question when I realized the truth.
I was a big political person before all this and now I have no faith left in
either party. I see what has happend and I no longer have any faith in big
medicine. I don't think I will ever see an M.D. again. I'll take my D.O. (who is
our familiy doc and believe it or not does support our choice to chelate!) or my
naturopath (DAN! doc) any day....

There is great power in numbers. And what is the reason no
one wants to accept responsibility for this?????(mercury poisoning)
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Too bad we can't hurt them in the pocket. Lord knows they are
financially draining us with what they have done.

I struggle with the same issue of how, and when, to tell my
8-year old son why he has to take over 20 pills a day. When he asks now, we
simply say it's for his allergies. The truth is it's to reduce the inflammation
in his brain (he produces antibodies to his own brain) and gut and to help his
impaired methylation and detoxification systems. I have yet to figure out how
to tell him that our government mandated vaccines overtaxed his system with
mercury and
other toxins that caused this to happen to him. Not only did I, as his parent,
harm him, but our doctors, HMO and government deny any wrongdoing. What lessons
will this teach him as he becomes old enough to understand?

My heart just breaks for all of our kids who are so
POISONED! It's just sickening, isn't it? I seriously have yet to see ONE hair
test higher than XXXX's...not in any presentations at the A-1 conf, not in Andy
Cutler's Counting Rules, nowhere. If I didn't have to expend so much energy
righting the wrong of these **** inoculations I would probably be an angry,
bitter wreck...the only thing worse than a scorned woman is a scorned Mother!

Think about it, how does a parent know what their child was
actually born like when even before they come home they have been given a
vaccine...I really don't think they need to be given so early. Let the
parent/child get home and establish a baseline of health first...really, not
many children are at risk to develop hepatitis on the ride home!!

Two flu shots threw my son over the edge. He had collected
over 300mg of Thimerosal from vaccines. It made me blind with madness and
sadness but you have to move forward, educate yourself and concentrate on your
child, NEVER GIVE UP HOPE.

"Is born with the disability", or is given it shortly after
birth...hmm hep B vaccine is given at birth.

When I started putting all my dots together and came to
realize that my son’s autism is due to the vaccines he had as an infant, then
the MMR and finally the flu shot, I almost had a heart attack. I literally had
to take myself into the emergency room claiming chest pain. They told me it was
stress and sent me home with a prescription that I never took. My advice is
educate yourself as much as you can.

I am so very saddened in that I was a compliant mommy and
continued to vaccinate and believed everyone when they said the link had been
disproved.

My husband and I are torn, my son began to regress around a
year, but got flu shots at 14 and 16 months and totally regressed from them.

The exact same kind of reaction detailed in the book happened
to my son XXXX 25, who has autism, the night of his MMR shot at age 14 months.
We were in Tampa, FL. He had a 105 degree temperature; convulsions, seizures
and a week-long hospitalization where the only "treatment" was Tylenol given by
the same pediatricians who had given him the shot. As I said before, not until
I attended the Congressional vaccine hearings described in David Kirby's book
did I put 2+2 together.

Hi, I am from British Columbia and the Canadian Vaccination
Schedule allows for the second MMR shot to be given at either 18 months or
between 4-6 years of age. This just doesn't make any sense to me. My son
unfortunately got his at 18 months and is now autistic. I am so mad I could
scream.
I actually just called the pediatricians office to talk to a
nurse and I told her that I was online (didn't mention the DAN! Dr.) and read
that the 2nd MMR shouldn't be given until 4-6 yrs. of age, why did mine get it
at 18 mos? She said "because that's how our Dr.'s choose to give it, then
they'll have less to get at Kindergarten". I just feel sick to my stomach about
the whole thing.

Dr. Mark Geier's theory is that testosterone enhances
the damaging effects of mercury, and that estrogen can protect against the
damaging effects of mercury. Some females have more testosterone in their
bodies than most so maybe that is why some girls are autistic. If he is right,
and I think he is, then IT IS THE VACCINES that cause autism.

On 8-10-05, we met with the neuropsych for a clinical evaluation for our 15
month old twins. They now have the clinical DX of Autism Spectrum Disorder. We
already knew within our hearts what was going on but to hear it from a clinical
perspective was extremely hard and heart wrenching. We can ONLY move forward and
find the best bio-medical treatment for our guys and hope and pray that they
recover from the mercury poisoning. God did not make all of these sick children
our lousy government did.

I wish someone had asked me these questions 3 years ago - "You know it went in,
but are you sure it came out? If we were talking about lead and toothpaste what
would you do?" By 4 months old, my son had been injected with over 100
micrograms of mercury on four separate days. Yet I still hear, "there is no
scientific evidence that thimerosal causes autism." - insert the name of any CDC
official. My response to that is, "By definition, mercury causes mercury
poisoning.

I began having Rheumatoid arthritis symptoms not long after
getting my one and only flu shot. It was after that shot, after XXXX's many
shots that caused him to spiral into autism that I learned of the connection.
Cancer is thought to be similar to autoimmunity, as is asthma, and other
diseases and conditions. There are those who think autism is a demyelization
disease, the body attacks the myelin in the brain, as is MS being a
demyelization disease. If we lay persons can see this, why can't the notable
health officials? I still think it is because they don't give a d---! I never
use that word, by the way, but it is the only word that fits in this situation!

Perhaps it is ,but when I saw that little one and read her
story..normal until 8 months..it just struck a cord in me.My DD now almost 12
was fine until 15 month vaccs.Then she was gone.She is better at times,and is
now considered HFA,but continues periodic regressions

The CDC, FDA, and AAP and Pharma have
butchered countless children -- including one of mine. In sufficient
quantities, thimerosal will kill every living creature on this planet. I never
meant to imply ASD is a genetic epidemic. I am just saying that blondes, red
heads and oldest kids appear to be over-represented. Look at the recovered kids
video. Then look at the audience at all of those blonde heads. I am brunette
but both of my kids are blonde.
Just recently I visited three different classrooms for ASD kids ages 3 and 4.
The blondes are over represented. I do not think you can deny that. Maybe
there is something to the fact blondes are slightly more sensitive to mercury --
but everyone has a toxic tipping point. My son's was low. He started reacting
from the first DTaP at three months. Is it because he got the bottom of the
vile (mercury sinks to the bottom) or is he more sensitive than the next kid.
The answer is probably both are true.
About 10 years ago I tried to have my hair permed for the first time. After the
dresser applied the stuff I let out a "high pitched scream". It was as though I
were being tortured. The hair dresser said, well some people react -- but no
one like you. I saved the box. Guess what -- mercury was an ingredient -- I
forget the exact name. So there you have it. I was more sensitive than most.
And it did feel like my head was being eaten alive. The one time I tried suave,
I broke out in open sores all over my head. My husband used with no problem. I
was just more sensitive. And guess what, someone on this list posted a while
back that one of its ingredients is mercury.

My last "known" mercury exposure was a
flu shot I got three years before XXX was born. My uncle was a doctor and used
to provide flu shots for the family when the rest of the country was fearing
shortages. Every year we would get together for flu shot parties. One year it
appeared that there would not be enough serum in the vial for everyone in my
extended family to get the shot. So I said it was okay and I would forgo the
shot. But when he got to the end of the vial, he said guess what, "We have
enough for you.!" I said great, and he walked over to me without having shaken
the vial even once and injected it into my arm. My uncle is probably turning
over in his grave. He died two years ago of a bad fall after being diagnosed
with early onset Alzheimer's.
By the end of that week after that shot, I was in the hospital with respiratory
distress. That was the beginning of my chronic asthma (which almost disappeared
with the birth of my son) and bouts with influenza. I also secretly stopped
getting flu shots. No everyone in my family knows and all but another younger
MD has stopped getting flu shots. He insists thimerasol is the safe kind of
mercury.
So there you may have another risk factor of why one twin can be affected and
one not when they received the same shots. Mercury sinks to the bottom of the
vial, depending on how well the nurse remembers to shake it up and how long she
waits to pour it. So the amount of mercury any one person gets (and hence the
risk for ASD) can also depend on whether you got the top or bottom of the vial
and how well the nurse shook it. One twin could get the bottom of one vial
(which the nurse then throws out) and the next twin gets the top of the next
vial.
I am starting the process of chelating. I did a DMSA challenge test and my
mercury score was off the charts. I had a mercury filling removed by a dentist
last year (I got the message about going to a special dentist one day too late)
and have had a weird arthritis in my left arm ever since. It is sort of a
combination of pain and numbness. The doctor wants me to do GFCF -- that will be
the hardest part. I will drop it now. I believe that I am allergic to
thimerasol -- more so than most. But everyone has a toxic tipping point.

We've decided that vaccinating isn't
worth the risks, no matter what the CDC says!

I found over 400 families where the
oldest child was vaccinated and diagnosed with ASD and the younger sibling was
completely unvaccinated. Of the 400 families, only two had ASD children and
both of those were less severe than full blown autism. To me that says
autism is hereditary only when all children are vaccinated. Remove the
thimerasol, and you lose the hereditary link.

I'm freaking out. On a recent post I
found the CDC's website listing their ingredients by manufacturers. Sure
enough, my son's vaccine makers (Pediarix) put thimerosal in all of his shots.
He got nine, not including my RhoGam before he was six months old. Is this
typical of everyone's exp? I just think this is so high...I mean, I thought
maybe one or two of them did it...but nine before six months? He didn't even
have a chance. I am just so mad. Just wondering if this is an excessive
amount, or what. I was so sure we were going to be able to
get it all out, he's only 2.4...but with this much I am starting to doubt
myself.

I had not heard of the mmrv combination and just thought to
myself about how my son regressed after his single varicella shot--I could not
imagine what would have happened had it been an mmrv...XXX wrote: Makes me
want to vomit. That combo was what did my son in, day 14 and day 41 seizures
erupted. But they don't study beyond day 42. On day 100 my son was spinning in
circles lost most of his vocabulary, wasting away in front of my eyes, F..
Merck.---

You're right about that. I was tested before our child
received the Hep B at birth and when it was found that I was negative, we
thought we didn't have to worry b/c she didn't need the vaccine. WRONG. They
gave it to her when she was out of the room AND without our signature on the
consent form and well....you know how our story ends.....12 years later I have a
neurologically damaged child with ASD

The real kicker is the MMR vaccine I
got right before I left the hospital after having XXX. Breastfed...you know the
rest. The MMR I DO blame for my son's Autism. No obvious regression-never
quite normal. SIGH

Hi everyone,
I have a proposal for anyone interested. I'm trying to convince someone of the
whole autism-mercury connection...who happens to be a doctor. I've also been
interested in this myself, and am considering putting this together in some sort
of a "cook book" form for the rally.
I'd like to know the "recipe" of your child's autism.
For example,
My daughter's would be something like this.
Eve
Born 3-27-01
Healthy Baby Girl
Ingredients:
1 Healthy Baby Girl
4 Mercury Laden Vaccines
10 Rounds Antibiotics (Augmentin, Amoxicillian, Cipro and Zithromax)
12 Mercury Amalgams in Mother's mouth
Directions:
Take 1 Healthy Baby Girl, nurtured in womb and breastfed by mother with
amalgams. Mix. Take baby girl, inject with mercury-laden vaccines. Add 10 round
of antibotics, while folding in all regularly scheduled vaccines when on said
antibiotics. Wait 24 months.
Yields:
1 very unhealthy baby girl who gets sick every 3 weeks. Will also have a lack of
expressive or receptive speech, lack of abstract thought, staring spells, hand
biting, gastrointestinal problems, eczema, transitioning problems, toe walking,
aggression, and night waking. Possible PDD-NOS, moderate verbal apraxia
diagnosis.
Any cooperation would be appreciated!

He was a normally developing little boy, full of life,humor,
intelligence, and good health, until he was bombarded with vaccines loaded with
mercury, at which time he descended into what has been labeled as autism. He
lost his personality...his bright laughing eyes...his impish teasing and
pranks...all gone. By using biomedical interventions, I have been able to bring
some of what was lost back. My son had unrelenting, explosive, foul smelling
diarrhea that would cause him to scream in pain because it made his little
bottom so raw it would bleed. I treated that medical issue, and lo and behold,
he stopped walking on his toes and flapping his hands. Was I trying to stop him
from walking on his toes and flapping his hands? No! I was trying to end his
gastrointestinal suffering. My son is 13. I doubt seriously if he is going to
"recover". I am at peace with that. But I am not at peace with the fact that
this was
all preventable, that it has been promoted and covered up by my government, and
that other children will suffer, as my son has, if it is not stopped.

Mercury is not the only thing to worry
about.Vaccines had live viruses that are known to trigger seizures.My son had a
mini-seizure 1 month after mmr, 10 days after dpt and then grandmal 1 month
after varicella.I was in denial about the first 2 but when the grandmal came
there was no more denial.

My child assumed all of the neurological risk, my husband and
me > assumed financial risk, and my family "lost" emotionally, financially, etc
etc etc, when we signed the form and held our child down for those shots. Our
health insurance company sent us vaccination reminder cards--but they
failed to tell us they wouldn't help us undo the damage if our child was
injured. They've refused to help pay for ABA or speech therapy or vision
therapy or biomedical treatment and offer very little OT or chiropractic.
We didn't know our school district offered something more like special ed
daycare (2.5 hours a WEEK of services in the birth-to-three program, and 15
hours a week from ages 3-6). And NO ABA, NO Floortime, NO RDI...no best
practices at all. We didn't know we wouldn't qualify for assistance of any
kind...no social security, no respite, nothing. If the medical profession, the
pharmaceutical companies, our behavioral and health insurance, plus society
(from taxes for programs to help our kids) would bear some of the risk, I
think the emphasis on "lets vaccinate regardless" would change. And if someone
had spelled out exactly what the risks were to my children and to our
family, I WOULD HAVE REFUSED EVERY SINGLE VACCINATION.

A little background: my daughter
regressed gradually between 10 and 14 months, with the 1 year shots providing
the final straw. We went gfcf at 15 months and started the usual testing and
supplements at 16 months. We added MB12 shots and lipo glut late last year.
She's responded well to virtually everything we've done -- now speaks in 3-word
sentences, and is a friendly, happy child. We've still got a loooong way to go,
but I think we're on the right track.

Then there are the 'invisible' whistleblowers like the
local pharmacist who told me (when picking up our vaccines),"you'd better
read the insert carefully. Children are being damaged by these vaccines. My
son's a pediatrician and he won't give them anymore". I wish I had listened to
him. My daughter might have a had a life worth living.

How can this continue to happen to children all around the
world? I LITERALLY cannot fathom the total cruelty of the people who make
these vaccines! Why is mercury poisoning such a secret? Why is the government
doing nothing to really help my child and everyone
else's? Why don't people outside our circles care at all?

I wrestle almost constantly with these questions. I often
feel like I'm in "The Matrix," trying to distinguish between fact and fiction,
or in Orwell's "1984" trying to separate doublethink from reality. What is real
and what is hope?
Like you I keep returning to what I KNOW to be true: that my son received,
without my truly informed consent, amounts of mercury in dramatic excess of FDA
"safety levels"; that the key toxin injected into him (thimerosal) had not been
FDA tested; that mercury is severely damaging to the nervous and other systems
(recall the material data safety sheet for thimerosal:
http://www.dadsagainstmercury.org/index.php?option=com_
content&task=view&id=35&Itemid=2)
That all of my son's cognitive and physical problems are consistent with mercury
toxicity; that dmps does chelate mercury. Buttar has developed the transdermal
method of delivery, but he didn't invent dmps. It was in use for mercury detox
long before he came along.

NYTimes just did a huge story on thimerosal and
neurodevelopmental disorders. I was shocked that they were not reporting facts
about the dangers. So I looked up the Board members to see if there are any
connections to Eli Lilly or other Big Pharma, Yes.. of course there is. I also
am sending Robert Kennedy Jr's web site on Thimerosal and the secret meeting
between the CDC and big pharma... Kennedy goes into full detail. You want the
truth about what's going on, please read Kennedy's site! This is the WORST
corporate crime known to human nature, Abuse of children, some who were left
severe/profoundly disabled for life! I'm also sending the links to the NYTimes
board members.
The board of directors at NYT;
Raul E. Cesan
he became president of Schering Laboratories, the U.S. pharmaceutical marketing
arm, and in 1994, became president of Schering-Plough Pharmaceuticals. (I'm sure
he still owns stock in pharmaceuticals)
Ellen R. Marram
Ms. Marram also serves on the board of directors of the Ford Motor Company and
Eli Lilly and Company. [Eli Lilly is the makers of thimerosal]
William E. Kennard
Mr. Kennard joined The Carlyle Group, a private equity firm, in May 2001 as a
managing director in the global telecommunications and media group.
Henry B. Schacht
Mr. Schacht also serves on the boards of Alcoa (Aluminum Company of America),
Johnson & Johnson and Lucent Technologies Inc.[Johnson & Johnson is one of the
companies that makes rhogam that injected pregnant women with
mercury/thimerosal]
Cathy J. Sulzberger
She was also an editor of Consumer Drug: Digest: American Society of Hospital
Pharmacists and Medication Teaching Manual: National Association of Retail
Druggist, and a Consumer Editor of the Journal of the National Association of
Retail Druggists.
http://tinyurl.com/b4gbg
Executives
Corporate Officers
Neal Roberts
Vice President, Organization Development
The New York Times Company
Previously, Mr. Roberts was vice president of global organization effectiveness
with Hoechst Marion Roussel, the fifth largest global pharmaceutical company.
There, he directed organization development consulting initiatives providing
services to all commercial regions
and global functions located in France, Germany and the U.S. in support of the
execution of global strategies and the cultural integration of three merged
pharmaceutical companies.
http://www.nytco.com/company-executives-nroberts.html
Robert Kennedy Jr, has been some what of an advocate about the dangers of
thimerosal, Here is Robert Kennedy Jr's website of the facts behind thimerosal,
the cdc, big pharma cover up! Some of these children are severe/profoundly
disabled from this, including my son.
http://tinyurl.com/7cg3k
Bush sealed all vaccine records, and there was a rider put in the homeland
security bill that would protect Eli Lilly from lawsuits against thimerosal. The
rider has been removed, But Frist and others have been trying to get protection
of Big Pharma since the rider was taken out.
The CDC sent an ALARM to pediatrician last year....1 out of 6 children in
America has some form of developmental or behavior disorder, This does NOT
include the children with cancer, heart disease, asthma, ect.... There IS an
EPIDEMIC of SICK children in the USA!!!

Between biomedical interventions and therapies it's
amazing how much we have spent out of pocket for something that never should
have happened. I HATE myself for immunizing my son. He was such a beautiful
perfect human being before. He loved learning and was so happy. I was on lists
for gifted kids, not autism. I have tried so much and so much of our
interventions have backfired and I don't know how I'm going to get him back. My
son needs help so badly. So much research money goes to other diseases. Nobody
is knocking at my door trying to raise money for autism while he screams and
tantrums for hours.

I know for sure she got too much mercury in her vaccines. I
know her brain capabilities changed after those shots. I don't consider
myself "desperate" as much as trying to help my daughter get rid of something
that never should have been "put" there in the first place. I would think
that would be anyone's response if mercury poisoning happened to them or their
family member; try to get it out!

we as consumers are being manipulated and brainwashed into
believing a bunch of bold face lies, so we can be drug customers the rest of our
lives, as well as our children. You know the more I think about it, are vaccine
injuries really a mistake?? I don't want to upset
anyone, but It's my own personal believe that it wasn't a "mistake" that
our kids got way more mercury then deemed safe. I know that's a bold statement,
but that's how I have felt for a long time now, and just needed to
get it off my chest.

I am so mad this morning. I woke up to see on my AOL home
page in their helath section with Parenting magazine stating that the connection
between vaccines and Autism are a MYTH........
my two sons were normal and talking before their first MMR shot......now they both have autism.......They are now ages 6 & 7.......You will never convince me the MMR vaccines do not lead to autism....I live with this everyday and will continue to until the day I die....
SHAME ON YOU AOL!!!!!!!!

Then there are the 'invisible' whistleblowers like the local
pharmacist who told me (when picking up our vaccines),"you'd better read the
insert carefully. Children are being damaged by these vaccines. My son's a
pediatrician and he won't give them anymore". I wish I had listened to him. My
daughter might have a had a life worth living.

Our son was severely damaged from the shots. Blinded for 1st
yr of life, seizures, gi damage, non verbal, etc.) It is better to refuse the
vaccines, once our son was injured, it is even harder to get help from docs,
they want nothing to do with vaccine damage!

We have been having difficulty with some strange eye and
tongue movements. At random times, she is squinting or putting her fingers in
her eyes, and doing just strange things with her eyes. After her MMR shot
around 13 months, she began to do strange things in relation to mouth
movements.

The one thing I knew, is that XXXX reacted horribly to the
DTaPs with high pitched screaming. His head was sixtieth percentile at birth.
At his first appointment for two month vaccinations, his head was still 60th
percentile. Then the shots and high pitched screaming. He was back two weeks
later with a fungal infection, and the chart noted his head was 70th
percentile. And on it went, after each round of DTaPs, his head grew another 10
points in terms of circumference percentile. XXXX was being tortured and the
pediatricians said it was normal. At 8 months he got rotavirus. At 11 months
he still had "light and expression in his eyes." At 12 months, he received the
fourth round of DTaPs, and from that point forward, he looked like a heroine
addict.

I also received the MMR booster after I delivered my son. He
had muscle tone issues and social issues from birth. After receiving the MMR at
16 months, what little speech he had was lost. I also know another mom who's in
the same boat as we are. Too coincidental...No wonder the package insert for
the MMR says not to give to women of childbearing age!!

am doing HBOT with my son (finished our 89 dive) and in the
tank there is a 12 year old girl with her mom. I asked the mom what happened to
her daughter. She told me she was a happy and normal 4 year old who went to
preschool. She got her repeat vaccine (given by the age of 4 in the Netherlands)
for DKTP/HIB and she got a fever seizure which went to status epilepticus and
finally she went into a coma. When her parents arrived with the ambulance in the
hospital the first question asked was if their daughter was recently immunizised
which she was. This beautiful girl is severely handicapped and cannot walk or
talk. Because of a vaccine. It happens.

My 1st son was born prematurely in Nov of 99.
Ashamed as I am to admit, I basically had read those articles. I was a reader of
mothering magazine, so was aware of the autism/vaccine link, Dr Wakefield and
Lyn Redwood by the time my son was born. Oh, and I spent three weeks on
bedrest and guess what I watched: Dan Burton's senate hearings on vaccine
safety. I remember thinking "gee, the people who are supposed to be on OUR SIDE
(public health-FDA/CDC) remind me of the tobacco lobbyists I was used to seeing
testifying at the statehouse (my background is in public health-state tobacco
control efforts). I remember being impressed with the Geier's testimony (who I'd
also already heard about through Mothering Mag). It did make me more cautious,
and I delayed the Hep B series until my son was 3 (then got it assuming the
mercury was all out). But replaced it with flu shots for him at 1,2 and 3- he
was a preemie so was "at risk".
I trusted our respectful, caring pediatrician, and doctors in general. I
believed it couldn't happen to me. I think a lot of parents who knew about the
vaccine/autism connection but still vaccinated, did so because of this.
Physicians have so much influence over their patients- and I don't even mean in
a strong-arming way. We have GOT to do better at bringing truth to the
physicians on this issue. I don't know how. But as someone said on this list, I
believe, doctors are the other set of victims here. I believe that most are in
it to do good, especially peds and GP's. They absolutely believe that vaccines
help people. Until we can figure out a way to do this, I'm afraid we will not
make a dent in changing immunization practices in this country. Parents are too
easily swayed. "It couldn't happen to me anyway, right?"
So now I think I'll go throw up and then reread the five articles on
autism/vaccines that appeared in my Mothering Magazines BEFORE my son was born.
Becky
Oh, I forgot to also say that knowing all this...In the 8
months before I got pregnant I got the Hep B series AND the MMR. I started work
in a hospital and it was recommended I get these (never had had the Hep B series
and was non-immune to rubella). Yes, I even knew about Dr Yazbak at the time.
The infection control nurse assured me all would be fine. An everyday thing. No
biggie.
Puke.
Becky

http://tinyurl.com/9t68f
Missouri Mother Voices Concerns About Mercury in Vaccines
A new bill both the U.S. House and Senate give approval to grants drug-makers
immunity. That`s what lawmakers on Capitol Hill say it will take to develop a
bird flu vaccine.
Now a Marshfield woman says it`s bad medicine that could put your children in
harm`s way.
At six-years-old, Sam Marshall struggles to find words to one of the most common
children`s songs: Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star.
"Within a week or so of getting his 12-month vaccines, he began to lose
language," says the boy`s mother. Jana Marshall represents a growing number of
parents, concerned about what they call a hidden danger in vaccines.
Sam is autistic. His mother blames it on thimerosal -- a mercury-based
preservative found in vaccines. That`s why she`s not crazy about a bill the U.S.
Congress signed off on that shields drug companies from public scrutiny.
"There`s no way for [people] to get assistance or help for the mistakes that
[the drug companies] make," Marshall says.
"We do need to be looking both for how we produce vaccines without thimerosal
and what liability companies should have if liability is proven," Missouri
Congressman Roy Blunt says.
Since 1999, drug companies began removing thimerosal from most vaccines
routinely used on infants and children, but the debate over vaccines and autism
lives on.
"As you know, there are a lot of people in America today that think their
grandchildren or children have been impacted by early immunizations,"
Representative Blunt says.
Missouri law now limits mercury in vaccines to trace amounts. That`s for
pregnant women and children under three months, but it`s still found in flu
shots. Jana Marshall says it`s a parent`s responsibility to know.
"Sam has brought a lot of joy to our lives, and we`re very proud of the progress
that he`s made," Marshall says. "But every time I look back and think, `If I
only knew back then what was in those vaccines,` I`m not sure I would have let
him have them."
Government officials like Representative Blunt dont want Americans to turn away
from vaccines.
The autism-thimerosal controversy is a huge debate in the medical community.
Doctors offer parents a word of comfort that not all children react negatively
to vaccines. In fact, most children handle the mercury levels quite well.
I'll write to this newpaper later.......................If
"Doctors" say that "most children handle mercury
levels quite well"
it definitely puts those children who
stop talking, ...using the toilet.... or making eye contact......
start................ flapping their hands...rocking .....spinning in
circles.............staring ................seizuring, vomiting, and having
melt-downs...........in the "some children"
category..................YOURS, MINE, and one in every 166................
I WOULD LIKE TO ASK THE "DOCTORS" IF THEY TOOK A
ROOM FULL OF CHILDREN AND INDIVIDUALLY SLAMMED EACH KID ON THE HEAD WITH A
BRICK....................WOULD THEY CALMLY SAY "MOST CHILDREN
HANDLE THE ASSAULT QUITE WELL"??????
THEY INJECT A DEADLY NEUROTOXIN INTO OUR CHILDREN................AND LIGHTLY
DISMISS THE ONES WHO CAN'T "HANDLE"
IT. I HATE THEM ALL.................
I'M OVER WHELMED RIGHT NOW....................
I spent the afternoon at school teaching a student who was flapping his
hands the whole time he spoke.........
..........the other children find him mildly amusing and call it "waving."
Anne McElroy Dachel
Chippewa Falls, WI

Hello,
Unfortunately, you are right. Our second daughter, June, was killed by the
"mandatory" DPT vaccine in 1986. She was born on 15 Feb which is my birthday
too. Our daughter received the first and only vaccine at her 2 month check up by
a nurse who insisted on giving it. Exactly 21 days later after high fever,
continuous crying, swelling, redness and delaying by the family doctor, our
daughter died. The doctor seemed deliberate at finding excuses not to bring her
in and we were rather inexperienced parents and followed his recommendations
instead of going to the ER or another doctor. We were devastated.
We didn't hear of a vaccine suit until 1990. We filed 31 Dec as case number
90-3766 V. I never believed our Gov would not only outright lie to us, but
continuously try to ruin us from the day we filed the suit. We are still
together and surviving but only from an extreme faith in the Almighty! Yes,
after what we have seen and heard I have no other explanation for our continued
life than His protection. I do not want to elaborate much because most persons
feel the stories we tell of attempts on our lives and loss of jobs for no
legitimate reason, friends who aren't friends, microchip implants, mind control,
outright evil people and departments, ad nauseum, are x-file science fiction or
made up as we usually cannot document proof. The Gov seems expert in covering
the tracks and discrediting the witnesses some whom have even disappeared. The
doctor and nurse who gave the vaccine have long since closed shop in our town
and no one knows where they went. We never received closure and 'till this day
do harbor resentment toward all state or federal vaccine programs. The bank
where our filing fee check was cashed doesn't even exist. They are also experts
in denying payment and always changing the rules. We have now learned there are
no rules. At least none that can't be contradicted or changed. We had all the
required documentation and provided all the documents every time a rule changed
and after the umpteenth rule change and several years, we finally figured out
the Special Master was going to keep changing the rules until everyone who
didn't have a Harvard lawyer and a pile of cash was going to lose. Our lawyer
(after we received our denial for not having done an MRI in 1986 before the
child died) finally told us he was looking for another doctor??? and that was
the last we heard until he sent a bill for 250.00 dollars as his fee for a
federal case. Seemed a little low for a lawyer who was doing his "best"!
Our two boys have not received any vaccine with the "P" in it after the oldest
got it at 6 months instead of 2 after threats from the clinic. He stopped
breathing and had to be on a monitor. We decided to fight the vaccine threats
both clinic and state after that. The youngest son never received it at all. IT
IS ALL A BIG LIE! We got on with our lives but still have emotional scars even
now. The clinic shrink for depression last year said I should have gotten over
and forgotten our loss long ago. She has no children and can't possibly have a
clue as to how it feels. I quit going to her after this revelation.
Thank you for tolerating my rant.
Jeffrey Moore

I'm Cathy, grandmother of XXX who is 7 yrs. old,XXX was
diagnosed with "moderate' autism approx. 1 year after MMR. His twin sister has
no development issues, but, his 4 yr. old sister had a terrible reaction to MMR,
from very playful and attentive to just sitting staring into space for almost a
wk. Her pulmonary hypertension (which was better before the shot) came back so
severe she had to be trached and vented. I remember when the MMR was a must for
kids (late 80's) and I remember a guy at work stating his baby was not getting
it because he heard some kids died from it. In going over my kids' shot records
(they had them 30 yrs. ago!) they didn't get near as many or as close as my
grandchildren. My kids were all healthy THANK GOD, and my grandkids have to
suffer because there are "MAD" scientists and doctors out there that don't give
a DAMN what they do to kids. And yes, I am one of the people like yourselves
want this stopped, the government let this happen and now they need to help us
whether they chose to or not, we will make them.

I really agree with you that it shouldn't hurt our case to
say that some of the kids like Jim Watkins' son appear different from birth--it
is just a matter of educating people about not only the Hep B at birth but also
any thimerosal-containing vaccines the mom receives during pregnancy.
Interestingly, though, is that I had the complete opposite experience from what
you described with XXXX. My ASD son XXXX(now 5) is my second son, and I always
thought he seemed bang-on until about 18 mos. As time went on though and XXXX
was clearly on the autism spectrum, I really started to doubt myself and I
thought there must have been earlier signs I missed. I knew XXXX had lost speech
but I thought other things must have been off that I had missed. Early last fall
after Dan Olmsted did a column on videos documenting regressive autism, I went
back and watched a video of my children on Easter in 2002, when XXXX was 16 mos.
I was sickened to see that my earlier intuition had been right, and that up to
that point XXXX was developmentally bang-on. In addition to using language in
the video, he points to things, bring us things, displays an enormous amount of
joint attention, obviously understands exactly what we are saying and is with us
in a different
way than he has ever been again. I have challenged several of the therapists
that work with XXXX to find any subtle signs of autism in XXXX at that time.
They can find none.
I think it just shows that the toxic tipping point happens at different times
for different kids. Thank God for videos-- my brain is fried from living with
autism and I truly forgot just how far my son had fallen. 
The only reason why the whooping cough stats aren't
accurately showing the ineffectiveness of the vaccine is because doctors won't
test. I begged for 3 wks before my daughter was tested, she tested positive.
Then the health dept, ped, and school said my other daughter, who presented with
the EXACT same symptoms was not in need of testing because, after all, she had
her baby shots. They would never test her or the other half of her third grade
class, who were all coughing,along with the school and community.
If they would test, they would find a MUCH higher prevalence of whooping cough.

Have an 8yr old daughter with convulsive behavior after 4
month vaccine (stupidly continued vaccinations) has mild memory recall issues,
organization, and on IEP. ASD son 6yrs old, fever after every vaccination but
met and early on every milestone, sent over the edge by MMR and then 18 month
mercury vaccs and regressed all skills by 2years. 3rd Daughter, waited until 6
months tried 1 vacc at a time for 3 months, she developed swallowing issues and
stopped vaccs none since and is the smartest little cookie, her reasoning and
humor is unbelievable, only a couple of food intolerances.

After refusing to vaccinate my daughter, I broke down
and allowed her to be immunized at 15 months. These 2 were among the 7 she
received that day. She was gone soon after---words, eye contact, connectedness,
etc. I so rarely pull out that shot record as I carry such tremendous guilt and
regret; I can't stand to be reminded of the terrible consequence of ignoring my
intuition. I try to avoid getting lost in those feelings and redirect the energy
toward healing the damage and recovering my daughter.

My daughter suffers from a very rare auto-immune rheumatoid
disease > called Scleroderma (body attacks the connective tissue cells). She
also suffers from Rayunaud's syndrome (circulatory condition in the hands and
feet)
Both conditions certainly look like classic "pink disease" or acryodenia, red
peeling hands and feet that ache constantly. Sadly, she cannot talk to explain
to me the pain she is in, but I can tell, some days she walks so gingerly,
sometimes on her toes or on the sides of her feet. Some days she wakes up and it
looks as if someone took razor blades to the bottom of her heels and hands and
she can barely walk! Thank God we live in Florida, where it is generally mild
all winter.
If you ever see pictures of those who suffer from Minamata disease (mercury
poisoning) they too have the same conditions in their hands and feet. The same
with Pink Disease (mercury poisoning) I went to the Pink Disease website and I
think 80% suffer from Raynauds syndrome, and a 20% of that number suffer from
scleroderma! It is through their website that I realized what was wrong with my
daughter.... Classic Acrodenia, which in laymen's terms is MERCURY POISONING!....
It is real easy to connect the dots in this particular case of mercury
poisoning in my home!
PS. Why isn't mercury poisoning called MERCURY
POISONING? Minamata disease....Pink Disease....Acrodynia.....Autism!?!?!?

I am an RN in a busy ER and you're 100% right on the fact
that NOBODY even knew what Thimerosal was until I came along. Now I preach to
all of them--some listen and some roll their eyes--can't reach 'em all but I
still try. I actually refused a few time to give the tetanous shot for simple
cuts that did not warrent a vaccine. Unfortunately there is always another nurse
that will give it but what I do is explain to the patient, or the parent of the
patient, that it is not needed and to refuse it. I have also petitioned the
hospital for Thimerosal free vaccines including the flu shot but again that went
nowhere because of $$$.
I can just picture the faces of the hospital staff when he said he was allergic.
They really do not know what Thimerosal is!

Kids Doc,
Take a minute and read your post again, this time from the point of view of a
parent.
Can you see how obvious it is to me, parent reading your post, that your
priority is the eradication of a specific disease even it if comes at the
expense of my individual child?Can you see how ridiculous it is to a parent that
you should argue to them that they should vaccinate their child, even if they
believe it will harm their child, because that is what is best for everyone
else’s children? “Put your baby at risk for permanent brain damage for the good
of society!” Do you really think that any responsible parent who cares a whit
about their child will say, why yes! I think vaccines may cause autism, but if
my child having to be institutionalized will save just one child from getting
chicken pox, then it will all be worth it!”I have said this before and i will
say it again… my child is not an acceptable loss in your war against
communicable diseases. He is not a soldier, he is a baby. His right to be free
of toxins that cause brain damage does not go away because we are worried that
one kid in San Diego had to go to the hospital.
And one more tip, telling thousands and thousands of parents of children with
severe, life long, neurological disorders that they should continue to vaccinate
and encourage others to do it, because ONE child in San Diego went to the
hospital with measles, and made a full recovery, is an insult that you don’t
seem to comprehend. You are basically saying, “to heck with your weak children,
our strong children might get sick”.Not to mention the fact that you have judged
Kirby with out reading his book (he has ongoing relationships with many medical
professionals that he consults) and have declared only medical professionals are
allowed to attempt to understand and make assertions about biological
processes? Do you see the arrogance in your message to parents like me?Do you
really think talking to parents like this is going to earn their trust and earn
you more patients and win more people to vaccination? Wait… one more thing. Go to
pubmed, type in “thimerosal” and “mitochondria” and read the first couple of
studies that come up. You will note that thimerosal causes mitochondrial
dysfunction. Perhaps you should do a little more reading up on things before
criticizing David Kirby.

Remember the Brady Bunch episode where the kids all
got the measles and they fought over having a male versus female doctor? Do you
really think a sitcom in 1969 would have taken on an episode about kids getting
a horrible, deadly disease? Measles came. Moms nursed their kids back to health.
Measles went. Titres complete. I had a doll that had measles on her face. A
DOLL. A plaything. Measles were not the black plague......
More fear tactics.

Yea, I vaccinated, I followed the herd and I paid the price.
He's disabled, he'll never get married or go to school or leave my home. We're
playing Russian Roulette with our babies and I lost. If she needs someone to
talk to give her my address. I just realized a few months ago that this shot has
muratic acid and polysorbate 80, go figure. No wonder he's messed up, and all I
had to do as a parent was a little research and i would have known better.
Ignorance is NOT bliss!

Most "regular" physicians do not receive money from Pharma. What they receive is
a controlled and manipulated education, and a very controlled exposure to
educational materials. No one markets the articles that have information that
conflicts with Pharma's agenda.
One the other hand, they are always being marketed by Pharma.
Now, having said that, there are physicians who are recruited by Pharma, just
like the Nazi's recruited Jews to by camp guards. These physicians receive
unrestricted grants to do with what they want, but are expected to be very vocal
proponents for Pharma in one way or another.
Pharma also helps control academic medicine by providing large amounts of
funding and then they establish beach heads in the various academic departments,
such as the unholy alliance the Vaccine Action Coalition has in many academic
Pediatric departments where they actually pay the salary of a staff member so
they can push the propaganda wherever and whenever.

I have a girlfriend that has a 12 year old boy that reacted to his flu vaccine
last December. He lost all interest in friends, became a computer junkie and has
terrible bowel issues now. He was a soccer player last year and this summer has
no interest in it. He is also appears to be developing ADHD. There are reports
of four year old kids regressing into autism. We had a regression at 3 1/2! All
normal development until the crash. We did a delayed vaccine schedule. It didn't
help, just delayed the inevitable!

Yes, my son was 7 1/2 years old when the flu shot was his
toxic tipping point. A vaccine injury can happen at ANY age.
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